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• 1990-01-26
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• Sleep!
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• 2006-06-26
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• student I guess
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• Emily, em-izzle, emo-ly, Em, or my personal favorite stoner/druggie (never done drugs though)

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• I am worthless (HaHaHa)
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• 123B.C.
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• Evengallion or kino's journey
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• to become Dr.Emily (be a phsycologist) and go to UMASS
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• I like to sit and think...And play guitar/paint/listen to music/draw/talk (to myself or other wise)/blah blah blah...
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• Ha Ha Ha back to the worthless thing ( I can cut myself real well though) Ha Ha Ha




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Friday, July 28, 2006

   Hey there 1:32P.M.
It's Fucking hot here!!! No A/C 1 fan and a pool we can't go in. Fuckity fuck. But everything is good while listening to Cute without the E By Taking Back Sunday. Really you just can't really feel anything while listening to this song. Actually the video is playing I'm just listening to it.

I want to see kyle cause he rocks. I'm probably confusing everyone, I'm confusing myself right now. What the fuck am I talking about? Kyle or music or something?
Right anyway...moving right along to
~what's been happening in this sleepy kid's life~
Ok well yesterday we put up more fence and Jeff would not let us come into eat until we finished. He eventually did let us go in though. (Jeff=Mom's BF) Then I came inside and could not stop crying, Kind of had a nervous breakdown actually. My mom said I didn't have to work today so we could go to the carnival tonight but after I came out of the shower she told me that we were going then because Jeff said we were going to do fence today. I still feel miserable. I am miserable. I am the escence of misery because I don't want to put up fence and I want to see Kyle. And I miss my dad but how can I miss someone that doesn't even want me or even love me. I fucking feel crying, I feel like sleeping, I feel like cutting, I feel like dying. But at the same time I have like this huge urge to live to the fullest. I'm so messed up but at least I'm not a fucking martyr.
I'll talk to you guys later.
Love ya,
~Emily (is not a martyr) xo
P.s.
Check out this mighty moshing emo rangers video. (kind of long but worth it.
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