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• 1990-03-14
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• Terre Haute, Indiana
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• 2005-08-08
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• Student
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• Jordan

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• black belt in tae kwon do...
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• become a pyschologist, have a BIG house in the country, never get divorced, always be there for my friends, and have midget babies :-)
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• listening to music, tae kwon do, drawing, going to football games, dancing in the hallways of my high school, theatre, going to the movies, and star gazing
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myOtaku.com: sleepilyawake

Monday, February 6, 2006

topic of the day=rebellion
last night i read this quote about rebellion and how it makes everyone sane again. it said that if you didn't rebel you wouldn't ever be happy. it was talking about the government, but i put it to use in my own personal life.
I have had a lot of stuff running through my head lately. what i should and shouldn't be doing and what my life has become. it's crazy because this is the way i thought i have always wanted it. completely full of great mishappenings and plenty of drama for ten people. i thought i would feel better if i always had something going on. but, incredibly enough, i have finally relized i freaking hate it.
most of you dont know what i am talking about, and probably think i am rambling, but the fact of the matter is, i'm so happy i made the mistakes that i did. and i wanted everyone to know that. because, if i hadn't i would have never known what i was missing or wasn't missing out on and that would make me think my life was incomplete. I mean, i do have some regrets for what i did, but for the most part i dont. it made me see that people are seriously are not all that they are set up to be. Especially that certain person.
This certain person i put on a pedistal, that certain person that completely changed my life no matter whether they think they did or not, that certain person who i wanted with all my heart and soul and no one, not even my best friends, could change my mind about it.
Well, to make a long story short, this certain person took my heart out of my chest, ripped it in two, and then laughed in my face... or so it seems. but i looked at it closer and relized they were just there to teach me another lesson in my life.
I am one of those people who believe everything, no matter what it is, happens for a reason. This happened for a reason.I know it. Thus, the statement of rebellion rears it's ugly head and remains truthful. If i hadn't of rebelled against my parents wishes, i would have never known until later in life. and thats when it could have been an even bigger mistake.
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