Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Yatta!
I am 100% better now, and my boyfriend is coming to visit! I can't wait! ^___^ *see goofy wide grin if you need proof*
So... what to say... well, I have algebra today and a test in there on Friday, but I think I have this one covered. I just have the last little bit of homework to do and then I'm good to go. I'll have to study, but that isn't too much of a problem. It's sort of quiet around the house right now. My brother got suspended and mom cut off the TV during the week, so it's easier to read now. Granted, when we could watch TV during the week, I was always trying to get the remote so I could watch Forensic Files or something like that.
One of my friends is supposed to come over for a few minutes today, to return a few books. I hope she doesn't forget... again. I kinda want my copy of Loveless volume 3 back. And Gakuen Heaven... I still kind of wonder what, besides the fact that it's drawn by You Higuri, possessed me to buy it. I like the storyline, but... they weren't kidding when they rated it M. And then she borrowed volumes 3 and 4 of Saiyuki... I miss those books, let's just leave it at that. But I know she'll be careful with them, so she's one of the few I trust with my books.
Uhm... not much else to say, so I'm gonna get out of here. Ja! Solaris out!
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Monday, November 13, 2006

Anyone else ever felt like an alien in their own body?
'Cause that's how I get when I take allergy medicines. Seriously. I've got something and the allergy medicine I'm taking now helps, but it makes me tired and sort of... weird. Yeah, I dunno how to describe it. So I just skipped classes today and slept on the couch all day. I shouldn't have and I'm sorry, but I did. I couldn't help it.
And that's been my life today. Ja, minna-san. Solaris out.
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Friday, November 10, 2006

Y'all...
I dunno what to do. It's like life is falling apart at the seams. My uncle's got me depressed again, because he won't quit talking about how life has wronged him. He keeps saying he wants to die, and he knows that annoys me. I don't think suicide is any way out, it's for cowards and fools. I'm sorry if I offend anyone, but opinions run rampant everywhere.
And to top this all off, one of my friends hadn't called me for a while, so I got a little unnerved and called her, and she had to get off the phone two minutes into the call, so I don't know if she's mad at me or her parents are mad at me or if she's grounded for a bad report card or what. It's really annoying to me.
And now this. This morning I was late to algebra because I had to go get a flu shot, and now my arm feels kind of dead. Only good thing that's come out of this day is that I don't have to take the CAAP exam. For those who don't know, the CAAP exam is a cumulative thing taken at the end of a semester of college algebra to show how much you know. If you pass the exam, you don't have to take any enhancement courses in math unless you want to. I'm depressed and confused, and I think I need to get on freaking prozac or something because there's no way in hell this is healthy. Myabe I just need to watch more Weiss...
(Quote of the day... month... whatever: "An Independant Party party?" Omi, Episode 11. Just watched it again last night.)
So, I'm going to go drown my depression in humor fanfics. Laters. Solaris out.
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Tuesday, November 7, 2006

Bleh...
Happy tuesday, all. How's it going? No real complaints here, just that...
My sharpie tattoo is gone. Yeah, washed off. After I went swimming yesterday it faded badly. I mean really bad, could hardly see it bad. And when I had to wash the chlorine off, it just... washed away. So... yeah. I don't have my alchemic symbol anymore. It was fun while it lasted.-Sigh!- But... my new project is the blood seal Al has (or had if you've seen Conquerer of Shambala... good movie, btw). So maybe this time I'll be smart enough to take a picture of it before it fades on me.
I really need a break, everyone. I just need some time to myself to write/draw/tick people off by not answering my phone or returning their calls. In short, I need a vacation, and not counting holidays or weekends, I have nine days of classes left. Ugh... Plus I'm mildly freaked about my algebra grade. Logarithms suck, and that's all I'll say on the subject.
Gah... I didn't want to get out of bed this morning. Not that that's unusual, but I didn't even roll over and hit the side of my table to get Suna off of it. I was so tired by the time I turned my lamp off I didn't care about anything. Proof? I had some Ayumi Hamasaki+SMAP thing on the CD I was listening to, and I don't think I heard the whole thing, that's how fast I fell asleep. Laugh all you want, I swam for a half hour or so and got tired. Can you really blame me? I'm still building endurance. Which means at least two days out of every week I need to go swimming, and right now that's better than aikido because in swimming you don't have to have a sparring partner.
Okay, this was one great post of crap'ish everything, so I'm gonna shut up and toddle off to my live journal for a while now. Laters! Solaris out!
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Monday, November 6, 2006

