Tuesday, February 28, 2006

She says she's no good with words but I'm worse
Barely stuttered out
A joke of a romantic stuck to my tongue
And weighed down with words too overdramatic
Tonight it's "it cant get much worse"
Vs. "no one should ever feel like"..
Dance Dance- Fall Out Boy (Demo Version)

Ok… so to explain. Friday night I spent at Stacie’s. Saturday night I spent at home with family. Sunday night I spent at Tiga’s. I had my little orientation for Zellers… That was… kinda depressing… Four women including myself plus the trainer person. Longest 4 hours ever. Didn’t help everyone was that lovely version of silence where its kinda polite but not really. Like… “Hi Im So and So and Im going to sit here and be quiet cause Im not quite sure what to say” SOOOOO… I cracked a few jokes over the course of the first two hours then gave up trying to be funny. Not that I wasn’t… just… all I got was a half hearted “Ha… Ha… hee… Heh…” or two. SO that’s no fun. But I made it through… I was the only night person so every time the woman mentioned something that only applied to the DAYWALKERS!!! Cause your all day walkers now by the way. I got the special “Oh but not you… Your on nights” BWAHAHAHAH!!! CONSIDER ME DIFFERENT!!! Ehem… anyway… Wednesday night is my first night and it should be interesting. Until then I get to “Adjust” which means I basically can straight out bitch out anyone who wakes me up during the day now XD.

Ok… So… I was at Tiga’s last night… Dory was around for a bit… Being the good little Canadians we are we went for slushes at 11:30 at night in the middle of winter… of course… at this point Tiga was a bit irked at Dorian for planning to skip out on her to go play X-Box with his buddies at work. So… They get in a fight in the car just before we go into the store to get slushes… So… Yeah… wasn’t quite sure what to do so I just sat in the back and pretended I was somewhere else. Nice and quiet and non-inputting. Like an old dog that just watches… So… they finally work it out enough to stop arguing and we get the slushes. Go back to Tiga’s… she and him decide to continue with the fight that was suppose to be forgotten… of course… they have it in her room… where I was sitting on the bed… in the corner… eating ice cream and drinking a slush. Once again kinda trying to pretend I wasn’t there… well… I WAS attempting to watch TV. But seeing how I had to watch the TV through the arguing… I kinda ended up paying attention to the fight… made a few stupidly obvious statements that finally drove them out of the room. Went back to eating my ice cream and slush. Watched some TV… finally got to stop pretending I was somewhere else… Course… they were then gone for about half an hour having one of those awkward relationship talk dealies… Which I’m happy I got to miss… I don’t need to be part of anymore of those for a while… Its just a bit funny and irritating sometimes how their relationship is basically based on ticking each other off… and then they get in one of these fights and I have to be the one in the corner humming to myself to pretend Im not there…

Speaking of which… I got to have a lovely conversation with Zanorich again… trying to make plans once again to go down and see him. I think Im just going to ride the bus down one week end… I told him if he ended up being a 90 year old guy who planned on raping me he had another thing coming to him… to which his response was “Do I sound like a 90 year old guy?”… So anyway… that will very hopefully happen in the next month or so… Im already kinda trying to make summer plans to go camping and crap… so… we shall see how that all works out… anyway… that’s the recap of the past few days…exciting and amazing I know… but Its better than the rant I was planning on writing… Oh... last thing… I have veritable proof children do not have good senses of judgment… for some odd reason she seemed to like me… and spit on me… and Im happy she isn’t mine… but she is cute… ciao all
Sita

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