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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
This is depressing weather.
Yesterday after I got home from school I sat around staring out the windows. It's all foggy right now, and since the clouds are so low I can hear the highway, which makes me even sadder.
Just something about the fact I can't even see the neighbor's lights just makes me feel I'm on the last island of existance, because on those days nobody ever calls or is online... It just bothers me. Especially when I'm home by myself.
I don't know why, but just the impersonal roaring of cars on the highway bothers me. I'm not sure if it's that the people probably don't know I exist, or that they don't realize just how many people are out there, or that they're all in such a hurry, and the honking of horns makes me even more depressed about them because they're so impatient.
And then I can't even hear the noise as I go inside, like my house just blocks it all out, the noise, the world everything.
I can't wait for it to clear up a bit, or just rain. Rain makes me feel better, just the sound makes me happier. But too much rain has the same effect, it makes me feel trapped, because I've been inside too long and just want to go outside.
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