Monday, July 17, 2006

   10:14 P.M.
Feeling indiffrent an dbored is all and that's it. Absolutley nothing has happned that I think is worth talking about I think. Maybe there is I just can't remember. Um...MY grams in the hospital, I don't know why though. I guess that's news. Oh I'm going to try and do something real big tommorow I just can't say what it is because I may not do it and if this certain person EVER sees this then ...I don't know it just wouldn't be good. Allrighty I guess I'm all done here so I'm going to wrap it up and say
Au Revoir
~Emily xo
Oh crap Been skimping on the videos.
Fight Club-This is Your Life


Gone By Daylight

Go Listen to this band at purevolume!!!!!! or check out their myspace or go to
http://www.gonebydaylight.com/
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Sunday, July 16, 2006

   10:35 P.M.
So bored so bored of being tired and oh so tired of being bored. (ok so the lyric doesn't go like that exactly but you get the idea.) I'm very tired and hot and bored. Fun, fun. Went to fireworks yesterday it was fun and such. Got to see kyle, and Jon (both of them.)Tyler, Scott, Sam, etc. I was serenaded by the Jons to violent emo music. It was great. And then I was kicked by kyle, even better. A huge fire roared accross the river and spectators flocked to the bridge. I took pictures, myabe I'll post them tommorrow. (I'm a shitty speller.) One last bit-o-news I'm soon to gwt a job and I'm horrofied to work. That's it
~Emily xo
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

   1:30 P.M.
Sooo bored. Went to Chelseas on monday and slept over it was alright. Watched fight club and ate chicken sandwiches at god knows what time. Fight club is, I'm going to have to say, now in my top ten, maybe even five, favorite movies. I loved it and I loved Edward Norton. I liked him more than Bradd Pitt in the movie, and I love Brad Pitt.
BEST PART OF THE MOVIE!

I love it! RAWR I LOVE IT XD!
Anywhoo other than that I have guitar lessons today I don't want to go at all.
I'm going to be adding probably about two videos to my site every day cause I love videos. If they don't load right or whatever on your computer or mess it up just PM me and tel me so I can stop (or at least limit myself)
I'm having trouble finiding another video...

Have fun
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Monday, July 10, 2006

I am so bored! 8:44 A.M.
I love you
I Love you
I Love You
I hate you
I Hate you
I Hate You
Make up your fucking mind.

Bored as hell in hell while watching shows about hell and writing in story that takes part in hell.
Alkaline trio is the new background. I'm going to try and make the rest of the site this theme on account of my love for the band. (Go out and buy from here to infirmary. Not their newest cd but my personal favorite.) Speking of the band here's a video to entertain yourselves.

So anyways I've been playing guitar a whole bunch latley. I love it, making music keeps me sane I suppose. I really miss Kevin and Haley and Bill and Kyle. I want to see them but no one's called me so whatever maybe they don't feel the same and such. Soooo lonley. Oh wait that's a lie, Kyle called me the other day. GO KYLE! I have to go see him sometime soon. I need my anime fix and you knw he is like my best friend. I'd like to see kevin sometime soon to. you know on the account I am going out with him. It's weird not seeing him and everyone else during the day like I do during school. Crazyness. But like I've said no one's talked to me unless I call them, and I doubt that anyone will call besides Chelsea. So yah... Damn...

~Emily xo
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Friday, July 7, 2006

._. My old SN was Emo-ly...
Sunday:
razor to (W) skin. Skin opens (H) to blood. Blood (Y) seeps on tissues. Cover it all (A) up (M) with denim and regret it till the next time.
Yesterday:
Light a stick breathe in deep. Exhale. Feel better? I (I) still get light headed. Brush teeth at 1:00. Cover (S) up the smell.(O) Dive (S)into dysfunctional thoughts or maybe so
(A)functional they become dysfunctional. Skim
(D)the pool, dive in for the first time. Get out at 9:30 and go to my room where my sister decides to read to me. Copy Some Cd's to the computer, type some more for Adam and Emily While only thinking about Emily and Kevin.(I miss him so bad.) Fall asleep at 2:00
Today:
Wake Up at 5:30 go back to bed for 2 hours.Foru and a half hours of sleep total. Get right up, pull weeds. A morning swim sounds good. Get in the pool. It's Cold as fuck. Get out of the pool. The floors cleaned and a loose promise of a late night movie is made. Feel like the walking dead. Feel like being dead. I miss him.
~¢¾Emily xo
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Wednesday, July 5, 2006

   Nothing to much happening
My subject pretty mch sms it all up for you. I'm doing nothing right now. Anything that I've had planed today has turned to nothingness and anything that could have been planned has turned to nothingness. Jeff might be home soon so better not to anything that he would find moronic. God forbid me and my sister actualy have any brain cells to this cro-magnon. Argh. Life is hell sometimes.
(but we got a pool!)
~¢¾Emily xo
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

   8:12A.M. good mornin'
So it's like early and stuff right now, just like yesterday when I posted. I'm pretty tired and I don't feel in the best of conditions (did that sentence even make sense?) I went to an amusment park last night and went on this one ride that made me toss my cookies in the girls bathroom. It was pretty gross. I think I'm going to go again on Thursday, hopefully. It's raining I've just noticed. I really would love to know someone who would actually take the time to read this shit. It's weird blogging, I've done it hundreds of times on other accounts on My Otaku but I think it's just hitting me that I'm telling random people my thought and shit. I like knowing that everyone can read my rants and they can't tell me to shut the hell up. Ha Ha Ha. That's a knee slapper. ( Why am I laughing? Did I say anything remotley funny in that last sentence?) I'm so messed up. Wow it's really starting to come down, the rain I mean. Wow my posts are long. Well...umm...I'm out of thought for this moment(that's a fucking lie but I know if I keep going on and on no one will read this ever. Even though they probably don't anyway. Au revoir ~Emily xo
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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

   Having fun
At my house cleaning. people are over, two people actually my friend and her little sister. Wicked fun were just um hanging out and stuff I guess. My rant from earlier is still on my mind I find it funny. Her little sister is bartking like a monkey now. Crazy. Well I'm going to go and do the rest of the cleaning. God knows there's a lot.
See you later my very few and seldom known friends
~Emily xo
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   first post, first rant.
Let me first start by saying hi or hello maybe hey? whatever the fuck you like you can have.
Allright well some how I feel fine today though I do feel like vommiting. Vommiting would be good. Is it a hangover though? No, no, no. (I don't think) Sorry being kind of cryptic here, huh? Rant a rant for me and I'll rant right the fuck back because that's what we are a country of fucking ranters and complainers. Well I'm sick of it. All the ranters rant about shit and all the complainers are here to make everyone know that life sucks more and more. (I complain alot though..guess I rant too>_>) Well I think we need more dreamers how about that America! More people who think about things rather than except thoses things as the way they are. Fuck excepting things! Rebel, rebel, rebel! Break free from your chains, break free from everything! Make your own choices instead of being force fed them through the media. The media can eat their own shit.
Whoa...whoa...whoa.
._. Sorry about that I sometimes just get a little err...worked up on ideas I have.
Well..umm...I'm going to go watch the idiot box now and eat some cake.
~Emily xoxo
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