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• 1987-01-12
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• 2004-12-21
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• College Student
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• Maricel a.k.a Mar-Mar

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• Too Many
Anime Fan Since
• I was 7 years old.
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• Sailor Moon (aLwAyZ)
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• To become a Graphic Designer and to go to Japan to do Anime drawings or have my own Anime Show. (That would be SO KOOL! ^_^)
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• SiNgInG, DrAwInG, ViDeO GaMeS, HaNgInG w/ fRiEnDs AnD FaMiLy, DoInG GrApHiCs DeSiGnS, MuSiC, WrItInG/ReAdInG FaNfIcTiOnS/PoEmS, AnD AnImE (sAiLoR mOon)
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• Drawing/Graphic Design/Singing




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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

   I Was So Fucking Pissed Off Today!
OMG! I was so fucking pissed off today. So pissed off that I almost cry in class but I wasn't gonna cry over a stupid matter...But it was so fucking messed up! A 'friend' of mine has been here since last Thursday and not once that we got to hang out. And then today, I just found out from Momo that 'my friend' was leaving, no just left today. I was like "WTF?!" So i called him and asked him if he really left. When he told me he was gone and I was like "WTF?!!!" Then he told me it was my fault that we didn't hang out and then I just got so ANGRY! I told him online that I was bored and had nothing to do all freaking last week and over the weekend. And when i asked him what he was gonna do, he already had plans and I was ok with it. And now he was telling me that it was MY FAULT that i didn't say sum thing. BULLSHIT! Why do I have to say sum thing? I know he knows that i wanna hang out with him every time he's here. Why the hell this time i had to say sum thing? And whats more fucked up was that he was gonna just leave without saying good-bye! WTF?! I didn't know that he was leaving today! I didn't know that i had to say sum thing just to hang out when he already knows that i do. and i had to hear all this from MOMO! WTF?! Why didn't he just pick up the fucking phone and tell me that he was leaving today and say good-bye. I know i wouldn't be this mad that we didn't hang out and stuff but he didn't say good-bye. And i wouldn't see him for like months! Its like everything is different since the last time we hanged out and it was just him and me or when he first met Momo cuz it seems that he talks/likes him more than me. I know I sound jealous or wutever! But I been this guy's friend for 4 years now and i thought that means sum thing. Maybe i shouldn't hav told him how i felt or started talking to him again because at the end i just end up feeling sad, depress, and stupid all at the same time. FUCK! Maybe I should go drink and steal my mom's van and hav my self a 'joyride' so maybe this fucking feeling will go away. God....I hate myself right now...


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