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Monday, April 10, 2006


And I will crawl, theres things that aren't worth giving up I know.
But I won't let this get me I will fight.
You live the life you're given with the storms outside somedays all I do is watch the sky,
Somedays all I do is watch the sky.
Watch the Sky- Something Corporate

So I slept from about 4 at night to midnight... That was my day. yeap... sleep. a good part of it was in the state where your awake but still dreaming... So... I cant actually remember what happened... but I remember I was dreaming... and thinking... alot of it was stuff you just cant put into words no matter how hard you try... been thinking about stuff like that alot lately... getting in fights with people... feeling restless... getting a bit ticked at some people for dumb reasons... I kinda feel like in the group of face to face friends I have I end up being the person they go to bitch too and otherwise Im expentable.... so... I might just screen my calls for a few days and just talk to the important people I know.... Im just getting tired of not having people to talk to face to face who will just listen... that was part of the breakfast thing that ticked me off... I really wanted someone to just listen to me for a bit and I couldnt get one.... To top it off... generally even if Im in the middle of something... I will take the time to do a phone call for some one to just talk... it gets a bit bothersome when they dont listen to your advice though... such as the call I got from Tiga... She complained about Dory for 10 minutes straight... I suggested she doesnt visit him for his lunch... then she says "Oh... hes here now... bye" and hung up...

Its those kind of phone calls Im tired of and I plan to avoid for a bit...

I guess Im just getting restless with the lack of change... If something bothers you... change it.... dont let it stay the same.... Maybe I can save up a small bit of money to go on a trip this summer..... that would at least change the landscape...
Sita

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