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• 4th grade
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• Gundam Wing, Ronin Warriors, Ruroni Kenshin, Trigun,Cowboy Bebop,Neon Genesis Evangelion,and Tokyo Mew Mew
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• Become a great musician,and to always keep Amanda happy.
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• models,playing video games, drawing,sword fighting, sword collecting, watching anime, reading manga, KINGDOM HEARTS 2,writing fan fics,or poetry which ever Im wanting to write*it's a mood thing lol*
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• Playing trumpet, and sword fighting




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Friday, June 2, 2006

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I wonder what would happen if I just vanished.I have friends and a wonderful g/f,but Im sure they could forget about me if they tried hard enough.Would it make life better for them all? I dont like being a nuiscance,and I dont like feeling like I bother my friends.It feels like I bother everyone alot here lately.Running away might work,but I probabaly couldnt go through with it, not because Im afraid to,but it's because I have so much.I've done it once before,but that was a LOOONG time ago.I came back home because I couldnt stand to see my parents sad because I was gone.Leaving would be nice though because everyone could get on with their lives without having to worry about annoying Matt to ruin their day, like I've done so many times before.Running would be easy though, I could start a new life,but it wouldnt be like the one I've got now.I couldnt take not having Amanda anymore...She means so much to me,and I hold her near and dear to my heart.She is one of the best things in my life right now,but she cant fix the problems I have at home.I hide at home because everything goes so wrong and no one is ever happy.Im not going to the beach with my parents,I couldnt take being cooped up in a hotel room with them for days without anyway to get away from them.I love both of my parents,but they just fight and argue so much that it makes me sick of being anywhere near them.Alot has happened with them in the last few months,none of which I really want to discuss,but Im sure that anyone could guess easily what was going on..

Anyways onto a happier subject.I absolutely love Tokyo Mew Mew.It's so awesome! I dont really get it as of yet,but Im sure I will in due time.I think my favorite charcter so far is Ichigo,but I really like Mint too.If I had to choose between them I would probably choose Ichigo,dont ask why though.Hopefully I can find enough money to buy the first and second books here soon.Haha I probabaly had enough to buy the first one,but all that money is going for me to go to the pool.Speaking of money that's going for me to do something,I need to pay the trip payment next time I get the chance.The band is going to New Orleans for the Sugar Bowl this year.I get to see people from bands that I've never even heard off.We all get to march a field show during the Sugar Bowl half-time show.I cant wait to be on the field with the other members.From what I've heard there are going to be over 300 trumpets! I hope I get first part.Well I'll see everyone later!
Matt
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