Jump to User:

myOtaku.com: Solo Tremaine

Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.

Pages (58): [ First ][ Previous ] 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 [ Next ] [ Last ]



Tuesday, March 1, 2005


*breaks through* Muffins from Space!!!

EDIT: Comments:
(I wanted to get the main post done first so's I could edit the comments in later, so I could be sure they'd work, heh, and I'd at least have something to communicate with).

Raven8763- I know! I'ts horrible. Every time I get in I want to play X-Japan or something but I can't! Well, at least I concentrate more on driving than phasing out to music, heh...

Panda- Mmm, cars is muchly goodlies ^__^ And actually, i think I prefer this one to my first. It has a lovely charm to it... although no tape player >.>; I'm sure I can survive for a few months, though.

Mimmi- Heh, I'm not sure I'll renew my gym membership now *points down* Mind you, I still seem to do myself muscle damage whenever I take out a specific exercise or sport. Perhaps I just go too far into it all, heh. And I've not run out of petrol yet... needed to fill it up the very second day I had it, though. That was a little frustrating.

rustym- Thank you ^_^

Sara- *hugs* You too.

Hevn- Mmm, t'is muy sexie ^_~

Monkey Orange- My skin's doing okay now, but my muscles are pretty much screaming. An early night and some painkillers for me ^_^; And good luck to you with your car, hehe. Be safe.

Gasara- *squees and hugs* Wow, I've not seen you in ages ^____^ My singing's going really well, thanks. It's been very rare that I've had to catch a bus- normally it's been trains but either way the public transport's pretty shoddy here. Private cars are a much more reliable (and convenient) way to travel.

Mimmi- Sneaksy you ^_~


Well, at last I'm finally able to find a time that I'm at home that coincides with the Velegant servers actually working. It's been ages since I was able to even look at MyO or OB, let alone post something in either. I'm sorry to have been unable to reach my Moderating post, and I'm sorry if I worried anyone else through my inactivity (online, that is).

I have recieved your letters and things, and I promise I will reply as soon as I'm able, but since I lost my folder I've had to start again with a few *kills stuff*

So, What's New?
Agh, where to start...

I guess college would be a good thing. Since I have another car now it's much incer being able to get in when I want and not when the trains dictate I can. And essentially I have a social life again, which is pretty nice. Jeremy returned from America for good this time, and much Mario Power Tennis ensued. It's a fantastic game- if you haven't played it you must, by law!

Gilgamesh and my audition are flying up to meet me and I've not even decided on a speech to perform yet. I've been terrible at actually getting it done but there's been so much else to do... I hope I can do it in time. It's not as if a two-minute speech even has to be that long, but it's just more work.

Half-term was exhausting, as I think I said previously. My shoulder's still pretty badly buggered from when Rodrik fell on it during the Bull of Heaven rehearsal, but hey, these things happen.

Unfortunately for my bruised limb articulatory device, my first karate lesson also happened this evening and I really think I'm going to regret it tomorrow morning ^_^; Such is life, I guess. But even though I could feel it hurting, the exercise felt good and the teacher told me that I'd picked up the first three block movements incredibly quickly, and was performing them to a really good standard ^___^ I smiled, lotsandlots. Although more inwardly, of course. I didn't particularly want to look like a grinning goon.

Erm... what else?

AHA!
I remember something very big which I wanted to tell everyone about, heh.

It started with Amie's birthday party. The theme was pimps and prostitutes. Unfortunately I don't have a suit, so instead I cobbled together from what I had a rather revealing prostitute outfit- fishnet tights, my big n00b-bashing boots, leather mini-skirt and pink top. And yes, I did wear them to the party. Although I wasn't entirely certain that we'd be going out of the apartment, so was a little concerned when we had to go into town in costume to find a decent pub to drink in. Thankfully I wasn't the only one in costume, although I was the only one in drag.

There are pictures, and I'm kind of apprehensive to show them but I'm sure you'll want to see them anyway, heh. When I have them I'll put them up.