Ah, the rain...
Yeah, raining here again. Something's up with this weather...
I got mom to draw one of the Fullmetal Alchemist symbols on my shoulder in sharpie yesterday! ^_^ Yatta! I know it'll be gone in a week, but I still wanted it. She wasn't against it, but she was kinda bleh with herself. I believe her exact words were "all these years I've told you not to draw on yourself, and here I am taking a sharpie to your shoulder..."
I have to be the world's most immature college student. To do that... or I could the freshman class' worst otaku. I like the second option better actually.
I got a few new things drawn and tonight I'm finding the CD to install mom's printer/scanner/copier to my laptop so I can scan them. I hate having to scan to the desktop to color, pull to mom's jump drive (which she seems to have lost, btw) to pull to my computer, and put it on the net here. Dialup sucks and so does taking a million steps when just two or three will do. Meh...
I'm really trying to kill time here, the pool doesn't open until 4 and it's 3:38 now. Bored...
I may go play around on my livejournal account for a while, I haven't updated there in forever. Woo hoo... but I have to be out of here by ten 'til. That way I have plenty of time to get out of the library, get to the pool, get changed, and swim. I am swimming today, hell or high water, dammit! Wait... high water. Sorry, bad pun. And completely unintentional. Fingers moved faster than my mind.
So, yeah, how was everyone's weekend? One of my friends came over for a while, she accused me of getting fat. Excuse me if I'm not the same weight I was in high school! Dammit, I'm trying to lose weight, I'm trying! I walk everywhere, I've been playing DDR like a maniac, and I'm going swimming! Just because I don't think I'm going to go back to aikido doesn't mean I'm not getting plenty of exercise. Grr... And then she poked my stomach. She's lucky I didn't bite her... couldn't kick, I had my computer on my legs.
Well, I think that's enough of my griping for the day. I just finished my algebra homework, and I'm going to check ff.net instead. I don't feel like today's a good lj day. So laters. Solaris out!
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Thursday, November 2, 2006

Tis November....
And cold as hell here... wait, hell isn't cold... ah, whatever. Point is, it's cold, and that got my mom and me to agree on one thing yesterday.
We need to move to the Virgin Islands. I could teach (or whatever I go into, I haven't really decided yet, but I'm considering teaching Spanish)and mom could be a nurse. Sounds like a plan to me, actually. ^_^ Warm and tan, actually sounds like wonderful options to me.
Yeah, I made up my mind. Next summer, I'm spending as much time by the pool as I can, and I don't mean the school's indoor pool. Though I'm thinking about seeing about rounding up enough money to take Archery. I wanna take that class so bad...
Okay, so ya know, I updated my photobucket, yatta for me! I'm getting into photography now, so I need to buy a camera... or get a camera phone and a cable to pull the pix to the computer. I may actually be getting a new cell phone soon. Mom's fed up with Tracfone, same as me, and it's not any easier to deal with, so we may go with Alltel or Cingular, we're comparing plans at the moment.
Still hoping for picture, I'll even set up a new sub-album for them. ^_^ You know the guidelines, and you can send links in a private message here, or e-mail me the pix at dragonflame0509(at)msn(dot)com. Your choice. Or, if you have AIM, you can even check if I'm on (Which I might be, ya never know!) I just like pix, so that explain why I'm asking? ^_^ I'll even post a few of my drawings there, my DA account, it is dead-ish...meaning I haven't posted anything new there in ages, though I may steal the scanner from the home computer to use on mine, since my jump drive doesn't work with my desktop and I don't know where mom's printer/scanner/copier drivers are.
Well, other than that, how is everyone doing? I don't think I'm doing so great. I woke up with the world's worst headache. Trust me, an ice pick into the brain would have been a mercy. And to top it off, I had chest pains too, so I just stayed in bed until 8, when Suna really got hungry and came in my room to get me out of bed. He's really the only one who can get me out of bed in a few minutes; he presses his nose to my face, rasps/meows (that's as close to a meow as he normally can get, he trills or coos otherwise... strange cat...) and purrs while he sits on my chest. He looks so pitiful I have to get up and feed him. Batman (my other cat, I'll post a picture of him today) doesn't do a thing, he stays out of my room and leaves me alone a lot anymore... I think it's because I'm Suna's only champion. Someone's gotta stick up for the baby, right? Yeah, that's what I thought.
I think it was just caffeine deprivation though. I had some Mountain Dew before Music and I'm feeling better now. And on the topic of music... it's pathetic, but I get my best sketches in that class. I really do. Right now I'm working on chibis from a comic I'm drawing, and this guy who sits by me saw it and thought it was good. Even asked if I was majoring in art. Sorry, can't do reality and don't have the patience to animate. I do good to have the patience to draw comics. But they're turning out cute. I should have them colored, scanned, and on photobucket/DA by the end of next week, if all goes well. But not tonight, I'm going swimming. This rotation, my mom's in the psychiatric area of nursing, and her instructor advised everyone to do something relaxing after they get out of the hospital so they don't take the stress of being a psychiatric nurse home with them, and mom thought 'huh, I can take my kids swimming, that way they get to have fun and I can read while they swim'. It works, I promise. I don't have to watchdog my brother anymore, he swims pretty well now. And I just like to swim. So we're going to an indoor pool and swimming tonight. I need to take it up, I think that's what I'm going to do instead of aikido. Yeah, I think I gave up the ghost on that one. I missed it yesterday again in favor of (ugh...)algebra homework. Someone tell me what's up with my brain. But yeah, I wasn't too into aikido anyway, I didn't have anyone to practice with, so I just couldn't get into it. I need to be able to practice on occasion. Maybe next year I can con one of my friends into taking it with me, then we can spar. But I'm going to start swimming a lot more often.
Well, this is my fingers moving faster than my brain... or maybe I just had a lot I wanted to say this time. So maybe I'll post more tomorrow, I dunno. All I know is I'm getting a weekend where I don't have any sleepovers or anything going on or I'm going to have to bite someone's throat to prove I ain't foolin'! j/k, but I am not having anyone spend the night. I'm still recovering from last weekend... and a certain joke I won't mention unless you really want me to. And even then I won't tell it right here. Let's just say it was in bad taste. So anyway, I'm going to clear out of here and update my photobucket. Laters! Solaris out!
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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Okay, now it's Halloween! ^_^
And a happy one to ya! In case you didn't see, I now have a photobucket account, and I am willing to let people send photos to put in it. Yeah, you can see it's pretty empty right now except for a few photos from the Halloween party and it makes me sad. Just follow the guidelines (Yanno, make sure it's in good taste, i.e. NO HENTAI!, it shouldn't be too much of a download because I'm not always on the school internet, and other than that you know what to do).
Well... I haven't got much else to say. I did put my Cagalli costume up on the otaku's cosplay site, and I will eventually get my fox costume up there too. Operative word being eventually. I haven't got time to do much of anything, I'm still playing catch up on my homework. See, this is what a weekend for fun will do to you in college, kiddies! It's way too easy to get behind in your work.
So, anyway, happy Halloween to you, happy anniversary to me and my boyfriend (if he's keeping track of this site), and PLEASE SEND PICTURES! Thankies! Solaris out!
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Monday, October 30, 2006

