Sunday, May 15, 2005

   Huzzah.
School is almost out -- the only thing that I'm really looking forward to ... some friends (a whole two) are graduating ... that's gonna suck, because I'm gonna miss them. But they'll keep in touch ... hopefully.

At Tammy's -- kinda bored. She's cleaning, I guess. I'm waiting for meh parents to call me back. We're staying at my house tonight. Gonna find something else to do.
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Friday, May 13, 2005

   almost summer vacation ...
School is really close to ending ... finals are coming up. Really, really tired. Really annoyed ... my little brother is doing some stupid abstinence program at school where he has to take care of this computerized doll that acts like a real baby and what-not ... it's so annoying. I'm never having kids ... I'm going to try to wake up early to make pancakes for my friends, so I'm heading to bed.
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Monday, May 9, 2005

   Meh-ness
Happy Mother's Day to all you mothers out there ... I spent the day with my mom, and went out to dinner with my mom and grandma. Good fun.

Anyhoo - Totally burned out. AP exam. That sucked, majorly. But, we're watching movies the next week or so ... woo! We get out in two weeks and three days!! *dances* Then it's summer vacation ... sweet-ness.

Things have been annoying lately. Neal, stop being a .... well, I'm not really going to say anything completely inappropriate on here ... yeah. Anyway - I'm going to bed now. G'NIGHT!
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Thursday, April 28, 2005

   meeeeeeh ...
So, I stayed home from school today, even though I really didn't want to ... but Tammy and Junior stopped by before they went to school and brought me a frappaccino. It was really awesome of them. ^_^ I am feeling a bit better, but I'm still sick ... I was playing Kingdom Hearts for a few hours, and I'm taking a break ... I'll start playing again in a bit. Kiki's Delivery Service is on Disney right now ... so I'm watching it. Yep ... cool, right? Hopefully I'll be a lot better tomorrow. I hurt so bad when I woke up. -__- It hurt to breathe ... but I'm better now. Not completely, but it doesn't hurt so much to breathe, but it does hurt when I cough. A lot. Haha, I'm sure you guys don't want to know about my sickness, I'll just go back to watching my movie or something. ^_^
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   sicksickcoughcoughpoo.
Yep, I'm sick ... I've a cold, and it sucks, majorly. I cough, and I sneeze, and the watery eyes, and the feeling like poo. I've been drinking a crap load of water, and I'm taking a bunch of different medicines, but none of it is doing anything. Prom is gonna suck if I'm still as sick as I am now ... and hopefully I won't die. (even though prom is stupid and extremely overrated, i still want to at least enjoy it ... somewhat) I just took some Nyquil shtuff, so ... I should be falling asleep soon ... And ... um ... I don't really know what else to say ... *falls asleep*
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Saturday, April 23, 2005

   " I feel it in me, so overwhelmed, all this pressure centerizing ...
Yeah, I just got done watching the new Mudvayne video. I read an article about their new cd, Lost and Found, in Revolver ... they were talking about how they were changing their image and everything, which isn't completely a bad thing, and the how their sound is different, and it's not really that much of a difference. The whole make-up thing really just seems like it'd be a pain in the arse, which it was (according to what Chad Gray said in the article) ... But, yeah. I'm saving money up, and I don't know what to use it for - buying the new Mudvayne cd or continue saving it for a new piercing ... or even another manga. I think I have 16 bucks right now ... So, I could buy the cd/manga right now ... it'll be a few more months until I've enough for a piercing. Plus, a friend's birthday is coming up and I need to get her something ... bugger. I want to get her something special, too ... hmmm ... I was planning on getting her a Family Guy shirt, but the only place I can ever find them is Hot Topic, and the closest one is too far. Heh - maybe I can talk my mom into taking me next weekend or something ... or if we end up going to that mall tomorrow (looking for a prom dress - stupid prom ...), I might be able to talk her into getting it then. We'll see what happens ...

Okay - either way, I'm saving up my money for a piercing ... what should I get done? I don't want to get another ear piercing right now ... I think the only other thing my mom would let me get done is my nose ... and that's only if I keep a stud in it. Maybe I can compromise with her and not have to get a stupid fake diamond stud and get a "normal stud" (as she calls them) or somethin' ... She said her co-worker's daughter has her nose pierced and has a "normal stud" in it, and she didn't like it ... if only I were 18 ... *sigh* Less than a year to go, though ... (random thought: I really do not like The Mars Volta ... they suck.)

