myOtaku.com: sitarose

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1986-09-17
Gender
• Female
Location
• North and left of center.
Member Since
• 2004-10-17
Occupation
• Ex. Night Stalker, Slacker College Student and Resident Doomsayer
Real Name
• None of your damn business.

Personal

Achievements
• I wake up every morning promptly at 9:10 unless its a Friday or the weekend..... Then I wake up when I feel like it.
Anime Fan Since
• A while...
Favorite Anime
• I had a list... it was long.
Goals
• Nothing that this site will help me accomplish.
Hobbies
• Doing stuff.
Talents
• People say I can do stuff. I think a lot of other people do it better.

myOtaku.com: sitarose

Wednesday, March 1, 2006

Taste the saline rolling down your cheekbone
Tell me that you're alone, tell me on the telephone
Feel your heartbeat, break within your chest now
Try to get some rest now, sleep's not coming easy for a while, child
Down- Something Corporate

So you remember that thing, at that place, with the stuff, and then he was there too, and then you left, and I was alone, and things happened, and now Im lost and confused?
Its better now...

So... sleeping has become difficult in general... which makes me kinda tense... which leads to me getting annoyed... I dont want to talk to many people... Im considering doing that thing where I block a whole bunch of people again so its just the ones I really want to talk to who can see me... Cause Im that much of a bastard. Its hard to keep up a conversation when you really dont care to much... I've been stupidly bi-polar lately with being happy then being sad then being angry then just wanting to sulk and be by myself, or just talk to one particular person and I swear I've had the conversation with a few people lately. You know when you want to talk to someone and you send them a private message or an e-mail or what ever... sometimes you just feel odd starting it and your not sure what to say or if its an ok thing to do. Depending on how long you've known the person or what your relationship is with them and stuff... You know they wont mind and you dont see why they would mind... but it still feels odd. yeah... thats generally the reason why I dont talk to many people... the oddness...
In other things new and exciting... I feel like Im going through a drug withdrawl again... I hate when I get feeling like this... Its more just the emotional depressingness of it all... and the disconnection. I just dont feel well...
I spent a large portion of the day with an old friend from high school. It was pretty much snowing all day so it was cold and ugly out... but pretty at the same time... It was cool to see my friend again... We were the only two in physics to understand the theory of relativity with out asking questions. It was bloody brilliant... well... Im done... first day of work tonight... wish me luck...
Sita
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