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Monday, December 5, 2005
So tired...
I'm sad and tired, my day was normal, like always, I'm still the same anti-social, bitter and angry approach to everything person I am.
And of course, I'd be fine with that mostly, if I weren't so nervous around people. They make people work together, even if they would rather work separately. It never matters if they have no friends, and are afraid of asking someone to work with them.
Sorry, my day has been rather bad since i had History class. We had to work together on a project, and there are a few people that always work together, and they're the only people I really know, everyone else goes out of their way to not work with me. But they don't understand: if they didn't want me to sit near them, or work with them, they could tell me and I would leave. I really wish people would stop being so damn polite about things.
And lunch is just the worst 20 minutes of my day. On the days that I'm hungry, I get something and eat it in the few first minutes, then I have little to nothing to do. And most days I have no one to sit with or talk to. And then all the teachers and people ask if I feel alright, and that makes me even sadder. I don't know why. Just when people ask me if I feel alright it makes me feel worse.
Sorry, I'm just angry... and the whole bitter and angry thing probably came from when I was younger and all my fish died. Every time, within three days, without fail.
My day wasn't all bad though, I watched the Nightmare Before Christmas, which I've wanted to watch again for a while.
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