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Wednesday, January 9, 2008


   midweek crisis [hah]
is it getting better?/is it getting worse?/was it ever worth it?/was it just a curse?/and is it getting better now?/and is it getting better now?
[get well soon - reggie and the full effect]

urgh. I thought I was doing okay this week...key word = thought.
Today was the lecture on registration for next year. I won't bore you with my list of classes..I brought them up, however, at dinner and my parents just won't let it rest that I just want to see what things are like [i.e. journalism I] and NOT make a career out of it. I'm also frustrated by doubt from all sides...I can do as damn well as I want too in a class!
Hopefully, I won't become discouraged enough to drop out: "F**k this, I'm gonna be a hobo!" Hah hah, jk.
As usual I don't really have anything to complain about...except lack of feedback. Do I even have friends? [Don't answer that question...] It's just lonely: my parents annoy the hell outta me, my sister is leaving soon - and we don't really talk anymore. Not that we ever really did...I guess I was just to clammy. XD
Whatever. I'll just stick to the usual. Things will go up again...just hopefully not in my face.
So I'm going on a retreat w/ my youth group this weekend...between two sophmores going [me included] and Mom nagging at me about studying, it's almost not worth it.
Almost.
I'm jumping at the chance of getting out of town, even if it is only to go up north...how pathetic is that?

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