One thing that I found hilarious today ... in chemistry, the teacher let us put in a cd and listen to a song, and then the next person would play a song - and as soon as she said that, Gabby turned around and asked if I had my Atreyu cd ... we played two songs, and everyone was talking about how they couldn't tell what they were saying ("What the hell is this crap? You can't tell what they're saying ..." me - "that's because you're an idiot. rap sucks.") They only reason why they call it rap is because people wouldn't listen to it if they called it 'crap', and they aren't very creative, so they came up with 'rap'. The sad thing is, Atreyu isn't even that hard ... now, if I brought in one of my brother's cds - Deicide - they would be freaking out. Even if I brought in All That Remains or even Bleeding Through, they'd still be complaining about it being too hard ... wusses. They'd die at a show ... I'd laugh. Anyway -

Um ... I'm not even talking about anything important, I'm just rambling, and it's also 3:30 in the morning. I'm going to bed.

\m/ (x_x) \m/
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Thursday, April 21, 2005

Ummmm ............... >.>
Today was the Gifted and Talented trip. It was fun ... Have a speech to do tomorrow - totally not fun. Oh well, don't really care. Um ... today was eh. Kinda fun, since I didn't have to go to many of my classes or anything ... the teacher/sponser even let us ditch the rest of our fifth hour since we got back to the school too early. It was awesome ... way awesome. Um .... meh - I'm out. >_>
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Sunday, April 17, 2005

-- gasp --
Today ... was a good day. I spent it with my mom, my older brother and his girlfriend. I don't really get to hang out with Andrew since he moved out, so it was fun ... he bought me a birthday present, since he owed me one. I feel kind of bad about it now, though ... he doesn't really have a whole lot of money to begin with, yet .... he still bought me a shirt. It has Pillz-E on it. It's awesome. But, today was a lot of fun. We were making fun of all of the punk rock posers in the mall ... and my mom got annoyed with us, but it was a lot of fun. I miss hanging out with him.

Well, things seem to be going ... okay. Junior's AIM keeps screwing up, so it's pissing me off, since it keeps kicking him off ... we were having an interesting conversation ... and then it kicked him off. Anyway - I'm heading out.
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Friday, April 15, 2005

   " your forked tongue prophecies, carelessly caressing the wounds of the weak ... "
Yeah, so today was weird. That's really the only word I can use to describe it ... I've decided to forgive "Mark", since I don't want to waste my time being in a bad mood over things ... though it's still screwed up what he did. I've enough people to be pissed for me, so I think I'm good ... We'll see how tomorrow goes ...

Classes really bite ... we have progress reports coming out this week. Oh well ... um ... I dunno what to talk about ... I found this thingy on my phone, and now I have awesome ringtones and wallpapers/screen savers. I have one of Vash on there right now, but I have a picture of Chi from Chobits, too ... and one of Stewie from Family Guy. They're awesome ... I got the Super Mario Bros. theme, and the LoTR theme ... and a song from UN Squadron, which is the best game for SNES ever! And I think I got a couple more, but I don't really remember right now ... but, that's about it. I think I'm gonna go to bed now.
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

   " gutted like a pig, all you want is the world to bleed, someone somewhere stole your desire ... "
Another song by the same band. Anyway -

Today sucked. That's kind of an understatement. I really don't understand the male species ... I mean ... really! This guy (who I will refer to as ... Mark, to keep his identity secret) claimed to have feelings for me, and I really liked him, so naturally, I asked him out, y'know. He said he already has someone, but he still really likes me. How can he do that? It makes no sense, at all! How can you ever intentionally hurt someone that you have feelings for? It makes no sense to me whatsoever, but maybe I'm just a dumbass. I'm reeeeeeeeally disliking the human race right about now ... Oh well. I'll get over it.

I finally got my Atreyu "Suicide Notes and Butterfly Kisses" cd ... I looked and looked for two years, and I could never find it. Neal finally ordered it for me ... sweet. That's one of the only good things about today. *sigh* Anyway ... I'm going to bed or something to keep my mind off of things .....
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