*sigh
I think about your face
And how I fall into your eyes
The outline that I trace
Around the one that I call mine
Time that called for space
Unclear where you drew the line
I don't need to solve this case
And I don't need to look behind

i'm really bored...
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Friday, September 23, 2005

   i close my eyes and i count to 10 hope everything will be wonderful when i open them
well, today was ok i guess. we went to go see the corpse bride... it was actually pretty good. tonight was also homecoming but didnt go... tomorrow will be pretty cool too. goin to the legacy then my wonderful friend abby is staying the night. thats really about it... i think i'm gonna go to sleep now cuz i'm kinda tired....
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Thursday, September 22, 2005

today was pretty cool... went and hung out with my buddies. also, relized i totally suck at pool lol. also went to the powderpuff game... seniors won of course... pre-determined... always lol. after the game we went to mcdonalds i had a double cheeseburger... oh man it was good lol. other than that nothing really happened....
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

   the taste of ink is getting old....
THE CORPSE BRIDE....SEPTEMBER 23rd BITCHES!!! lol. i cant wait to go see that movie! it's gonna rock my socks!!! lol. yea... umm today was alright. i was in a particularly good mood today. i dunno why really. did u know there is a whole site dedicated to nothing but lil survey things for your blog? how weird is that? they have a whole buncha random crap too lol. ok well, i'm gonna go to the park and swing cuz that sounds like fun stuff.
love always, jojo
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

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it's a wonderful day in the neighborhood.... lol gotta love Mr. Rogers!!!
today was ok. bummed a ride home with josh, almost got killed with his lack of braking... but what's new ya know? me and shane were flying all over the place in the back seat lol. it was actually kinda fun! besides that nothing really happened.... well, i'm off to bigger and better things...
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Monday, September 19, 2005

based on a TRUE story... and written by yours truly....
He sat at her grave and wept. Five years had passed now and he still didnt understand why his love had been taken from him. The brutal reality was finally hitting him. And now, he got lost in his memories as he did so many times before.

* A strawberry blonde head bobbed up and down as she reached for her customer's order. That's when he first saw her. that's when he first knew she was meant to be his. She had that brilliant smile, and those bright blue eyes. He HAD to ask her on a date. Sadly, she declined his offer.*

The old man snapped back into reality. He slowly started the walk up the cemetary hill to his old beat up ford truck. The wrinkles on his face creased, forming a smile as he drug himself back to the past.

*He was so scared to go back into the shop where she worked. He did not give up easily though. It was her he wanted. It was her he needed.
So, he talked himself into going back. he walked right up to her and said "ma'am i think you are the prettiest thing i ever seen, would you please go on a date with me?" A smirk came over the girl's face. "No."*

The old man pressed slightly on the accelorator, His heart thumped beneath his plaid shirt.

*he saw her again that night, looking at the stars while he was walking down an alley close to his home. "What are you stalking me now?" the girl said slightly alarmed at the sight of the grungy looking boy. "No ma'am just walkin.'" he said trying not to look her in the face. "Look, i dont date just everyone that asks me ok?" the girl said. she felt guilty making the boy sad. she really had had no reason to turn him in down. "Then go on a date with me, please." the boy pleeded once more. *

The old man pushed harder on the accelorator, boosting his speed to almost 75, no one knew it was coming.

*The girl had agreed to go on a date with him. She found she liked to talk to him. And just like that they were in love. 7 years had passed they were still together. more in love than ever before. they sat outside by a tree when the boy carved their name into without an explanation. the girl wondered what crazy thing he was up to now. Then he dropped to his knee. He said "you are my everything. you understand me. you are there for me when i need you. i love you with every inch of my being... marry me." she said "yes."*

The speed of the truck still made a steady increase. faster and faster the old man's mind raced. was this the right thing to do? Should he go through with it?

*20 years had now passed. They now had two wonderful daughters.Both were in their teenage years. It wasnt until 20 years later from this point in time fate decided to step in. She had announced to the family about her lung cancer. Her daughters, husband of almost 50 years, and 13-year-old granddaughter sat beside her. She went downhill fast after that. She was afighter, having struggled through breast cancer, and diabetes, but this time she could no longer hold on. It was her time to go. 2 years after her announcement was made she passed away.*

The wall came closer and closer. it was now beyond the point of no return. the truck crashed, and the man was found with a smile on his face. He could finally rest at ease knowing he was with his beloved. Now it is his daughters and grand daughters that stand at his grave and weep. "you cannot change what was meant to be. They were meant to be together, and that's how it has to remain." said the grand daughter. Just at that moment, she swore she saw two kids walk by the tree that had their names carved in it from so long ago....

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Sunday, September 18, 2005

on the wings of hope... we survive
today i went to the race for the cure in evansville. it was ok. i wasnt in the best of moods, so yeah. other than that nothing really happened this weekend. i'm really afraid my grandma wont be around next year though. you cant change the enevitable, so i guess i just have to accept it. well, i'm gonna go...
love always, jojo
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