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Thursday, January 19, 2006


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i look around and see everyone. i look harder and i see all the happy couples in love. i want that. i am so jealous of everyone who has that. people who can not live one day without each other. people who need their partner just to breath. i want that. i want someone to want me as much as i want them. want someone who gives me a real reason to wake up in the morning. but i cant. it's like i'm not supposed to. every time i find someone, it seems i'm not good enough for them. i'm not what they are looking for. that breaks my heart. i am just a toy in this screwed up world. and never can really feel true happiness. why can't i find someone? am i really that unlikeable? this sucks.
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006


   i know that fucking you is strange and adored by me throughout....
sup yo?!?!? i'm really hyper/bored... and at fucking school!!!!!!!!!!!!! BLAHHHHH! i'm seriously going insane! anywho... nothin is really goin on... just chillin with my buddies... well, this is extremely boring so i'm gonna go!

<3 always,

Jordan aka jojo aka GINGER!!!!

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Saturday, January 14, 2006


i feel pretty... oh so pretty!
i'm getting ready to go to an awards thingy... and i look FABULOUS!! haha.. not really but that's ok. it's pretty much gonna be the most boring way i could ever possibly spend a saturday night...but we get yummy food and i get an excuse to dress up so it's all good! well, i goota go cuz it's time to go... peace!

love always,
jojo

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Thursday, January 12, 2006


   hey there stranger danger!
wow i haven't updated for like a week! Tomorrow we have half day... that totally rocks my socks!! Ummm today was pretty boring... i think i've gotten all A's and B's in my classes though... so that makes me happy... ANNND i think i have an A in math!!! that's like extraordinary for me! newho, i think i'm gonna go make a PB&J sandwhich cuz that sounds delicious and i'm pretty hungry... peace yo!

j'adore,
Jordan

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Thursday, January 5, 2006


   she's an extraordinary girl... he lacks the courage in his mind, like a child left behind...
"The Denial Twist"

If you think that a kiss is all in the lips
C'mon, you got it all wrong, man
And if you think that our dance was all in the hips
Oh well, then do the twist
If you think holding hands is all in the fingers
Grab hold of the soul where the memory lingers and
Make sure to never do it with the singer
'Cause he'll tell everyone in the world

What he was thinking about the girl
Ya, what he's thinking about the girl, oh

A lot of people get confused and they bruise
Real easy when it comes to love
They start putting on their shoes and walking out
And singing "boy, I think I had enough"

Just because she makes a big rumpus
She don't mean to be mean or hurt you on purpose, boy
Take a tip and do yourself a little service
Take a mountain turn it into a mole

Just by playing a different role
Ya, by playing a different role, oh

The boat ya you know she's rockin' it
And the truth well ya know there's no stoppin' it

The boat ya you know she's still rockin' it
The truth well you know there's no stoppin' it

So what, somebody left you in a rut
And wants to be the one who's in control
But the feeling that you're under can really make you wonder
How the hell she can be so cold

So now you're mad, denying the truth
And it's hidden in the wisdom in the back of your tooth
Ya need ta spit it out, in a telephone booth
While ya call everyone that you know, and ask 'em

Where do you think she goes
Oh ya, where d'ya suppose she goes, oh

The truth well you know there's no stoppin' it
And the boat well ya know she's still rockin' it

The boat ya you know she's still rockin' it
And the truth ya you know there's no stoppin' it

You recognize with your back in the back?
That it's colder when she rocks the boat
But it's the cause hittin on the Cardinal Laws?
'bout the proper place to hang her coat

So to you, the truth is still hidden
And the soul plays the role of a lost little kitten but
You should know that the doctors weren't kiddin?
She's been singing it all along

But you were hearin' a different song
Ya you were hearin' a different song
But you were hearin' a different song

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Saturday, December 31, 2005


well... that's just nifty..
today will be sweet... hanging out with my buddies and making yummy food!!! yay for yummy food!! lol. the past few days have been ok too... kinda dull... and we have to go back to school on tuesday... that's sad... *sigh oh well... well i'm off to take a shower and get ready for a day full of laughter and fun!! hope everyone has a happy new year!!
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Wednesday, December 28, 2005


diamonds are a girl's best friend....
hmmmm... today was okay... i'm making french fried right now... yummmm
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005


