Jump to User:

myOtaku.com: sizic-aka-sakura


Tuesday, February 19, 2008


MY SAPPY LOVE STORY.
do u guys want the real story? it's somewhat sad. but here it goes.

It all started last summer. it was the end of August. that was the first time I had ever seen him. He was wearing black Tripps with a blue stitching. He was the only person i met up to that point who actually wore them and was wicked hot. I'd never talk to him becuz of the fact that i was kinda creeped out. Fear of rejection as we might call it??

Then started September. I had band practice every week. and I finally talked to him on the first game of the season. I was wearing tripp capris. he saw me and asked me if they were mine. haha i wasn't too surprised.... I've never seen an Asian with tripps so after that i started talking to him... ALOT. We started talking on myspace.

In October... well Halloween we were truly close. I went all the way to the center of town to find him. and I had to deal with a girl who hated me and wouldn't admit it. She was the one who told him EVERYTHING about me. from when I was a close friend to her. Maybe about a week later my EX friend was getting over her bf so i was trying to stop her from being suicidal. I stopped her, but the next day... The day I was going to ask him out.... she came up to me and said 'I'm sorry Jenn I really am but i asked him out.' I fell into shock, due to the reason I was about to get sent to a foster home and my life was completely ruined. but he IMed me during that weekend and he asked me out, and i was probably one of the happiest girls you would ever meet.

at the end of the week i heard he cheated on another girl. that same girl who wanted to steel him away from me. I did the stupidest things trying to make myself feel better. but I'm still getting over it today.

I stopped talking to him.

and this month. we decided to talk again... we haven't talked/ seen each other since Thanksgiving... about 3 months.

Last night I went to the High Skool's Basketball Game against our rivals. He had asked me to go about two hours before the game -_-' I scrambled to find someone I could bring with me. As fate unraveled on me, I found someone. We went to the game. It was two different games. Girls Varsity, and Guys Varsity, and at the end of the girls game he walked out of the gym and gave me the biggest hug. I honestly didn't want to let go.

My friend had to leave about 10 minutes before the end of the game, so I was going to be completely alone with him.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I did have fun with him last night... But i refuse to talk about that. hahah. but, i realized that I was in love with him about a few weeks ago. he does know i love him but not that I'm IN love with him.

Even to this day, i get comments asking if I'm going out with him. I did ask him if we could go out next year when I was in highskool with him, and he said possibly. I'd honestly rather wait then get hurt once more..... He's actually toying with mine. really he is. YES I AM NAIVE!

Comments (0)

« Home