Sunday, April 10, 2005

   Aren't you tired, 'cause I will carry you, on a broken back and blown out knees. I've been where you are for awhile ...
That's from one of the best songs ever. Ever. From the best band ever. Ever. Anyway -

So, here's a bit of an update. It's not much, but I changed the colors a bit ... and got a new avatar. You seriously can't go wrong with fishnets. I wanted to wear my single knit fishnets on Friday, but I couldn't find them. I'll have to look for them again. I'm not too crazy about the double knit anymore ...

My little brother made me miss half of The Crow: City of Angels. Good movie - though I like the first one more. I'm not too crazy about Vincent Perez, though. Brandon Lee was better (so sad that he died). Very good movie ...

Things are going good right now, with social things. Family stuff and school stuff is going to crap, though. I don't care, though. I s'pose I'll go into that more later ... ?
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Thursday, April 7, 2005

   Update
Well, Chris was yelling at me to "update" my "site", so I s'pose I'd at least put in a new entry to tie him over. I don't know when I'll have time to actually change things around, but ... erm ... here's ... thingy ... ::blinks:: ...

Good mood today. ^_^ Very good mood today ... I'm going to sleep now ... g'night ....
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

   Two more days ...
Well, I have today and tomorrow (maybe Thursday during class) to finish up my junior paper ... I don't think that I'm going to make it ... maybe Friday? I'll lose a letter grade, but if I would've gotten an A, I'd at least get a B, which is way better than a C ... anyway - just taking a break. Going back to work now.
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Thursday, March 24, 2005

   ..........
Four day weekend ... all going to be spent working on my room or my junoir paper. Oh joy! But now - SLEEP.
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Saturday, March 19, 2005

   Crap ...
Junior paper due in less than two weeks - still researching ... getting really stressed with a lot of APUSH stuff, and math homework ... getting permit tomorrow, hopefully ... Avarie is here Sunday ... tired ... go to sleep now ...
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Friday, March 18, 2005

No more TOC ...
So ... the other day, I went with my friend to buy tickets for the upcoming Taste of Chaos concert, and the show is sold out. Very disappointing at the time, but it's not that bad now. We can see most of the bands at Warped, and then we'll just go to Ozzfest to see KSE ... no big deal. Avarie is gonna be here this weekend ... for a day ^_^ (hey - it's better than nothing) So, that should be fun ... Anyway - APUSH homework to do - must be going ... :: falls asleep ::
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Saturday, March 12, 2005

   "Hey Kool-Aid"
More like "Hey Flavor-Aid" ... the whole allergic reaction thing is something I ingested ... and I'm guessing it was the green tea I've been drinking. I've been drinking it for awhile, so I don't see how it could be, but ... you never know. Anyway - I was tired of drinking water, since we don't have any soda or milk at the moment, so I was looking around for some kool-aid, since my older brother brought some home awhile ago (no idea when - probably a few years, at least). I did find some, but it was that crap that "stays cold" or whatever ... it feels really gross in your stomach. I did find some Flavor-Aid stuff, which is obviously a generic brand ... probably left over from when I was about 8 or 9 years old ... it still tastes good. *shifty eyes* ANYWAY -

So, the snowboarding trip is off ... for me, anyway. Avarie's grandmother wouldn't be happy with me up there ... it's not really too big of a disappointment, since it would really suck missing that much school - APUSH would completely suffer, and the whole zero hour thing ... I lose 30 points a day for not being there, and you get 50 points a week ... so I'd be in the negative percentile there. *shrugs* Though, it does completely suck that I can't spend a week with my bestest friend ever ... that really really sucks ... she was completely pissed afterwards - "That kills whatever trace of a good mood I had today. It ties it up to forty
sticks of dynamite, douses it with gasoline, sets it on fire and laughs while it fecking burns". Feh ... I'm sure we'll both get over it, since we're spending summer vacation will be really awesome ... though, we still have about two and a half months left of school ... for us in AZ. She still has until mid/end of June. *sigh* Life never fails to disappoint. Since we're painting my room tomorrow - I need to get to sleep. My parents'll kill me if I'm not up at a reasonable hour ...
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Friday, March 11, 2005

   SSDD ...
Slept late again ... but that's to be expected during Spring Break ... When I talked to Avarie (meh best friend) a while ago, she said she's not really gonna be out here. Her grandparents live up in Colorado, and they're taking her to go snowboarding. I was disappointed that she wasn't gonna be out here for AniZona ... but I'll still get to see her. Today she invited me to go with her. Soooo ... I might get to go snowboarding for the first time, while missing a week of school (hell yeah). Must talk to the parental units ...

Grouted the tile in my room ... and it's a pinkish color. ::twitch, twitch:: I hate pink ... but, the floor is pretty much done now. It just needs to be sealed. We're painting on Saturday, so says my mom. I guess we're going to buy it tomorrow ... My mom said she's taking me to get my permit on Saturday, too, which is kind of sad, since I'm 17 -__-; They refused to take me, and I just never nagged them about it, so I guess it's my fault. ::shrugs:: We'll see how that goes ... but, for now, I've nothing to do ... and nothing else to talk about. Later.
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Thursday, March 10, 2005

   ........
So ... today, my cat woke me up at like ... 2. Damn Benedryl kept me asleep. My dad is sleeping in the chair again, which will suck later, since he snores. *shrugs* Oh well.

I beat Prince of Persia: Warrior Within today. The ending was ... well, short. I liked the end of the first one better, and I liked the story of the first one better ... And the Dahaka pissed me off. I won't say anything about it since there may be some that are playing it right now reading this ... don't want to spoil it.

Um ..... yeah ... I guess ... that's all I have to say ... (Alex Varkatzas and Brandon Saller ... sexy. Way sexy.)
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Wednesday, March 9, 2005

   Meh. =________=
I'm tired. I've been drugged up on Benedryl since Saturday because of this allergic reaction I'm having. I don't know what it is, but I don't like it. *shrugs* Oh well.

I'm currently playing Prince of Persia: Warrior Within, and I'm so close to the end it's ridiculous. I could've beaten it tonight, but I, since I'm tired, I wanted to be more excited about it, so I'm going to beat it in the morning.

Currently pissed at Junior. He's so moody, it's like he's PMSing ... he's PMSing worse than Tammy and me combined. I'm not very happy with him for various reasons, but, I won't go into that.

My dad started tiling my room Saturday (one thing we suspect the whole allergic reaction to be: the mortar), so I'm kicked outta my room for the next month or so. He has all the tile laid. Rest day tomorrow - Thursday he says we're having a "grout party". I'm guessing we're going to be painting this weekend ... I want my room back.

Wow - I'm really tired, so I'm going to go take some more Benedryl like my mom told me, and pass out on the couch.

Spring Break SUCKS.

I thought I might share the english lyrics to that DeG song:

-insect-

I can't open myself up to anyone I can't believe in anyone at all
and I can't see anything the light that shines is disappearing, soon it will be gone
unable to open myself up this is my weakness, my past
I can get what I want, yet if I do, the kindness I'm holding onto will slip away
the typical answer is when you die, you'll be reborn, come back again

my heart is shuttered, soon it will break apart
stifling my tears, I laugh day after day
my heart has shown me that believing is nothing
those hypocrites killed me

my heart is shuttered, soon it will crumble away
stifling my tears, I scream day after day
my heart has left me with a belief in strength
my own heart killed me

Lyrics - Kyo
Music - Kaoru
(taken from the same site)
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