Monday, October 24, 2005

look at this photograph.... everytime i do it makes me laugh
well, today was ok. after a pretty crappy weekend from family and friends i'm starting to build up my self esteem more. but, my tolerence of people is goin down the drain... oh well. lol. i have a new favorite saying... "when life gives you lemons make lemonade... then find someone who's life is making them vodka and have a party..."
well, thats it folks... hope you had a happy monday...
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Saturday, October 22, 2005

well, i'm doing better... today i went to serve lunch at the light house mission. it's so crazy because all the people were dirt poor, and still the most grateful and the nicest people i have ever met. it was somewhat of a wake up call. if they can be that happy in the living condition they are in, then i should be with mine. i guess thats why i'm so happy now lol. later today, my grandparents are coming over, then i'm going to the movies... so yep fun stuff...
g2g!
love always,
jojo
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Thursday, October 20, 2005

today....
sucked ass. everything is always MY fault. go figure... other than that little tid bit, everything is great... haha. not.
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well, today... i have to say wasn't one of the greatest days. I dont maybe it's because me and my best aren't so friendly anymore. maybe its the fact that everything i seem to do makes me a bad person. because i actually give a fuck, they turn their backs. because i dont tell them one aspect of my life i dont feel comfortable talking about with them, i'm in the wrong. *sigh. i give up. i'm not gonna care anymore cuz that always gets me in trouble. fuck it.
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

"the cruelest joke that has played on me, it's all panned out so i cant leave, now quietly i will walk away, there is no bad blood, but i cant stay..."

today.... was.... possibly the slowest day i have ever experienced. well, thats not all true, but it was really close. other than that though it was ok...yea, well, i'm gonna go....
well i sized you up ur not that strong, you are weak inside i knew all along, this made up army u fight in ur head, destroyed your wealth and pronounced u dead....
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Sunday, October 16, 2005

   it's been 3 long years...
....and thats too long if you ask me. today seriously sucked, for reasons i dont really care to explain. I've been doing considerably well lately with my depression issue, but today i definetly had a relapse. it wasnt as bad as it normally is though. no, i dont go and cut myself, i'm strongly against self mutilation. everyone has their down days every now and then i guess... oh well. i'll get over it, i always have before.
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Saturday, October 15, 2005

   you can dance if you want to...
today we went to Race for the Cure in Terre Haute. I've decided i'm volunteering next year because the people that were supposed to cheer us on as we made our 3.1 mile journey didnt do a very good job. after we got home i slept until about 6. then got up and ate and then worked very tediously on my manga drawing that i started about a month ago. all i have left to draw is the hair. it isnt that good but oh well. well, i'm off to probably go sleep some more.
love always,
jordan
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Friday, October 14, 2005

   it's the freakin weekend and i'm bout to have me some fun...
yes, i did just quote an R. Kelley song... but it was so appropriate i couldnt help myself. Anyway, last night, my first free night from school until tuesday... i went to the mall and a very boring play. Today, though will surly be much better. between hanging out with my bestest friend in the world, going to Ihop, possible shopping, and going to pumpkin works AND being able to sleep late it is an AWESOME day. lol. umm well, i must leave now to take a shower... gotta get all pretty and squeaky clean.

love always,
jordan
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

little ghost, little ghost, i like u the most....
umm today was ok. we had to take the PSATs and that kinda pissed me off... other than that though it was awesome. i dont think i've ever laughed harder in my life. cuz i was hanging out with my friend, and he was acting really stupid... and u just kinda had to be there. but it was pretty funny. well, i think i'm gonna go now...
love always,
jojo p.s. the white stripes CD rocks my socks!!!
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

   u took over my heart and turned it blue...
i'm really happy and i dunno why really. just a natural high thing i guess. maybe it was coffee, maybe it was the fact i finally get the i finally get the candy corn i wanted!!! lol. actually, i think i know the reason i'm so happy... but anyway! this weekend is fall break and it's gonna be great. pumpkin works is awesome! well, i think i'm gonna go...
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