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Monday, September 15, 2008

you may not understand. . .
i feel like jumping off of something and never landing again i want to run away and never stop running i want to go far away and never come back i want to keep walking forward and never look back i want to sit in a corner and cry until the pain goes away i want to be in his arms forever and hope and pray he never lets go i want to leave the darkness and come into the light and i want to stop the hurt and the pain from taking away my light i want to find the light and keep in the palm of my hand i want to sit in a field of butterflies and flowers and be happy here with him i want to turn my back on those who hurt me and keep my face up to him who loves me i want to live my life in light and never turn to darkness but everywhere i turn its there please help me and make it go away i'm in a dark whole and no one can help me and no matter where i turn i just keep getting farther and farther away from the light i want to reach for it but i'm scared it will disappear forever just like everything else has... i want to be in light so i can se and feel again instead of being numb and blind i want to hear and not be deafend by the silent darkness i can't take it anymore i have to get out! i have to find my light! i reach for his hand and he lifts me up into the light and keeps me in his arms so i don't slip and fall back into the horrible darkness that once took over my life he saved me and i am now his he loves me just the way i am and would never change me... he is my guardian angel, my knight, my edward, my love, my everything... he saved me from the darkness and is always there for me whether i deserve it or not he never leaves me to fall in the darkness
i know i changed a lot of things while writing this but its what is in my mind and i put it all down it might not make any since but you'll get the point eventually... well i hope you will...
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