Thursday, January 6, 2005

   Gently, my mind escapes to the relaxing world of pleasure...
My life, as of Monday, sucks.

I stayed up to 2 am Sunday night, finishing up some last minute schoolwork. So..Monday morning; sleep deprived, and about to go on a killing spree(fucking school, I'll lynch the bastard who invented it...), I come into German class and the teacher tells us about a project...aparantly, the bitch wanted us to make a model, write a 3 page report, and do a speech on some German subject we picked before the break. She DIDN'T tell us it would be due when we got back, so needless to say...nobody did one. Generally, the rest of my classes went the same way. My dumb ass forgot to go to Algebra, and went to lunch instead. I wondered why all my people werent there(damn i'm an idiot). After that lunch, i walked to down to my last class, and was like "Oh fuck!" when i realised that I was supposed to be in Algebra 2. So...I figured I could skip the rest of the class, or walk in looking like a dumbass and get written up. I chose to skip. Turns out, the teacher assigned AN ENTIRE CHAPTER. Fuuuuck.
Was up yet again to like 2 AM doing homework...yeah, my New Years resolution is to do better in school...Can't fail anything this semester... =\

The next day(tuesday in case you lost track), I dont even remember school. But I was up all night...doing that fucking project(and having to neglect my love), at 6 AM, I finally finished the thing and went for a 20 minute nap....Bitches came and woke me up for school.
I couldnt sleep at school, teachers being bitches...(30 pages of notes in Bio...one word: FUCK!) Then the German teacher wouldnt let me print my speech(carefully typed up and saved on my Y! account), but still made me fucking present. So there I was, tired as fuck, doped up on caffeine and pain killers, fucking up there twitching and shit...trying to remember what happened during the Cold War. You KNOW I failed that shit.

So I got home to take a nap until like dinner, so I could eat, call Nikki, then go back to bed. That was the plan at least....

I Didnt wake up until 7 Am this morning...Our bus comes at 7:10...You KNOW I stank by then, forced not to shower for 3 days...so i was like fuck you and got in the shower. Obviously I missed the bus. Our car broke down the other day(Mom left the lights on..yay...). So she was like "how do you expect to get to school?", i was like "I dunno" and she's like "you're grounded.".

Sooo...I went to the couch and did MORE GODDAMN HOMEWORK! I don't even know where this shit's coming from anymore...

Now, here I am...at noon...still doing homework...taking a break from all this bullshit to vent my frustration on all you poor innocent readers(all like 2 of you), and I'm really fucking pissed because I probably wont be able to do anything this weekend. Grounded, car broke down, Nikki's probably pissed at me already...I hate having to put you through all this bullshit, nikki, but if I don't, I'll never pull my grades up in time to pass the 10th grade...and thers no fucking way i'm taking it again(yeah..after all this crap, if I still end up failing.. I've got 5 carefully chosen words: BURN IN HELL YOU FUCKERS!...)

I love you nikki, Don't be too mad at me for being an asshole this week...I'm under a lot of stress...I REALLY need to fucking see you Nikki... I Mean seriously. If i dont get some nikki soon, I'm gonna end up stabbing some poor fuck to death with a straw. Even if we cant go out this weekend...come to my house or something...
I NEED TO SEE YOU!!!!
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