Monday, February 20, 2006

Swear to shake it up if you swear to listen
Oh we're still so young
Desperate for attention
And I aim to be your eyes
The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage- Panic! at the Disco

Alright... this is going to be one of those posts where I tend to jump topics with no real rhyme or reason. That of course all depends on how lazy I get…. I may just veto certain topics due to laziness….

So… to start off…. I was talking to Keagon. She’s one of Ramses’ friends… A really cool chick. Anyway…. We were discussing certain plans and it all kinda came to this…

Sita: Assasins? Ramses could pay me in... oh wow that sounds corney... nevermind
Keagon: Haha. That was funny. ^^
So are you two gonna get married? On gaia
Sita: O.O;..... *mumbles* we havent really talked about that...
Keagon: Oh ok. ^^
-smiles-
Sita: Sorry... I havent had much luck with guys.... Im still a little paranoid that hes going to PM me one day and say he doesnt love me...
Keagon: He loves you. He talks about you a lot. He's the same way as you. I think your first girl since A's mom that he's actually liked.

Ehem… It was a scary conversation for a moment… Anyway… Blagh…. I’m already getting lazy.

So. Despite being ready to pass out at 10 last night I ended up pulling an all nighter talking to Zanorich. Went to bed at about 7 in the morning XD. I think at about 1:30 we started playing games on games.com. I kicked his ass at Boggle XD and almost at Scrabble if I hadn’t have the tiles from Hell. So anyway. I got a call from Stacie at about 1:30ish in the afternoon I think…. When I was still sleeping. She gave me crap for going to bed “early” and still being in bed. My response was “Hey… I don’t have to work today and I only got five hours of sleep the other night. I’m going back to sleep and there isn’t anything you can do about it” SOOOOOO I went back to sleep. About half an hour later I get a phone call from a number I didn’t recognize. I pick up and its Walmart. I half assed applied there a few days back because they wouldn’t give me an application but they did get me to write my name down on a list of people waiting to be called up in regards to if any jobs opened up. So…. I got an interview for there today at 10:30. That made me happy considering I was still kinda trying to wake up by the end of the phone call. I have to wonder at what kind of impression I left. But they still called me in…. so maybe they think I’m naturally a bit slow.

So… At this point Im more or less at the point where I can still fall asleep and doze for a bit or I can just get up and do other stuff. Being as Im lazy I opted for the dozing and went back to sleep. Hour later I get a call from Zellers ((Canadian store… more or less exactly like Walmart)) Had a phone interview with them. Im kinda glad I had been woken up two other times earlier cause they asked me such questions as “Why do you think you are suited to work in a retail environment such as Zellers?” for joy with the forming coherent and intelligent responses after having just being woken up. So I got an interview with them at 2 in the afternoon today. Just so we can all keep track. I’ve only put in two actual official applications and one jotted down “application”. And two calls. YAY! Course. I went back to sleep again. Im not entirely sure about the timing in there cause I was asleep for most of it. That and Tiga called at some point in the whole thing…. I think she called after the Zellers call…. That or it was before….. When ever it was… after the last call I got I figured that something was telling me it would be a good idea to wake up.

That was what happened to me on my day off. Entertaining no?

So… the other topic I kinda want to look at. I keep having a weird feeling Im going to turn a dark corner in my house and see the little girl from The Ring. I blame lack of sleep-induced paranoia.

So… I was thinking… cause I tend to do that sometimes… about guys and stuff and things. When it gets really quiet and I have nothing better to think about my mind generally tends to drift back to D’Hiur and other people and stuff. That’s part of the thoughts backing my reaction to Ramses and stuff… So anyway. My thoughts keep coming back to just general ways boys and girls interact and how people act as individuals and just how people act. Usually I look at couples I know such as Tiga and Dory or Al and Jaxx… and other couples too… Its to hard to explain where the reasoning comes from with out laying out complex descriptions of the Relationships and Individuals. Mental profiles and such. In order to explain it just needs to be viewed through out the relationship. The thoughts kinda all build up at some points till Im to confused to make sense of any of it.

Just this pointless rant is starting to make my head hurt… I had another point to make but I’ve totally drifted away from it. In the end all I can come to is some people tend to only be happy when they have another person who seems to “complete” them. Sadly I think I might be one of them. But Im trying to get away from that. Also the word Love is overused and over rated. I cant think of a better way a person could tell another person how they feel… But I know I tend to not take the “L” word as seriously after a few of the things I’ve had to put up with. That or I take it to seriously. Kind of a “Don’t use it unless you mean it” attitude.


Anyway… either the small attention span is wavering or I got lazy cause I think I just forgot what I was ranting on…. Time for bed I think…. Have a good one all
Sita
Give us this day our daily dose of faux affliction,
Forgive our sins Forged at the pulpit with forked tongues selling faux sermons Because I am a new wave gospel sharp, and you'll be thy witness
So gentlemen, if you are going to preach Then for God sakes preach with conviction!
I Constantly Thank God For Esteban- Panic! At the Disco

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