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Thursday, January 13, 2005


I wish things would just end...
Nikki and myself have been on bad terms for over a week now... Mainly my fault. The dark shadow of depression is falling upon me again... I hate it...so damn much. I thought i was finally rid of it the last time...I dont want to go through that shit again...I lost my love then..and i'm afriad i'll lose my nikki now...all because of this evil bitch we call depression. I've been yelling at mother to take me back to my old psychiatrist... hell...maybe put me on my medication or something...or not actually, they took Lexapro(the last anti-depressant i was on) off the market because it was making kids suicidal..heh..go figure.

Well...back to my fairly fucked up life. I've got school tomorrow...one long miserable friday...

I so fucking hate school....Anyways...enough of my bitching, i've got 20 pages of Biology homework to do before tomorrow morning. >_<

I love you nikki...even if i've been an asshole lately...

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