Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Free Form Poetry or Very Well Stated Rambling?
Insomniac.

Wandering insomnia, my eyes find not rest nor peace.
For in the evening, as it t’would be my fate,
To have drunk a drink of High Caffeine.
And now I’m afraid I cannot sleep.

Alas it was a choice to read,
Of night dwellers foul,
Of the vampyre, the werewolf,
And the reanimated dead.

And ev’ry shadow leaps and jumps,
As keen imagination peers into the darkness,
Watching and waiting.
No sleep will pass my way to-night.

To the window I head,
To seek solace and comfort
And yet the moon, over head,
Shines brighter than day,
And yet, at 2 am, no one really seems to care.

My hearing sharpened by the loss of my eyes,
Picks up too many sounds in the still,
The creak of the heating, the creak of the stair,
My mind races to know, and yet I don’t dare check.

And if sleep does arrive before the dawn,
What in sleep would find me?
Would it be dreams, or pure sleep?
Or the ever haunting nightmare.

True my eyes do burn with the strain,
Of staying awake, staying alive,
I turn on music to calm my fears,
And yet to find I have the wrong CD,
Thusly in radio I find calm.
But why is it sounding the EBS*?

Will dawn’s light find me with my eyes open?
Holding a baseball bat watching the stairwell?
Or will I doze, finding the light of noon,
(Later would be my preference),
Shining in my high windows?

Eventually tho, I find quietude,
Nestled between th’ pages of a book,
Not shall I read horror in the ev’ning.
But save the chills for noon-light,
In which the sunlight haters are kept inside.

And the caffeine was an unfortunate episode,
Alas, I found my folly too late.
Never again will I eat frozen food,
And warm myself with 16.6 mg of caffeine.

Then only the moon oppose sweet sleep.
And curtains don’t work well with my room.
I s’pose everyone must live with one problem ‘r another.
But sleep is something I’d prefer to live with.

The repose, the calm I feel,
My patience tried daily by waking.
And yet I lose control,
My mind may wander at will.
My dreams of cliffs, dungeons, and demons most foul,
Checked merely by dreams of falling asleep,

There is no rest for the weary.



*EBS: Emergency Broadcasting System


Ok, well, my english teacher asked for a fairly free form six to eight line poem. I typed two pages... I think I have too much to say about night. 's all true. I was drinking chai tea, reading dracula, and the moon was too bright.

And the dreams where you sleep just leave you more tired.

Anywho... I got soul calibur 3 today, 's good game, very fun to beat up people with a killer hula hoop

And my hands, I've decided the faces they will bear.

Psycho / Paranoid
Dead / Apathetic
Happy / Terminally Confused
Sad / Debonair


By time my friend and i'd gotten to "debonair" we'd run out of good faced.

And tomorrow I have a math meat... meet? they both look wrong. Tomorrow. yes...
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Friday, January 6, 2006

pain of fingers... ow...
yay! i pried the stupid cover off, now my fingers feel all pained. probably because they were practically frozen before i tried prying.

now, where's the charger of batteries?
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Damn! I have no fingernails!
Argh, I've been trying to get new batteries in my camera, but I can't get the cover open because my fingernails are nearly non existant.

And of course today I was doodling on my hand, so I can't really just hand it to my mom. I need gloves. What I did was draw simple little faces on the sides of several fingers.

Down the left hand, from my point of view and starting with the index finger are:
Psycho
Dead
Happy
Sad

and on the right index finger my friend drew apathy. might also add paranoia and angry... dunno what else.

Anywho...

I was going to take several pictures, yesterday I did a documentary about all the nothing that goes on, so I guess i'm in a very odd mood. Oh well, back to the camera, if I get the batteries all well and good I'll maybe post some pictures.
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Thursday, January 5, 2006

   (not really able to think of a title)
my friend's bunny died so i will hold a moment of silence for sugarcup.

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Ok. That was... um... i forgot what. But oh well.

Today in study a friend borrowed my cellphone and the "teacher" who does little to nothing saw it and took it away, and started flipping it open and shut. I feel like putting some profane picture as my background just to freak out potential phone users.

Just a thought, but after school my friend had a video camera and a half an hour free after school so we made a small joke documentary about all the nothing that happens at school. I have yet to see the finished picture.

That was fun, then I went to art and we had to do portraits which is the one thing i can never get right. So I got really sad, it's kind of weird, but oh well. I can't draw eyes for the life of me, or any realistic face atleast.

Then I went to my aunt's house, and y'know that frequency that apparently only teenagers and young kids can here? We had this light thing that made the most irritating noise, and it was that kind of frequency.

