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Thursday, January 19, 2006

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i look around and see everyone. i look harder and i see all the happy couples in love. i want that. i am so jealous of everyone who has that. people who can not live one day without each other. people who need their partner just to breath. i want that. i want someone to want me as much as i want them. want someone who gives me a real reason to wake up in the morning. but i cant. it's like i'm not supposed to. every time i find someone, it seems i'm not good enough for them. i'm not what they are looking for. that breaks my heart. i am just a toy in this screwed up world. and never can really feel true happiness. why can't i find someone? am i really that unlikeable? this sucks.
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