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Monday, March 13, 2006


I'm on fire
And the day is feeling hopeless
You'd see me burning
But the burning's turning smokeless
Soon I won't feel at all - No
Break Myself- Something Corporate

*shrugs*

Im tired


Add On and Shit

What you want to say,
Wait till you get home.
I'm sick of communicating over the telephone.
But tell me how you feel,
For I am lonely too
Need you to know
I'm just as cold and numb as you.

But I could fly away,
Or I could be no one.
And you could be the
Sunshine falling over the Mountains

And you could come to stay
Yes you could come right home
Don't see why I have to
Live this life all alone.

I know there is a way to make up for old Mistakes
And I know what's happening is for a reason
I know...
What You Want- John Butler Trio

So... The day was ok... I suppose... despite having some lovely mood swings at the end of the day.... Fuck... its not even a plurl.... it was just one big swing... I was fine one minute... then the next... I'm thinking back to this one minute I had at work the other night that involved my wrist, my safety knife... and a few un-settling thoughts. And its stupid because things arent even bad... I was really happy earlier.... I've just been having a few withdrawl moments as of late I guess... I'm a bit tired of having to worry about money, what I say to people, and how people see me... Not that I cared that much to begin with.... but its nice to know you can afford food everyday, not offending people unintentionally, and not having to worry about how I look. I almost think I might take a break from this account and move to my other one for a bit.... just for a bit of breathing room... we'll see though... bitching is bitching and at least I know people read this...

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