Wednesday, September 14, 2005

   A sad moment that makes my heart turn cold.
Today was possibily one of the saddest days of my life (and i'm not exageratting when i say this). Maybe I should explain.
For 14 years, my family has owned this dog named pearl. We love her dearly, and shes been like a best friend to me. Over the summer, she had a stroke, and ever since then, she's only been getting worse when it comes to her health. Just recently, she went blind, and couldn't get up on her own. Soon she couldn't even eat. So we all sat down and decided the best thing would be to put her to sleep.
Today we all went to the vets with her, including my best friend miko. It was so sad having to say good bye to someone (even an animal) you really care about, and we couldn't help but cry, and say we loved her, and that shes going to be okay. We were petting her as the injected her. It was so...crushing, having to watch, but I truly felt that we did the right thing. She was 14 years old, and in pain. To keep her alive would have been cruel, and I know she wanted this to happen. I just feel so sad now, and I hope nothing will happen to my other dog Elvis. He loved her so much, that was his best friend. I should probably change the subject before I start crying (sorry for being so silly, but I loved my dog like she was a best friend).
On the flip side, I wore a skirt for the first time in 3 years! It was kind of hard getting in and out of the bus, and walking up the stairs at school was a big challenge, but I liked wearing it, and everyone complimented me. My throat hurts, I think i'm getting a sinece infection. Well, thats about all I have to say for right now, cya ya all around soon!
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Monday, September 12, 2005

   the horrible world that is today.
Well, I could say that today was wonderful, a fantastic day, but that would be lying. I woke up today just feeling agitated and angry ( I don't know why either). I tried to remain happy for most of the day, but by lunch time, I was one very pissed lady. I feel so....sad...but angry...and I don't know why. I got even angrier during lunch, because of this girl (who will remain nameless). She's a friend of mine, don't get me wrong, but christ shes so annoying and rude!!!
So after that, I come home and find out that my dog is dying. She hasn't died yet, but shes having a lot of problems (shes 14), and now we might have to put her down. I want to cry, but no tears will fall. What a wonderful day, right??? Who knows, maybe next i'll fall and accidently break my arm or something (sorry, but i can't help but be sarcastic right now). Maybe tomorrow will be better, but for some reason, I doubt it.
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Thursday, September 8, 2005

   So tired
well, schools going on, and i can't say it's all that bad. I already have homework everyday, and the books are really heavy (especially my biology book). I have field/court sports, which i didn't sign up for (i signed up for fitness walking) but oh well, i'm willing to try anything once, maybe it won't be so bad (even though i'm like the only girl their). I have japanese, which i'm very happy about. it's fun, and i have it with my friend miko.
Besides walking up the stairs, getting to my classes is simple. Life here at home is as normal as possible. I'm playing Samurai Warriors for the PS2. Tomorrow i will attempt to get to my bus, which has forgotten about me two days in a row (what a butthead). Other than that, life around this place is really boring and unfulfilling. lalalalala...maybe something interesting will happen...who knows?
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Thursday, September 1, 2005

   School!
Today was my first day back at school. It was okay, I guess. I don't really have any classes with anyone I know (or anyone I would want to get to know better)...so things aren't looking to well for me...but go figure.
On a happier note, I did get to see some friends that I hadn't seen all summer, which is a plus. Their summers were basically like mine...nothing happened. Hate to say it, but I hate it here, nothing ever happens...ever. I have a feeling this school year is going to be a very boring one...
But anyways, this weekend i'm having miko, and my two other friends over for a sleepover. On friday i'm going to go and buy the saiyuki movie (teehe), so we can all enjoy it! lalalalallalalalal....i'm really tired..school wore me out..not to mention I pulled my shoulder out the other day, so school was pretty painful for me, and I lost one of my earings! (lol) Thats about it for now.
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

   must be optomistic
Schools only a few days away now...scary isn't it? Atleast i'll have japanese to keep me busy this year. Lets see...whats new with me????
Nothing much really, just been spending time with my friend miko, who i think is now mad at me because i won't tell her what my decision will be to a problem i'm having (i'm not ready to say yet..besides, the answer might change...i'm still thinking on it.)..I've been sitting around watching tv...thats about it..Oh and lookin for information on this wargod homura from saiyuki...don't really know much.lalalalla. Other than that, can't say much has happened...nothing ever happens around here. Maybe once school starts..and the pullayup fair gets going...things will change..maybe
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

   the problems just pile up..
oh man...not only could i not sleep last night..but this morning i find out my two friends got into a fight and aren't friends anymore (big suprise there, not). I knew this was coming but oh man...it's annoying becaue they fight over such stupid things. One of them makes some really good points..but she instigates the other one. I'm just glad i told them this time the only side i'm on is my own (thank you saiyuki manga..what a good lession). Now as school comes...I hope those two can at least be polite to one another..or things will be really bad. I guess it could be worse...they could have attempted to get into a fist fight (they did this over the internet). Oh well..whatever i'm gonna sit back and let the good times roll...shouldn't stress the little things.
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

   complicated
man...things really never stop getting complicated around here do they? Well, lets see, schools coming right around the corner, and i have an important decision to make (it doesn't have anything to do with school). I guess i'm just stressing out, but omg it's really frustrating! Not to mention my older sister is prancing around screaming at everyone in sight...such a bother..
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Friday, August 19, 2005

   irony
lets seee....what to talk about. Oh, I finally got my tv hooked up (for those who don't know, i recently moved). It's great and everything, theres just one little problem. The remotes gone! I lost it in the move, and now I can't watch some of the channels (the buttons on the tv are screwed up). I mean, it's okay, I can get along without tv and everything...but I want to watch the scifi channel! It's so ironic that i finally get the tv to work, but can't really watch anything.
Lets see, what else is new with me. Nothing really, just chillin around my house...being lazy and bored. lol
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Thursday, August 18, 2005

   lalalal
man, schools almost here...and i can't stand it! I've been playing video games alot lately, mostly to pass the time. Other than hanging with my friend miko, haven't done anything. all of my plans to go camping or hiking, or anything fun somehow end up getting ruined. So now i'm just sitting around...waiting for something interesting to happen...not that it's going to mind you, but I can hope...
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Monday, August 15, 2005

   grrrrrrrrr
man, talk about irratating. I'm also on gaiaonline, and the people (some, not all) are so rude! I wish i could just slap some of them right upside the head! geezz...what very mean people. anyways, on a somewhat happier note, i might go to the mall today, if my friend miko ever calls me back...waiting can be such a pain..
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