It was really great fun, surprisingly. I was worried I'd constantly be having to watch myself but no-one bothered me at all. True, I did change back into normal stuff when we went out to the nightclub (not that I particularly wanted to go in the first place) as I really would have been killed, but I loved dressing up. I'm not going to suddenly become a transvestite or anything like that- I saw it more as being in costume than anything else. It would have been nicer if it weren't minus 2 degrees outside, mind... I can really sympathise with girls who go out in cold weather wearing short skirts and tights. It's nasty >.>

*thinksthinksthinksquicklybeforetheservershutsdownagain* Urm... although physically I've been fairly active I've also been eating a lot too- when Jeremy came back we did one of our famous pizza 'stake-outs', whereby we sit on top of Goodwood Hill and stuff ourselves silly with food; then on Sunday we went out to an all-you-can-eat Chinese buffet meal for Gemma's birthday and today I had a very large (but rather nice) club sandwich... these karate and singing lessons should hopefully help strengthen and tone me, though. That's what I'm hoping, anyway ^_^;

I'm sorry this is so rushed. I really miss you all, but since MyO and OB frequently disappear for me and AIM isn't working on either of my computers I'm a little stuck for contact. It's not as if I can really conduct affairs over text, either... but if anyone wants to know how I'm doing and can't get hold of me, my e-mail address is at the top.

*hugs tightly* Take care!

Comments (11) | Permalink



Saturday, February 19, 2005


I'm On My Way...

Comments:

Mimmi- Sorry.

Monkey Orange- Well, it wasn't my idea ot name it, initially. Usually I end up calling it somehting like 'bastard', or something equally abusive, so it maters little.

rustym- Yep, and I have now ^_^

Shinmaru- *throws icy water over him*

Raven8763- Thank you, and to you too, heh.

Hevn- Indeed ^_^

Arcadia- I've not had any nicknames that aren't 'Solo-based'. Well, one, heh. But Hugo tends to stand out anyway, so there's not much else that can be done to it.

Azure- I'm aid I don't know the reference, heh. Like many things...

Kei- Yep. I've been avoiding saying too much about it in comments here as I'm about to (finally) give my main update below, which'll include all the details.

What the cat dragged in...
Well, it feels like it at times. Gilgamesh rehearsals are getting incredibly intensive physically, which means bruises a-plenty for yours truly. I've already taken a chunk of skin off my left arm having been slover the carpet. but it's cool, heh. I'm enjoying it ^_^

I feel I want to be doing more exercise, though, but I don't want to upset my routine at the gym. If my muscles haven't recovered in time then I won't be able to do the stuff I want to to tone up, which would be bad.

Eh, this really isn't shaping up to how I intended it to be, sorry. I've been wanting to get this stuff down for days but just haven't been able to get online to do so. Even AIM's packed up for me now for no good reason, so my extended contact is really quite buggered at the moment.

BUT...

I do have a car now. Although somehow it feels as if I had my second car first.

It's a very old (1987) Nissan Micra Colette- black and silver, looks pretty nice (actually, I have to admit I'm more pleased with how this one looks than the first, heh), but insdie you get to see how much of a dinosaur this hunk of metal actually is.

4 gears (not including reverse).

Long or Medium-range radio only (no FM).

NO TAPE PLAYER! *does a hued times over*

Wing-mirrors you have to adjust from the outside.

A petrol cap you open with the ignition key.

It's ancient. Absolutely ancient. But it has a lovely charm to it, and it actually drives far more smoothly than my old (but newer) Micra did in its last legs. Aparrently it's wice economical, too, which is good news. Although isn't nearly as fast, heh. I don't mind that, either, as I should feel safer with my driving (if not with everyone else's... stupid bastard tailgaters...)

I suppose that's about it. It's not the best of updates, but it's all I can do at the moment. Thanks for reading, those that have

Sayounara.

Comments (9) | Permalink



Monday, February 14, 2005


nemuri ni yosete

Comments:

ShinnehShinTehShinShin- Ah, I thought it was CyberDyne ^_^ I think that's the better of the two, personally. And those Evangelion episodes were pretty intense in that respect. I prefer them to the films, though.

