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Monday, April 25, 2005


   Bad moods... everyone has them... if only I could deal with it the right way!
Though not like I do... I try my best to hide it...

Maybe that's bad? Though it may keep my friends and fellow psychos in a false state of security. I might be putting them danger if I were to have one of my ,rare yet plausible, out bursts of rage and temper tantrums.

Though I care for the safety of others, I have been known to accidentaly hurt them in ways I cannot divuldge at the moment.

But I have mostly calmed down for the moment by listening to "The Who" for the last few hours.

Hmmmm... Though I hate the way my life has been that is no reason for me to wimp out and quit. Right?

I believe I am too dependant on the comfort of others than my own satisfaction. Does that make me insignificant and obsolete?

I sure as hell feel that way right now. I am constantly daydreaming of a better life and am bored with the one I've got.

Now I know that others either have the same or worse problems than me, but I am usually trying to cheer them up. What do I got to do? Bottle joy and sell it and reap the profits before everyone can be happy?

I don't know the answers this time. I don't think I ever did.

I shall ponder these questions for a while...

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