Happy Halloween! Almost...
Yep, tomorrow is that time of year. The time when kids come playing ding-dong-ditch for candy... well, dong-dong-ditch minus the ditch... unless they're just little-not gonna go there. I love this time of year! Really makes autumn worth it. And it's also my anniversary tomorrow! Yatta! Two years strong!
Sorry, just really hyper. And I think I may wear my kimono to classes tomorrow, society and all them other peoples be damned. ^_^ Oh, I need to put a few pics of my Cagalli cosplay up. Well, I'm outta here! Solaris out!
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

And another post...
So... checked my midterm grades yesterday. All a's and b's for me! Yatta! If I can get them all up to a's, I'll have a 4.0 gpa for my first semester in college! Yay!
Uhm... still cold, and I had to choose today to wear open toed shoes. And in other wonderful news, my spanish class was canceled Wednesday and Friday, so I get to go home early! Granted, if I do, mom will try to make me do housework and I won't get that extra sleep I really need (trust me, I need it. More on that in a minute.) and I don't want to do housework. Just let me sleep...
As to why I need the sleep, Suna keeps waking me up really early. Granted, really early for me is like six in the morning, but that is still early. He climbs all over me, jumps on my table, knocked my Ayumi Hamasaki CDs off there this morning. I panicked, I had them out of the case and I couldn't find them, lucky for him I did. Of course, he only does that because mom opens the door in the mornings, and he's still so young that he doesn't understand when he needs to calm down. Sometimes it's like raising a kid instead of having a kitten...
Well, not much else to say... Oh, yeah, another good comic. Pardon the yaoi-love here, but there's a really good manga called Guests in Purgatory, really cute, worthwhile read. Also yaoi, Zesty! is a cute manga too. Both of them are online manga, so just search it in google or something. I found them on onlinecomics.net, so you could look there too. I've been on a manga kick lately. ^_^ Guess it beats rereading fanfictions.
Also, before I leave, I've been trying to check all of my friend's sites lately, trying to keep up and comment, but if I can't, it doesn't necessarily mean I haven't checked your site, it could just be that I couldn't think of a comment. So don't worry if I don't leave a comment. ^_^ Arigatou gozaimasu, minna-san! Solaris out!
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Monday, October 23, 2006

Oh... it's cold again
Yeah, not even the close of October and I'm freezing. Someone tell me how to get into a student exchange program for the winter! Maybe to the bahamas or something...
Yeah, I don't deal with the cold well. Probably said it before, and I know I'll say it again. Forgive me for repetition.
Sleepy... I woke up at five this morning. I have no clue why, I just did, and I got out of bed at six thirty. Mostly to keep Suna from jumping on my table again. Last time he did that, I found my black nail polish across the room, volumes one and three of Loveless in the floor, my CDs on my bed and I still haven't found one of my pencils... He really likes my pencils, especially the yellow mechanical one. ^_^' what can I say, I have the world's weirdest kitten.
Made a 76 on my last algebra test. With partial credit (I know because I just looked) I have a... 93?! WTF?! Best grade all year! About to do backflips here! And on that note, Solaris out!
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