Saturday, March 11, 2006

And when the night falls in around me
And I don’t think I’ll make it through
Ill use your light to guide the way
Cuz all I think about is you
Landing in London- 3 Doors Down

ummmmmm... Ok... first off... I know Im not really religious.... but I do know the main gears behind Easter..... so... can some one please tell me.... When the fuck did it have to do with Spongebob Squarepants, Firetrucks, and King Kong?
*cough*
Speaking of King Kong.... I had a dream a few nights back.... it involved King Kong... My little sister, my Grandmother, my aunt, and the cast from Charmed.... If anyone can figure that one out.... by all means.... explain....
Other issue... despite the fact that I'm no longer employed at Showcase.... they managed to screw me over by neglecting to inclue my vacation pay and bonus for selling a massage chair in the last week I was there.... that and I have a sneaking suspicion that I wasnt paid for all the hours I worked...... so.... Monday.... Im going in and bitching..... They own me close to $300 dollars... so.... yeah.... bit irked it wasnt on my last pay cheque...

In other issues that I wanted to complain about.... errrrr....
Ok.... no excuse to be lazy.... I got the day to waste....
So... "issues" seem to occur regularly between Tiga and Dory.... The whole freaking relationship is based off them pissing each other off though... so.... its kinda expected.... Its something along the lines that if Tiga doesn’t have something to complain about that involves Dory.... I get a bit paranoid... Meh..... whatever....
So.... its fairly easy to look at that relationship and know how I would prefer things to work... I could personally do with out the majority of the stupid arguments. I dont NEED to be with them every bloody free minute I have..... But its nice to have quality time... ((this is the point I want to rant about so bear with me as I try to sort my thoughts... ))... Its expected that the relationship works to the point where you know the main ways to piss the other person off and you try to avoid doing such things. At least most of the time... XD. So... back to the rant... Tiga and Dory spend alot of time together.... thats probably how they manage to have so many fights and arguments... So... anyway.... long story shortened... Dory has an issue with becoming to attached to the X-Box... at certain... WRONG times... *cough* I hate details... so... Hes stupid enough to pull this crap continuously.... Tiga is stupid enough to put up with it... Hes suppose to be having game night tonight (Friday) and Tiga is a bit ticked cause she wants to spend time with him..... now... he really doesnt have that many nights that he goes out to play x-box... its maybe... once a week... once every two weeks... generally the x-box-ing that occurs is at his house while she sits beside him... last time he had a game night she got all moody and stuff.... She does it all the time... I dunno.... there are powers at work that I cant even begin to comprehend at this point....
To get to some sort of point.... or lack of one XD...
Im walking.... discussing stuff with Stacie... Its easy to dissect a relationship when your on the sidelines and know how it should work....
Logic makes alot of guidelines and its easy to see them when your a few steps back.... not so easy to see when your standing between them....
*deep breath*
I happen to mention the want to talk to a certain person (this is back with talking to Stacie) and she rolls her eyes and says something along the lines of "You may like the person and you may love the person *blagh blagh blagh I stopped fully listening at this point* but you dont need to see/talk them everyday"
*blinks*... *deep breath*
The whole point of a relationship... at least instinctively.. is to find a mate..... Humans for the most part generally choose and stay with one mate their entire life... Of course thats becoming a less and less true statement.... but..... historically and viewed from a scientific stand point.... Humans choose one mate. That is what a relationship is a test of.... There is no bloody point to being with a person you cant stand.... suggesting that a relationship leads to marriage (or a similar state)… Your going to have to get use to waking up next to that person… your going to have to get use to them BEING there. You will generally see them everyday…. At least in theory…. Which always works under test conditions but never works in the real world.
All things considered…. Are you going to have to see your mate every day? No… Is it nice and will you want to? Ummm…. In general yes?

This all of course depends on many factors and conditions. Age of the relationship… Mental conditions of the people involved…. Sometimes they like to have alone time…. Activity level and social interactions outside of the said relationship… WHATEVER! Im taking that into account…

Heres what I think… personally… I would like a relationship where you don’t necessarily see the person every day… I would like to at least be able to say hello or leave a message… and get one in return… I don’t know… like I said…. It all works in theory…. But hardly in life…. Sue me….
*sigh*
Im really trying to put it all in order…. I really am…. But its early… I’ve been thinking about this all night… to many thoughts to keep it all in order…. Especially when there’s exceptions to the rules….

Anyway…. There… I ranted…. The majority of it is incomplete… Ill rant about other stuff later… Hopefully Ill have my new lay out up tonight and my hair will be cut off… XP not really…. Just a trim…. But that’s at three and I’ve already decided that Im just not going to sleep for at least 48 hours.
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