There's toooo much freakin drama and I just can't take that kinda shit. yea i kno that came outa my ass but it's way to true. I hate it when people cry because it makes me feel like i haven't done what i was ment to, it's the only reason I've lived up to this day.
well I'll stop wit all that shit. I was talkin to my friend Eli and she was sayin how my hair is really emo, but it looks good. lol soooo my reaction wasn't all that good. Soooo I gotta call her and see if she can come over on my birthday which is 15 days from now. WoOt!!! I'm gonna be 13!!!!!!!!!!!!! well g2g my dad was talkin to me kinda funny and i wanna kno y
ps:I'm wicked sorry i haven't been getting to ne sites.... and this is from one of my favorite songs
Little Nicole is only 10 years old
She's steady trying to figure why the world is so cold
Why she's not pretty and nobody seems to like her
Alcoholic step-dad always wanna strike her
Yells and abuses, leaves her with some bruises
Teachers ask questions she making up excuses
Bleeding on the inside, crying on the out
It's only one girl really knows what she about
Her name is lil Stacy and they become friends
Promise that they always be tight 'til the end
Until one day lil Stacy gets shot
A drive by bullet went stray up on her block
Now Nicole stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothing else to do but get her clothes and pack
She says she's 'bout to run away and never come back.
well I went to the mall yesterday and I couldn't get nething crazy cuz my mom was standing outside waiting fo me sooooo I'll get the pants another day....
plz watch this vid and tell me watcha think ish kinda weird but it isn't porn or nething... lol enjoy!!!
ps:to all Slipknot fans be aware that Clown's DVD is out and Slipknot is going to start working on their new album in the summer and fall of '07
Well i took the other 20, but ionno if I'm gonna get the pants cuz Josh B. is scared of them and I feel really bad that he got hit in the head by my cousin yesterday sooooo I just might end up getting a slipknot sweater... grrr ionno
If any of u are interested in seeing my friend bill just go on my myspace and he'll be on my top. I'm still gonna go around and see if I can find more friends soooo yea
OMshizzzzzzzzNIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oliver was sitting sooooo close to me it was scary!!!!! jeeze tcfc!!! and my other buddy Bill which looks like shit was getting close to me 2. yeaaaa but i ain perty soooo nothin's ever gonna happen to me. Ionno, when Oliver sits with me all the guys decide to sit with me soooo my girly friends start to say wtf!?!?!?!? lol yeaaaa it doesn't bother me cuz I used to sit with them all the time cuz I was alone and hated by everyone except the guys.
ps: I'm guessing most of u aren't a fan of my pants..... I just stole 20 bucks from my mom I'm gonna take the other 20 in a few weeks WOOOOOOT!!!! this is were I get in deeep SHIT!!!! lol
Well my parents banned me from going to hot topic sooooo I thought y not buy the kinda pants they dispise the most. My mom keeps all my money sooo i gotta break in and take 50 bucks tooo get some pants....ionno... I can't find it soooo I guess I'll have to look harder and I'll show u the pants i want....
Well my friend oliver is starting to get a little closser to me each day... he's usually all over my bud marina sooooo we'll see.....
well I put up the last pic I'm gonna do sooooo it's be awesome if u could check it out....
I got an awesome belt at hot topic yesterday and got in trouble... It was worth it.... my sister even helped me smuggle it in the house. well I'm gonna change the layout a bit sooooo plz tell me wat u think.... and if u listen to metal or rock i need suggestions plz!! I'm downloading music
well this is a pic of my new belt.... hott right? lol, u don't have to answer that
I lost all feeling in two of my fingers sooooo I might have to retire from drawing. It freakin kills!!!!!!!!!!!!! and my ear is healling quickly but the pain won't ease which i don't really care about. and my sister's commin over which makes it hard for me to hide it cuz she likes to play with my hair.
pain doesn't really phase me nemore. Mostly because I haven't been happy in a while.... aight i won't go all corny on u sooooo yeaaa....
knives are awesome... but I'm not gonna use one to cut myself!!!!!! jeeze I could just chop my hand off if i wanted to use a knife lol
I went to the mall yesterday and my mom said that she'd go into hot topic with me if i held the heaviest bag for her. I did and the fuckin bitch lied!!! she's starting to look like a fuckin hooker and yet she won't let me do nething!!!! Ish not like I'm gonna wear fuckin skirts that look like nothin!!!!! jeeeeeeze!! well I was sooooo mad that i was gonna be emo and slit my wrist, but i decided not to.
I took one of my earings off and started to push it up against the top of my ear like i was gonna pierce it. I thought to myself how stupid it was soooo I stopped and it started tooooo BLEEEEEEEEEEED sooo i was like wtf. then i stuck it in half way and once i passed the caralige i paused and then i rammed it though the rest of my ear. heh it didn't hurt but I'm in pain now.... lol not as bad as doing it to my lip... and my mom still doesn't kno EVILNESS RULES!!!!!!!!!!
these are pics of an industrial piercings and other junk like that
yeaaaa don't ask about the title.... long story. well we were looking up stuff like clothes and houses and i deicided to go on hot topic and find some clothes I ended up finding the pants of this girl it was kinda funny and creepy in a way
ahhh yes holding a razar and no I'm not talking about the phone. nooo I'm not emo but i just thought I should have one I'm still trying to figure out if i should use it
well my cousin's ok and my sister's watching me again!!!!!! -_____- not fun... my freakin keybord was anoying the living shit outa me cuz I couldn't use s soooooooo yea It made me kinda mad lol. well i was scaring people 2day which was as funny as hell!!! heh watch out the grudge id out to get u lol seriously sooooo don't mess wit me
