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Friday, October 8, 2004


   rant
Well, today liberaly sucked. I was late for the bus, My contacs are bugging my eyes, I don't have any weekend, and I found out that this girl I was cruching on is some kind of drug dealer! Man... once I start having a life, it starts sucking!
Another thing is that I want to be with this other girl who happens to be my good friend. Only thing is I don't want to ruin anything. I want to have just be a kind of 'friends with benifits' but I don't know how that will work. Basicaly I'm attracted to her by her body, and her personality. She has a kind of... 'protect me' personality, and I guess I'm just a fool for that. Plus since all this stuff is happening, i'm getting to be a real jerk latley. Surprising everyone, and scaring some. Its because I still haven't full closed off what happened with me and my ex. And right now I just want someone to hold for a while. I think thats basicaly it. It used to be that I thought that couldn't be possible, that love was enternal. I lived in a story book. Oh well, time to wake up you moron!

What do you guess think I should do about my friend? Should I try or let it go? (comments please)

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