MimmiMimmiMims- Reaping the rewards won't come for a while, but I look forward to it ^_^

Mimmi 2: This Time It's Personal- o_o;

KeiKeiKatana- Meh, I'm not Anti-Valentine's Day, I just... don't support it, really. It's never exactly been a point of great enthusiasm for me in any state even when I've had friends to celebrate it with. I think people should be allowed to be grouchy if they want to. After all, you need balance, heh.

AleiaLeiaCooliesness- *hugs* ^_^

ArcadiCadiArcyMegMeg- I didn't actually get to see the beginning, but the one at the end really struck me with Ewan's voice. But I haven't seen Trainspotting, no. Along with many other films that I have to see, heh.

ShinTehSecondness- Oh yes.

PandyPandaPan-dah!- Thank you ^_^ Me-me loves you too, heh.




Exercisey-Wisey-Whoo!
*is no longer posessed by Ed-speech*

Well, today was both shorter and longer than I expected it to be, but I've managed to stay relatively neutral emotionally throughout. Thankfully, with it being half-term the college was near enough empty. Unfotunately, with it being half-term our class was near enough empty. Four out of the twelve of us that were supposed to be there actually turned up on time, and by the end we had seven. not very good, is it? Still, we got a fair amount done and actually finished pretty early so I was able to get to the gym slightly ahead of time.

I did so much exercise on the weight machines today. I fear for my muscles o_o;

And so after gymmage it came to pass that I should drive home...

...or not.

I got just past Fishbourne (which is one of the three villages between my house and Chichester) when my car started kangerooing down the road. For anyon not familiar with this, the car starts rapidly jerking forwards as if you were pumping the accelerator like a madman, except it did it of its own accord. And once I got to the bridge over the A27 motorway it stopped altogether. I stuck my hazard warning lights on and phoned for Mum.

After the problem seemed to sort itself out we came to a decision about what should be done.

My little red Nissan Micra (dubbed 'Holly') is no more.

I'm getting a new one, but I don't know what type, colour or when it'll be ready. So that's a bit crap. But when I do get it, I'll be looking for suggestions for names, heh.

By the way...

My wasp is now called Myrdian (not that I know how to pronounce it, heh...), and I decided Mephistopheles should be Rufus (my giant cuddly bat)'s second name, heh. Lydia and Dorian are being adopted for names of other plushies I have, once I decide which fit them best. Thanks to everyone who threw suggestions at me, hehe.

Although Testiclees might be one I have to miss out on...

Before I go; read. Read. Read. Read. Shy is a fantastic writer.

See you later, heh.

Comments (8) | Permalink



Sunday, February 13, 2005


Comments:

Aleia- Fate has a habit of doing things like that to you, unfortunately. Things usually have a way of working themselves out, though.

Rokas- I'm really sorry, Rokas. Something always seems to happen whenever we get to start having a conversation, heh. I'll be sure to restart my computer before I come on next time to make sure it's at peak performance.

Shin- I think I used one of the CyberDyne (is that right, or am I thinking of Terminator?) trooper's heads on a White Matrix body... or one of the black flak-jacket suits. I forget, heh. But I'd love to play it again.

Arcadia- You bet ^_^

Hevn- I miss talking to people too. Especially tonight, heh.

Raven8763- You have no idea, heh. I still need to catch up on it myself.

Annalisse- Anytime, heh ^_^ It's well-deserved. I'm still waiting for a decent opportunity to write that reply. Time constraints and various net problems haven't been kind to me >.>;

Kei- But I got you later, hehe. And enjoyable phone calls are teh whoo ^_^

Josh- But too many of them can be a very bad thing *nods*

Monkey Orange- Eee! *hugs* It has been a while, hehe. My cameo was actually in Annalisse's OB story, but I think it's probably better than any TV show I could manage to get myself into, heh. All I needed ot hear of Rave Master was three minutes and I left it, entirely. Badbadbad. Worse than 4Kids' stuff, and that's really saying something.

ShaniKun- Oh, I don't mind there not being too much light-heartedness in a game; Wizardry 8 was pretty dark in places (and... well... boring from time to time). I just thought it was funny you could pick up almost anything from any surface- that was enough entartainment for me, hehe ^_^ And yeah, for the while we saw it working I noticed the rather blocky designs. That doesn't bother me too much either. Lords of Everquest is much worse when it comes to the heroes on the title screen, and you don't even get to customise those. But it doesn't look like I'll be playing it until my computer gets an upgrade in some form or another.