~heyo guys~ i hope everyone got what they wanted fro chritmas. i did mostly. i got a video camera that u can take pictures on and record stuff. it's pretty schweet. hehe. and i got a kick ass stereo. my other one sucked SOOO bad. i hooked it up last night and the volume was on one decible and it almost blew me out of the room and woke up my parents it was sooo funny. it was like at 12:30 last night, so t was a good wake up call. lol. and i got some drawing books. and some other random crap i need to find a place for in my room. but yea, i had a good christmas... oh yea!!!! i almost forgot i got the rocky horror picture show 25th anniversary DVD!!!!! yay!!! and monty python and the holy grail specil addition DVD! woot woot woot. tell me all what u guys got!!!
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Thursday, December 22, 2005


yay it's a survey!
[ January ]
1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year? to have more than one boyfriend and to eat healthier and exercise daily
2. Who kissed you at midnight? no one.... :-(
3. Does it snow where you live? yes... i hate it
4. Do you like hot chocolate? why of course!
5. Have you ever been to times square to watch the ball drop?no but i want to

[ February ]
1. Who was your valentine in 2005? Ryan Rhoads
2. What did your valentine get you? umm a big box of whoppers and like 2 packages of three musketeers
3. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class? heck yes i did. and i always gave the biggest card to the cutest boy in my class hehe

[ March ]
1. Are you Irish? well, i think so... lol
2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day? i dont remember
3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2005? prolly sat on my butt and did nothing!

April ]
1. Do you like the rain? yep
2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year? prolly
3. Do you get tons of candy on easter? heck yes i did

[ May ]
1. What's your favorite kind of flower? white rose
2. Do you like the spring? yes
3. Finish the phrase: shouldnt there be a phrase to finish?
4. What would you think of as a spring color? green

[ June ]
1. What year did/do you graduate from school? 08 BABY
2. Did you go on any vacations last June? no, cuz i was stuck at freakin driver's ed all june

[ July ]
1. What did you do on the 4th of July? went to my best friend's house and watched the fireworks from 3rd street
2. Did you go on any vacations during this month? yep, went to wisconsin and ohio

[ August ]
1. Did you do anything special to end off your summer? umm not that i can think of...
2. What was your favorite summer memory of '05? prolly just everything about being at camp, that was awesome
3. Do you go swimming a lot in the summer? not really, i'm not much for swimming...
4. Do you go to the beach a lot? i wish...

[ September ]
1. Did you attend school/college in '05? yes i sure did
2. Who is/was your favorite teacher? probably Mrs. Shuck
3. Do you like fall better than summer? in some ways i do, but in some ways i dont

[ October ]
1. What was your favorite halloween costume ever? when i was a spider princess that was pretty sweet
2. What's your favorite candy? whoppers, runts, and 3 musketeers
3. What did you dress up like this year? me, myself, and I

[ November ]
1. Whose house do you usually go to for Thanksgiving? either of my grandma's houses
2. Do you love stuffing? nope. i dont like it at all
3. What are you thankful for?my friends and family and my cat lol

[ December ]
1. Do you celebrate Christmas? heck yes
2. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe? no, i want to though! how fun would that be??
3. What do you want this year for Christmas? a digital camcorder that has a digital camera built in it so i can make videos and take pictures all at the same time!
4. What's the best present you ever got for Christmas? prolly my remote control barbie dream car... u know u all are jealous!
5. Do you like cold weather? not in the least

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Wednesday, December 21, 2005


sweet dreams are made of these... who am i to disagree?
well hello hello. ok so my days have been quite boring hence the no update. the excitement of my life has been this... locking myself out of my bathroom while the shower was running full blast on hot, while i was home alone. that was kinda funny though. i was on the phone with my friend like the whole time trying to figure out what to do. then today finding black lipstick that didnt come off for like 5 hours, so i had walk around like that. it sucked lol. i slept for a good 3 and a half hours cuz my sinuses were being bitches... thats really all that's happened... 4 more days till christmas!!! yay!
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