Sunday, February 11, 2007

   Because... Its Just A Dream
The gun was aimed right at me. People were running... Screaming... Trying to get away from the Shooter. I was at a park. I remember the green grass. I just stood there, not taking my eyes of the gun. I couldn't see the Shooter's face. Who was this person? Then I felt something cold running down my face. Tears... My tears. I was crying. I'm scared. Wait, this is a dream right? I'm dreaming. But why does it feel so real? And why does it hurt? I can still hear the people screaming, but I can't really make out their words. All I do is stand there. Looking at the gun in front of me. Waiting for it to fire. Do I really want to wait for that? To die? No...

Suddenly, I was running. How did I get away from the Shooter? And where the hell was I going? But, somehow I just knew where to go. Everything looks so blurring. Where's everyone? Now, I'm standing in a crowd of people. They're just walking around, doing their own business. I can't see their faces though. I never could see people's face in my dreams. Why is that? Then I notice some people standing still. They were like a few feet away from me. Hey, I know those people! I run up to them. I couldn't make of their faces, but I knew who they were. It was a feeling. They were my family. I tell them what happened to me. About the faceless Shooter in the park and how they had their gun aimed at me. I was scared... I was so scared. I start to cry again. I look at them. Blurring faces. Why aren't you guys saying anything? Say something... Please, say something! But, they don't. What's going on here? Are they really my family? I didn't say anything for a while. I was upset and confused. Now, they're turning away. What are you guys doing? They start to walk away from me. Hey, wait! I want to follow them, but I can't. My feet, they won't move. They were stuck onto the ground. Hey Guys, wait for me! Help me... Please... But, they don't come back for me. They just turned their backs and left me there. Walking through the crowd of endless people. My tears were still flowing down my face. I'm beginning to not like this dream at all. It pretty much sucks! What's going to happen now?

And then... I hear someone calling out my name. That voice. It sounds so familiar. They called out my name again. Wait a minute! I know who it is! I start to get butterflies in my stomach. Now, he's right behind me. He says my name. Then, I felt a stab of pain. I close my eyes tight. I didn't dare to turn around and look at him. It hurts. He repeatedly says my name over and over. But, I still didn't turn. I didn't want to look at him. Then it stop. He stopped calling out my name. Now, I hear him walking away from me. No... Don't go. Come back. Don't leave me... Please. The sound of his foot steps starts to get lighter. Then, I hear someone ask "Are you just gonna let him go like?" I opened my eyes quickly. No... No, I'm not! I turned around. My feet weren't stuck onto the ground anymore. I ran to find him. Wait, I see his back. I start to run faster towards him. I reached out and grabbed onto his arm. He stopped. I wrapped my arms around him tight, burying my face into his back. Please, don't leave me alone. I need you. I start to cry again. Man, why am I always crying in this dream?! I'm such a fuckin' crybaby! Ugh! We stood like that for a while. Then I felt him smile and he let out a giggle. He turned away to look at me. His face... It was really him. He wasn't faceless. Awesome. Without saying a word, he wrapped his arms around me this time. My eyes were wide open. I was so surprised. Then he whispered "Everything is fine now." My tears slowly came out as I smiled into his shirt. I wrapped my arms around him as well. I'm so happy.

Next thing I knew it, I was following him. He was holding onto my hand, as he lead the way into the sea of people. Its was just like him, to help me out. Even in my dreams. He's such a great guy. No wonder my feelings for... Wait! My feelings?! Then out of nowhere, I was hit by a sharp pain! No! I'm starting to remember! No!!! I let go of his hand. He stops, but didn't look back at me. I stared at him. I remember now. I'm crying again. He knows that I know now. I found out. He finally turns to look at me. He whispers my name. I took a few steps back. My heart is filling up with sadness and rage. Its been beginning to hurt now. Ahhh! The pain! No! Stop it! Get away from me! I don't want to remember! My tears won't stop coming out. I closed my eyes and grabbed onto my head. Trying to push away that feeling... That pain... I don't want to remember! Then, everything went black. I opened my eyes. I was looking down at green grass. What just happened? I was at the park again. How did I get back. Man, this dream is so fuckin' crazy! Then I slowly start to look up. Suddenly... No way! This can't be happening! I was staring at the same gun as before. The same gun that was aimed only at me. The faceless Shooter. Why was I sent back here? Why? I didn't bother to care that I was crying again, but this time it wasn't as much as before. I let out a deep sigh and closed my eyes. I didn't move or ran away. Was I giving up? No. I just knew everything was fine now. Because... Its Just A Dream...


*Bang!*


I Shot Her...


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Hey guys.

I don't know why I did this, but I needed to.

I really did dreamed this and it kind of freaked me out.

Because I didn't understand a few parts.

But, it did really hurt... It still does.

I guess its because I been feeling really Emo for the last past week.

Yeah, it sucks.

But sooner or later, I'll get over it.

So, don't worry about it, guys.
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