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Sunday, October 1, 2006

WARNING: this is kinda confusing lol
Ok, just because i'm a loser, and i think about this sort of stuff, I'm gonna write about it. I've always wondered why everything is the way it is. Like, why did i end up having to live here. why couldnt my parents have stayed together? why do i have red hair? is it really fate, or is it just all consequtive happenings? I've never really known whether or not to believe in God, as i think its kind of weird to believe in the unknown. However, I have come to the point in my life where i think i need to find something, whether it be God, mythology, astrology, anything, to believe in. I don't think people are good without faith. I suppose one could believe in themselves. They know for a fact they are real. they are the only ones they know they can rely on and trust, and believing in one's own self proves to create more confidence and self-esteem. But if someone gets so wrapped up in themselves, they would lose touch with reality thus creating a gap between the real world and them. But if u think about it, if you become obsessed with religion you also become that way. I know I am contradicting myself and pretty much babbling, but it is stuff like this that makes my brain tick. Maybe it is is better to have faith in nothing. you wouldnt lose out on the things happening around you. I dont know. if anyone would like to comment on this please, do so. i'm going to bed now, because my brain is tired.
Love today and forever,
~Ginger~
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