Saturday, July 21, 2007

   Somebody Is Fucking My Lady...
Don't mind the subject. I just didn't know what to call this blog. But, its a funny song though and you should listen to it. Just check out my bulletin with the video and its there.

Anyways, its about 3:15AM on a Thursday and I can't go to sleep. That's been happening to me a lot lately. Going to sleep late, but I manage to wake up early still. For an example, I would go to sleep at 3/4:00AM-ish and I wake up at 8:00AM or so. Its kinda a pain, but... *shrugs* So yeah, I didn't know what else to do, besides trying to go to sleep. I was bored, lonely, sad, and a bit stressed out. And then an idea came to me... I should do a Blog! Yeah! A Useless blog about useless things. Man, I got so excited, that I jumped out of my bed and turned on my computer right away. So, here I am. Typing this blog for whoever wants to read about my life or whatever. Oh yeah. Can you feel the excitement that I'm sending you, my friend? If not? Well, that just sucks. =/

So what's new with me you ask? But, if you didn't want to ask me that, then tough cookies! I'm still going to answer it. Well, like I said in my last blog, I got new glasses. They're pretty cool. New style and stuff. Its black with red tips. I know I should take a picture of them to show you guys, but I been kinda lazy. Well, not really. I haven't gone out that much this week and I didn't want to get dress up just to take pictures of myself. Oh no, that's just WEIRD. So, I'm just waiting for the day when I get to go out to hang out with whoever wants to have my company. And when I'm dressed up and look nice at least, then I'll take a picture my myself with my new awesome glasses. Sounds like a good plan, huh? Well, to me it is. Hmmm... Another thing about my new glasses. I'm not quite use to them yet, so they been giving me headaches. Well, its a good thing that I don't have to wear them all the time, but still, I need to get use to them pretty soon. *heh*

Man, I can't stop listening to that Somebody Is Fucking My Lady song. Its so funny and the music/vocal are pretty good as well. Has that ever happened to you? Listening to a stupid song with useless meanings, but there's just something about it that makes you want to listen to it over, and over, and over again? Well, that happens to me a lot. I guess I'm weird. I was even into that Teacher's Pet song by Christy Carlson Romano. But, I'm not anymore... So please, put away the gun or any dangerous weapons that can seriously hurt me and yourself. Thank you.

I just realized that I was in a video/picture taking frenzy(I've always like that word). I was just so happy and excited to finally have my own digital camera. You have no idea how long I wanted one and how many times I begged my older sister and brother to let me have theirs, but they said no or that they lost it. So yeah, I was REALLY happy to have my own. And, it was kinda messed up that I got my digi cam on Father's day and all I got for my Papa was a card and a T-Shirt from Hot Topic. But hey, I'm going to share with my parents, so its all good! I just love taking pictures/videos of my friends, family, and other stuff. Its fun! And... I'm making memories. =)

Later today, Lili is suppose to come over to my place to hang out. We were suppose to hang out on Monday, but she over slept. So planed to hang out on Tuesday, but again she over slept. So today is the day we're going to hang out. I hope. Well, like they said... Third times the charm or something like that. *haha* I don't really know what we're going to do. Probably, watch videos on my computer and maybe go out to the stores that are close by here. Well, it doesn't matter what we do. At least I'm with a friend. Hmmm... I hope she brings that book.

Hey, lets talk about work. Yeah! Ehhh... Its good I guess. Really slow though. If you don't know I work for a clothing line called Simple Truth and right now I'm working on their web site. I was pretty worried because I have heard from my Bosses (Yes, I have 2 Bosses! =P) for a while now. But good thing there's something called the Email. Its so great! Yup, it is. So, I emailed my Bosses to see what's up, because I've already done the demands they wanted on the web site and I was waiting for more orders from them. I got a reply from them and they said that they were really busy with they're other job and they apologize for not getting in contact with me for a while. I just told them its okay. One of my bosses (Boss 2) said that she'll be sending me pictures pretty soon for the gallery section of the site and other stuff. So, I'm pretty much waiting for them. Then today, I got a call from my boss (Boss 1) She was just checking to see how was I and stuff. Then she told me about a problem with the web site. Its seems that the site can't be seen on other kinds of servers and I didn't know that. She told me we needed a code for the site to show up on other kinds of servers. And yeah, I didn't know the code. So, if you know anything about this, please tell me. I'll love you forever. Or at least bake you some cookies. And my Boss is looking into that as well. She also send me an email with 2 pictures of the t-shirts. They look so freaking' awesome! I put them on the web site right away. I guess I'll put the t-shirt pictures on here later. And if you like them, you know who to ask to get them... Me! And of course you need money. Sorry.

Now, lets change the subject. How am I feeling? Well, a little bored... Lonely...Sad... And stressed out. Oh wait, didn't I said that before? Well, its true. I just don't know what to do. I sometimes get this awful pain in my chest and it hurts. And something keeps telling me that I should cry... Or I need to cry. But yeah, I don't want to. But, I should let everything out. Sometimes, times like this, I should talk to somebody, but I don't. I 'm too scared to. I just don't want to go to that point where I say I hate myself. Maybe I'm depressed. Oh God, I don't want to be depressed. I've been depressed so many times this year already, I'm tired of it. But, it still manage to sneak up on me. But this time, it has a bat and its getting ready to hit me in the head. Wow, that would so hurt. *Sighs* Too many tears has already came out from my eyes this year. BLAH! What am I saying?! Never mind. I'm just saying stupid stuff. So, don't mind me. Me being weird here! I'm not going to go crazy. No worries. I'll be all right. =)

Well, I don't know what else to talk about... No, I lied. I do. I have LOTS of things to talk about. But I'll tell you later.

Hmmm... Hey! Comic Con is next week! I can't wait! I'm so going to go! Are you?

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