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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

OMG!
I just read what I wrote below! Jeez I have issues. Oh, btw, I woke up standing up this morning! I was like, "WTF". Anyway, the reason I am typing is that something, well someone, is bothering me. No names, but I really like her. I would do anything... I probably sound stupid and childish, I could care less. People say hormones, again, I could care less. Today I learned something disheartening. The feeling isn't mutual. I practically died. My problems keep mounting and I can't help but feel that it is my mother's fault. At some point in everyone's life their life changes drasticly, for better or worse. Mine changed for worse when I was four. It is her fault, and I feel an extremely painful surge of anger, hopelessness and despair. I know I can't be helped... I have several options and I don't know which to take! They are all soooo painful. I wouldn't mind dying, it is just as great as living.... you know, that is saying something, considering I don't believe in heaven or hell.
I am writing both a song and a story. I am tired... g'bye.

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