Mimmi- Thanks for waiting, heh.

Ben- Mmm, is fun ^_~




Dead Man Walking
I've needed to write this update for days now. MyO deprivation is not a good thing, especially if... well... you're me. Not that I expect many of you are, though. In fact, I can guarantee that the only person who is me is, in fact, myself. Even though when you read this it's subjective, so the 'me' could be implied to you (that's you-you, not me-you), I'd hope that because I'm writing it (that's me-me, not you-me) that it would be myself and not yourself (being myself also).

...

Anyway, it's been a busy few days. Although any few days in my life seem to be busy now, so that's not saying much.

The Samurai rehearsals have been going well. Despite the appalling historical accuracy and what appears to be any lack of background research on the part of the author, it's not that bad a play. I enjoyed watching the runthoughs and there's some pretty interesting stuff in it, too. once the characterisations are down it should be really fun to watch. I have a few minor niggles with the way some things are played, but since I'm not in any kind of directing position (or even a member of the Youth Theatre), it's not my place to say. And I'd hate to offend anyone. But John Dryden would never let any of us get away with some of that stuff if he were directing, heh.

That aside, I've been slowly feeling the burn of the approach of Valentine's Day. I really don't think I'm going to enjoy it.

Not least because I had a really weird dream last night that I woke up from feeling incredibly confused; it opened up a whole can of worms I thought I'd manage to sort out, or at least suppress. There are things I really need to think and talk to people about but I just don't think I can handle it right now. Emotionally I'm pretty fragile, but I'm trying to work on that. My music is my hero ^_^;

I also made the mistake of watching 'Down With Love' over today and yesterday. It was a very good film though, and Ewan McGregor's singing voice is even better than in Moulin Rouge, which is saying a heck of a lot.

I don't want to go to college tomorrow! Next week's half term and I'll be in for more days than I would during a bloody school week >.> Typical.

See you guys later, servers permitting.

*hugs*

Comments (8) | Permalink

Have Site, Will Update...
...Later, hehe.
Comments (2) | Permalink



Tuesday, February 8, 2005


Cameo Me

Comments:

Aleia- I've thought about reinstalling Windows XP many times, but every time something clears up I become glad I stuck with 98SE. Hopefully if I update the software it should sort itself out. There's a lot mucking about with internet connections, so it probably just needs to settle.

Arcadia- I'm really glad to know it's not just me, heh ^_^; And I loved Freakazoid! That was the inspiration for one of my first stories, actually... very cool indeed ^_^

Charlie- Well, it's still nice to know it's not juct me, heh. And that you're still here, of course. Couldn't live without my daily dose of Heaven's Cloud.

rustym- Yeah, that was one of the reasons I wanted to get Morrowind, and why I was even more pissed off that it was pretty much bought out of my hand as the expansion packs were right there in the shelf with a werewolf staring me in the face. I can survive, though. If nothing else I need to wait until I know my computer will accept its installation first.

Shinmaru- I remember it on the Area 51 levels at various points, That did get pretty annoying, heh. But mainly I wanted Skedar. if ever there's a chance to play as a non-human... mind you, the white Matrix guys were pretty cool too, hehe.

I'm Back!...
Well, my return to AIM was much less hectic than I expected, but I did get a really decent chance to talk to Alan again, and that was great ^_^

I'm Off Again!
Mum fielded a phonecall for me today, from East 15! They wanted to ask me if I could make it to a workshop this Saturday.

O_O;

I'm Staying!
I politely (but shakily) declined and said it'd have to be in March, coincidentally the weekend before Gilgamesh goes up. Well, Mum had to contact them for me, as I was in college at the time. I'm going to be busy these next few weeks, but I'm very glad I finally know what I need to do and when I need to do it for.

That's the major news for today, really. Found an interesting new rifle in Phantasy Star Online and saw some new Teen Titans episodes. The dub of Rave Master looks pretty crap, even though I'm grudgingly glad it's appeared, as it means more anime's slowly making its way over to the UK.

