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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

I've got a big bag of crabs here...
Heh. I have a stupid song stuck in my head. Fun, no?

But I'm really sad. Lately I've been a bit pissed at everything, my life just isn't working out quite right and I can't figure out why. So i've been snapping at my friends...

I guess everything in my life just seems so hollow. I get good grades, but i don't try. I get complements on things I do, but I think they're mangled and ugly. I think there's something wrong with me... I can only see what's wrong with everything. And whenever I try, I can't get it. I did work hard on an english paper and i forgot it at home. And since I didn't have it, I got points taken off...

And it really feels like every time i try to do someting it turns out all wrong. Like this chainmail i was doing in art. I made it a bit too big, but everyone loves it and says I'm really great at doing things. And my english paper was rather repetitive sounding, but my mom said it was great.. Just everything doesn't work out in real life... But I get 100% for class participation when I'm sitting behind my bag reading Dante's Inferno the whole time.

*sighs* I just don't know what to do. Life's just become pointless. I'm living for what's going to happen in several years. Nobody ever seems to be doing anything and yet I can't call them when i feel like I need to.

Sorry. I just needed to vent that.
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