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Friday, February 3, 2006

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And Im praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
If Your Not The One- Daniel Bedingfield

Ok.... so... I went out with Stacie and a new friend Megan for coffee... me up with Tiffy..... then met up with Tiga and Dorian... We all sat around and had coffee and stuff.... laughed... had fun.... Then I went off with Tiga and Dorian to get food.... I've told Tiga all about Ramses... I think this is the first time Dorian has really heard about anything in detail... So.... He kinda gave me the look he use to use when he talked about D'Hiur... the "Im going to make up some dumb story just to put doubt in your head" look.... Before he even says anything I looked at him and quietly told him how I felt...something along the lines of "I really like this guy... I believe he really likes me... And I dont want you to start saying shit..."

.......

Anyway... I dont know how the boy managed to do it... I think its just the tone he uses.... its got this cynical smartass feel to it.... Makes you feel stupid... He started saying stuff like "Oh yeah... we can get you a train ticket and Ill even help pack your bags... do you think your computer will fit in a bag?" Which... I've already mentioned I want to go visit Ramses... which.. its a bit sudden cause I've only known him for about four weeks and we've only gotten close in the past week and a half or so... so it seems really fast even for me.... I dont want to get to into the relationship just to find out he isnt as interested as he makes himself out to be... I've told him I dont want to get hurt again... And he tells me he isnt going to do that... I'm probably paranoid.... but I still want to keep a bit of distance... which is hard... *sighs* Its kinda funny.... I have alot of doubts right now... and I feel bad about it... cause its kinda like Im punishing one person for the faults of another.... And I really dont want to have these doubts.... One side tells me Im to trusting... and the other tells me I dont trust enough.... Which is really starting to tick me off...
Sita
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