Heres a testament to how confused I can be:
IzumiMitsuiSan: hallo!
minkeymnky: hey o_o;
IzumiMitsuiSan: O.o
IzumiMitsuiSan: ?
minkeymnky: Sugarcup finally has all four feet in the grave. >_>
IzumiMitsuiSan: really.
minkeymnky: yeah o_o;
IzumiMitsuiSan: is this a recent development?
minkeymnky: eh..
minkeymnky: well today <_<
IzumiMitsuiSan: and how has this changed from 3 feet?
minkeymnky: :l i'm not sure we're talking about the same thing.
IzumiMitsuiSan: neither are we.
minkeymnky: well, to put it flatly, my bunny died >_>
IzumiMitsuiSan: ah...
IzumiMitsuiSan: ... ... ...
minkeymnky: yeah o_o;
IzumiMitsuiSan: did you have another bunny that died?
minkeymnky: o_o;
IzumiMitsuiSan: otherwise I am really confused
IzumiMitsuiSan: like, a while ago, or something?
minkeymnky: O_O; well before, we THOUGHT we were going to have to put her to sleep..
minkeymnky: did i never tell you that we didnt..? :l
IzumiMitsuiSan: nope.
minkeymnky: bleh, no matter..she's gone now. >_>
IzumiMitsuiSan: that... sucks...


R.I.P. Sugarcup.
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Monday, January 2, 2006

I'M DANCIN' LIKE A MONKEY!
and now i'm dizzy.


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not that much has happened.

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oh yeah, I watched beetlejuice yesterday.
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Sunday, January 1, 2006

My Resolutions
My resolutions:
1: To actually get a decent amount of sleep.

2. To be nice to my cousin. As far as is humanly possible

3. Um... to remember things for more than 5 seconds.

4. Stop procrastinating on calling people because the phone is "pure evil" also, wear arm socks more often so I'm not as afraid of the phone.

Is it #5 now? To not go insane. To stop calling lunch a conspiracy. To say they are not after my wrists. To give in to the oppressor... Wait a moment. That can't be right.



Note: Most of these will never happen, mostly because I'm lazy. And the last one cancels itself out. Soo... I'm really not doing all that much.
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Hurrah!
Today/yesterday/the day before yesterday was very strange. I watched (this was the day before yesterday) Dirty Harry (did I say that already?) it was interesting, and my brother (he's 8) watched for a bit too. And yesterday I talked to someone from canada until 3 am. I'm too jumpy lately. I practically sprint up to my room I'm so nervous. Then my dad woke me up at 9 am when I was having a really good dream. I can't remember what it is. Anyway, we went to new hampshire to get new skis and boots. My brother took my skis and boots, and my old iPod (because I got a nano for christmas <3). Anywho, on the way back we saw my mom and brother going in the other direction (which is kind of weird, considering how much highway driving there is on the way there) and thusly were suprised. Then prettymuch nothing happened. Really.

The End.
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Hurrah!
Today/yesterday/the day before yesterday was very strange. I watched (this was the day before yesterday) Dirty Harry (did I say that already?) it was interesting, and my brother (he's 8) watched for a bit too. And yesterday I talked to someone from canada until 3 am. I'm too jumpy lately. I practically sprint up to my room I'm so nervous. Then my dad woke me up at 9 am when I was having a really good dream. I can't remember what it is. Anyway, we went to new hampshire to get new skis and boots. My brother took my skis and boots, and my old iPod (because I got a nano for christmas <3). Anywho, on the way back we saw my mom and brother going in the other direction (which is kind of weird, considering how much highway driving there is on the way there)
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Monday, December 26, 2005

Merry Christmas! (even if you don't celebrate, I had a merry christmas. so there.)
For christmas I got 2 really awesome presents.

One was an iPod nano. Which is awesome. So I gave my brother the shuffle and everyone is happy.

And the other was a paintball marker, perfect for celebrating christmas with gunfire.

Well... it's 2 am. I should get to sleep.
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Monday, December 19, 2005

skiaska has been vanquished. and in her stead a new rambler has arisen.
i had to do a history project and i was shaking. it sucks to be shaking like that because my death grip on the podium was what was keeping me up.

now my camera is out of batteries. i was taking pictures of my brother and i. i look horrible. probably because under my eyes is purple.

heh. my sensical, actually punctuating self will have no place in this ramble.

i am enkeli. fear my moxie. and now you shall listen:

falling out of aeroplanes,
and hiding out in holes.
waiting for the sunset to come,
people going home.
jump out from behind them,
and shoot them in the head,
now everybody dancing,
the dance of the dead,
the dance of the dead,
the dance of the dead.

eheheheh. song lyrics are powerful, and when you say them, people think you're weird.

and now i must go, do not dampen our doorstep with your ignorant rearness.
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