Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Light your shit up, get up and move
You bring the fire, I got mine too
Plus, we got nothin' to prove
We're gonna burn it down when we're steppin' thru
Burn it Down- Swollen Members

2 Days and counting....
Seehere, Al.

I had an odd dream... It involved a spider crawling over my face.... Im not a huge fan of spiders..... But it talked..... so I let it be... like I said.... Odd......

So.... I know for sure Tiga is pissed at me... Its kinda funny cause all I did was finally snap and tell her I was tired of hearing her complain about Dorian all the time.... Few days later she started doing the "My boy friend is horrible" thing again.... Bugging me when I was working on stuff... It bugged me... I figured the best way to make her shut up about it was threaten to ask Dorian straight out if he actually hated Tiga or not... ((Thats what she said he felt about her.... I think it was because he had to work or something... SEE HOW STUPID THESE THINGS ARE?!!))... She told me to do it if I felt it was necessary... which I realize is female code for "please dont"... But I was annoyed and tired and did it anyway... I got a call an hour or so later. She asked me why I did it and I told her I "felt it necessary" to ask him how he felt. She said something along the lines of I wasnt suppose to do that because she was having a pity party..... Its at this point I snapped and said I didnt enjoy the pity parties and that she could hold them with out inviting me.

Annnnnd since then shes been ticked at me... Invited her and Dory out to a movie Friday night and she came at me with a slightly bitchy tone because it was new release day at the theater, we were not going to get into the movie we wanted to see on time, and she had the people at work close early so she could be on time. From the way she talked to me I felt like she was blaming me for all of it. I wasn't really in the mood to have her talking to me in the particular tone that indicated she didnt want to see me. Just the whole feeling of how she was acting toward me made me react in a negative bitchy way.

I think this can all be traced back to the fact that Im not willing to humor her complaints anymore...

So why the fuck is it all my fault?
*headwalls for a while*
Sita

P.S Im prolly just going to add this to all posts as Heero doesnt check in that often... But this is the only way I can talk to him right now-ish *is paranoid due to personal reasons*

Heero, Im working a night job now so I'm not on MSN at night all that often anymore. You can IM me on my phone though and Ill try to get in contact with you ASAP. Miss you....
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