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Wednesday, February 20, 2008


suddenly
There seem to be more things I want to accomplish than time for. I'm not just talking homework/school, but..just other things - enjoy life more. XD It's strange digging for the lines.
I'm so sick of school. Just the atmosphere...something about being crammed into a room with 30 other people and "learning" really gets me. I have to admit, I was watching some Pride & Prejudice vids on Youtube today.. I came across one I particularily like [http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ctl2LVnuH0&feature=related]. Yeah, I'm super cool. XD Just maintain that illusion a little longer...
I haven't been writing lately. It's weirding me out. Most things I want to say have already been put to words, and I feel like a parrot. This isn't mixing well with school...

A bright yellow Sesame Street band aid glares up at me from my ankle. It seems to be taunting me with smiling muppet faces and wayward dots and smeared stripes. The part that gets me is that it's stuck on this long after all the abuse.

This, right now, here, is the test. Nothing exciting is going on, the goal is to merely maintain equilibrium. It makes me crave drama - action, change, decisions. I want to spin out, do something drastic, something - anything - to feel more than I do now.
Break the ice I'm standing on. I dare you.

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