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Monday, August 30, 2004


   jealousy
I, being a girl, have a crush on a guy that is remotly my type. (not that i knwo my type, being fourteen and all) His name is Paul, but i was introduced to him, and the 'introducer' called him Paulie. So, I do to. Anyway, his cousin is my best friend ((again, angela)) so whenever hes over at her house, so am I. He likes to skate board, something im totally afraid of. Hes half american half Japanese, so hes got dark skin and big brown eyes, black hair...and he has amazing teeth that make his smile AWESOME. Hes funny, cute, and..well, not sappy. My other good friend ANNA hears his name about five times a day, I ramble about him so much. I have his fone numbers memorized...even though i chicken out when ever i should call him :(.
Anna knows I am madly falling over this guy, and i know she wouldnt do anything to...well, mess it up for me. i think. but im totally afraid to introduce them to eachother, because everybody likes anna, and i dont want him to. Today she called him and didnt even mention my name to him...and i was siting right there...WAITING. it was horriable. my jealousy scale went from one to about a billion. I dont know what to do, dont know what to say, and if i knew what to say, i dont think i would know how to say it. maybe i should get over him and let them have eachother...

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