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Wednesday, October 6, 2004


   well...
I'm finaly breaking things off with my ex-g/f. We were still e-mailing and writing letters, and she tried to call a few times. I just can't talk to her. I really want the past to stay in the past, even though the past was the best time of my life. Oh well... I keep puting myself through this... I'm just a regular 'emotional masacist'. Its better than feeling nothing.

Why can't things be easy? I want her back, then I don't. Why can't I have her back? Why did she break so many promises when all I did was give her my innocent unconditional love?! Did she not realize that she was the very first person to have my whole heart in the palm of her hand? Did she not realize that I was fresh to love? Or did she just not care? Was she only pretending for almost 2 years? WHY ARE THERE SO MANY QUESTIONS!?!? -_-

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