Saturday, March 4, 2006

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
Crash and Burn- Savage Garden

Alright... so... a few piss offs today. First off... my Trillian thinger... which is what I use for all my messenger services (MSN, yahoo, AIM)decided to be a bitch... the end result of working with it for five minutes? I lost all my MSN contacts..... SOOOOOO... luckily I added almost every one back... I think... anyone I missed... Im sure they'll eventually messege me and I can add them again... no biggie...
Second off... due to unfortunate events (ie. My inability to budget)... my cell is cut off. XD Now.... It wouldnt be so bad if I had a house phone.... but.... I opted out of that option thinking that I would be fine with just the cell. Of course.... a few long distance calls that really werent called for tend to add up fairly quickly and with the hours being cut at Showcase I lacked money to pay the bill and in the end Im just a bit ticked at myself for letting it get to this point for more than one reason. Its just comming down to saying no to everyone not in my area code except for a few special people who deserve the phone calls. (( Zanorich.... if your reading which I hope you are... *whimpers* Im so sorry... If it makes you feel better... your the reason I found out I was cut off XD))
Anyway... funny thing... Im running around at work... most of it is the fun individual work where you sit there and work by yourself and think all together to much.... And Im trying to figure out where to get the money to pay the bill. So... I get my last cheque from Showcase at the end of the week... but..... I need my phone back before then... so... I decided on making a few sacrafices... I bought a wireless chip so I could hook MY comp back up to net.... that was about 60 bucks.... but... since my comp is a POS to begin with.... its missing a few required peices of computery things to make it work... so... I return the chip... get my 60 bucks back.... put that to the cell bill..... and.... with a bit of not eating, not being soical (except for a trip down to C-town in the near future), not doing a whole lot of anything but paying rent... I figure I can have a laptop in about 2 months.... depending on the payment options I have and all... maybe three months.... I guess it all depends on where I get it and how much it costs and stuff.... but if anyone can explain how my brain works with going from paying a overdue cell bill to owning a laptop in three months.... it would be nice if you filled me in. I just think Im over ambitious....

Its kinda funny... you would think with the stuff that happened today.... I would be pissed... but.... Im kinda meh... Im not sure if its due to certain out of control events that have occured.... or just the fact that I've been working enough to not really care... but..... the lack of stress is surprisingly nice... even if I really should be stressed a little... which I might be... Im not sure.... Im kinda tired... Oh... and another thing... cause Im going to complain about it till I change it.... I was ridiculed because of my knife today.... I think the words "Thats" "not" and "real knife" were used...
Sita
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