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• 1990-10-06
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• San Franscico
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• 2004-08-19
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• school (BORING)
Real Name
• Kristie
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Anime Fan Since
• around two years
Favorite Anime
• INUYASHA, wolf rain,chobits i'm jusst starting to watch it
Goals
• to draw all the inuyasha charactors
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• drawing, listening to music, watching inuyasha shows and movies, and going in the well in my yard
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• singing, drawing, and writing poetry and stories
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Tuesday, October 5, 2004
I just felt like this and wrote about it
I've been feeling like this for a while now and i felt i should right about it. so here is my feelings
This is my story:
Everyone looks trying to guess what in my soul. Thinking they know who i am. When all they think they see is me as a happy girl in own her own cheerful world. But they don't know what happens when the lights go out and they don't see what goes on in my heart. They don't know the pain and agony I feel. They don't see the sad depressed girl behind a fake smile that looks real. They say she always happy in her own little world. But when you look behind those eyes, into her soul you see pure darkness. And then you hear the screams and cries of a sad girl living a life of lieing, depression, hatred, and fear when you look into the girl eyes. And see all her skratches and blood on her hands, with fear in her eyes. But then then when the lights go back on you don't see fear, pain, or blood. You see a sad girl hiding behind a happy face that nevers shows her real self.
That was my story.
A Poem: Just when things start right and go wrong
You say nothing can bring you down
You nothing can go wrong
And nothing is bad and everthings good and everything is as it should
But when you feel at your best happier than the rest
Your world goes wrong
Your smile has faded
Your joy, laughter, and hapiness has left
Making you feel depress
Your angry at your world
Things are not they way they should be
You should be in a world of joy, laughter, and free
Not dpression, anger, and greed
But don't worry you not alone
Because everyone in their own world goes wrong
Well that all for now laterz. Oh and now after writing this i don't really feel like this any more. lol
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