Wednesday, November 29, 2006

If I turn into another
dig me up from under what is covering
the better part of me.
Sing this song
remind me that we'll always have each other
when everything else is gone.
Dig- Incubus

Comments: Its a muchly good CD Con... I always take time to listen to a CD... the first time just half listening and the next few times I listen harder... I would almost get some of the lyrics inked into my skin ;)

Theme status: I'm getting there...

I finally finshed Ouran High School Host Club... I took a long break and then found it on Youtube.... Was an awesome anime... I just wish it would have finished everything off as oppose to leaving relationships hanging and such...

Went to hang out with Bruce again... I had offered to take him out to breakfast but due to the fact that nothing is open till 8 or 9 around here he made me breakfast instead. We played Soul Caliber 3 and I kicked his ass in the VS mode which was fun... I forget that video games can be fun when you play with other people and usually I just end up watching other people play... that was Monday morning... He invited me over again yesterday (Tuesday) and we went to the pet shop and stuff as he only lives about a block away from the Petland... Saw the uberly super cute demon box turtles again ((I say demon as they have this effect on me that makes me go almost girlish)) And played with a few of the animals there for the hell of it... It was nice to spend time with someone as oppose to going home to hide in my room till it was time to work again... And besides the fact that he tried to light me on fire at one point ((Due to the fact I confiscated the tv remote and left it on CBC kids for a moment to long... Even I think I deserved that punishmen)) we get along fairly well and we both enjoyed ourselves...

One thing that I'm not happy with is the effect it could have on work... Certain people we shall call T... have a fairly "secret" crush on him... when I see secret I mean she tells the people she's close to and then tells them to keep it quiet. ((This is how my job reminds me of high school all over again)). Certain other people we shall refer to as L was suggesting to tell T that I'm dating Bruce to cause shit...

Personally I see no issue with hanging out with him... Alot of people started spreading rumours that I have "intentions" towards Bruce... so I suppose hanging out with him gives them more fire.... but doesnt really bother me as I'm pretty sure I know whats going on and they dont... And I'm willing to call them out on it in most cases...

Anywho... back to the aggravation... L came up to me after the second break and said "Hey.. why dont we tell T that your going out with Bruce... It would be funny..." Which... admitedly.. it would be.... But I automatically see this going bad... as in... Sita takes the full blunt of the rage of at least two people and ends in a pit of crap... which is what she tries to avoid on most occasions...

I feel slightly bad thinking it would even be a funny idea in the first place.... as I know excatly how much it would hurt and piss T off... despite the fact she has a husband and has no real reason to get jealous in the first place.... Then theres the fact that its an out right lie and I know I dont want to get stuck in that web... while most people at work see me as a hell raiser and a brat I have yet to actually have done anything that is dishonest or hurtfull to any of them... at least intentionally or with out provocation.... There is one bad temper due to people ticking me off and putting me under to much stress with out reason...

In the end my only reponse was "If your going to use my personal life to raise shit at work... YOU better be the one to explain it to Bruce BEFORE you raise shit as Im not going to let myself get stuck in the middle..."

The fact that I respect Bruce to much to start rumours about him might almost be more of a deterrent than the abuse I could take from it... After spending a few hours with him out of work and talking to him... I would probably kill anyone that might pose him a threat ((Not that someone like that exists... I think he lacks fear...))... Hes probably the closest thing to a real friend that I have at work... The lack of two-facedness is a wonderful trait... and as hes a guy... He doesnt gossip like a girl...

Damnit... I proably trust him....

/life update #1
Sita
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