Wednesday, March 7, 2007

Grr...
Okay, right now I'd like to cry, but I'm going to post here so no one comes up to me trying to talk and cheer me up. I don't want to be cheered up right now, I just want to beat the shit out of the guy who reviewed my speech on Monday! Or to be more specific, the one who gave me a 'weak' on content just because they hate anime!
Let me explain. So, you all know I gave a speech on Monday about the anime culture in America, right? Well, I got my grade back today. 80, with 5 extra points because I got up and did my speech first. Well, I got my grade sheet back today. I apologized too much for using Japanese terms, and I was a little confusing to some of the people, but I sorta expected that. So I looked through the peer review sheets. They were positive, for the most part, many people saying they learned something and it was very interesting (someone even said 'good props' about my visual aids, which were my Kumagoro plushie, a volume of Saiyuki, and a Gundam Wing DVD), so I felt a little better about only getting an 85, and then the last page of the reviews. The jerk gave me pretty good grades on everything else, but a weak on content all because he hates anime.
WHO THE HELL ASKED YOU TO CRITIQUE MY TOPIC?! IT'S OVER THE SUPPORT MATERIAL AND EASE OF UNDERSTANDING, NOT IF YOU LIKED MY TOPIC! I just wanna go cry and scream, and that's childish, I know, but I really don't give a flying frick right now! I've gone from wanting to cry all through biology to wanting to track him down and say 'chinga tu madre, hijo de una puta'. And for those who don't understand Spanish, let's just say that's very insulting and not something for your little cousins to hear. I'm just really mad over this shit!
...I bet you ten bucks he talks about farm equipment or mudflaps or something. I'll put five on country music and how it's the ultimate greatest genre ever. And I'd just love to give him a weak on content when he does his speech and tell him I hate his subject, but if I'm going to be a teacher I have to get used to impartial grading. Suffice to say I'm going to be the better person, and I'm going to hate every second of it. Sheesh, I need a punching bag. Or a gym membership. Or something that gives me access to something I can vent my anger on.
I may post the uncensored version of this on livejournal. If you don't want to read a lot of cuss words though, I suggest you stay here because I'm a lot more vocal there. Plus this guy just made me really mad. No, on second thought, I won't. This is already giving me a stomachache. I really just want to know that guy gets his. I think he came in late because he had a head on collision in the parking lot this morning. I really hope that was him. And I hope he gets freaking whiplash. I'm sorry, y'all, but I am a really vindictive little bitch. Make me mad and I'm going to really hope you have a lot of trouble. Mom calls it passive-agressive. I just call it not wanting to get in legal trouble for sabotaging someone by cutting their brake lines. Not that I would even know where the hell the brake lines are. So, I have nothing positive right now. I just want to beat the shit out of a short-sighted jerk. Mata ashita, minna-san. Solaris out.
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