Oh, wait! I made a cameo appearance in Annalisse's Bikini Bandits story! ^________^ I was thrilled, heh. I was due to leave a long-due comment in the thread but OB started being awkward again so I didn't get the chance to actually post it. I need to get to bed early tonight so I don't have much of a chance to faff around trying to post stuff that would probably sound better tomorrow anyway. But her story's well-worth reading, so do so ^_^

I's off to get some sleep now, heh. I hate not getting enough, as I feel really ill when I wake up in the morning and it takes me at least half an hour to recover.

See you tomorrow ^_^

Comments (11) | Permalink



Monday, February 7, 2005


HTTP 404: Post Not Found

Comments:

Mimmi- I've never had the flexibility or strength in my back/ankles to limbo properly, and it's never exactly been one of my life ambitions, so I guess it's only a minor thing ^_^;

Shin- The slowdown never bothered me particularly- the main reason I got bored was that you couldn't play as the Skedar in multiplayer, heh. I know...

Sennen- The annoying thing about NIS is that in a few months I'll have to pay for it all over again for subscription services, and it's still not working decently enough on a regular basis.

Karmi- Ah, sleep... I look forward to it less when I have to change the sheets (as I did last niht), but it's still great. I was quite pleased to wake up at midnight and realise I still had another eight hours in bed ^______^

Aleia- I thought I saw someone familiar ^_~

Wondershot- I don't like ambiguity. But when it's me that's direcly involved in the ambiguity it's just that much more frustrating, heh, cause I can't feel that I can actually go anywhere. But yes, OSFP does sound good. I still think of new story and character aspects for that, hehe.

The Square Root of all Evil
I have come to the conclusion that all computers are evil, especially those which are old, new or have been mistreated. There's a stage in their lifespan just before middle-age when everything runs peachy, and when one extra, often tiny thing is added to their CPUs that they should easily be able to handle, everything just goes completely kaput.

Aside from the ludicrously slow downloading of websites (especially noticeable on MyO and OB- I've spent five minutes opening the Backroom in another window and it's still not finished yet), my computer has now decided that it doesn't want to write to CD-Rs or play specific sound files. And that was even after Steam refused to work and CCapp started crashing every time you started another program. Whoop-dee-doo.

Except it's not just mine that's going wrong now- the shared PC downstairs has had Norton AntiVirus crap up on it and Dad's abused it far too much anyway; Lawrence's has caught a major virus which means he can't get past the ScanDisk screen and hence, can't even get onto the internet to download this tool to get rid of the stupid thing, and when I try to save the tool to disc to hand to him tomorrow the fact that InCD is irremoveable from the hard-drive and also starts up whenever you insert any kind of disc into the E-drive means it crashes 33 seconds into any formatting processes it tries to carry out.

It's almost as if there were to be some kind of apocalypse... o_o;

I was going to get on AIM tonight, but I think my computer's more likely to blow up or transport me to some unknown dimension than do anything as simple as send an IM.

These things are evil. VERY evil.

Calm Blue Oceans...
Aside from that I've had a pretty good day. I went into Portsmouth and bought some stuff and I'm still annoyed at the lack of wolf-races in any playable form in Action RPGs. Cat and lizard-people are more satisfying finds, but even then everything else is a standard mix of humans- dark elves, wood elves, high elves, barbarians, run-of-the-mill humans, halflings, dwarfs, gnomes... what's the bloody difference? All you have is a slight variation of skin colour, perhaps a change in height or ear length/shape and that's it. I know I have an unhealthy obsession with things like that, but it's not as if they're really trying to cater for everyone's tastes.

I guess being interrupted by a long, depressing phonecall has put a damper on this evening, heh ^_^; Sorry about that. It's just so irritating when so many things go wrong at once and all you can do is sit in the middle. It's not even as if I've been able to get on with anything constructive while various problems have been sorted out, because I need the photocopier and/or computer to do what I need, and they're in the way.

Raar.

EDIT: Ooh, I was expecting the post submission to take ages, but it actually went through straight away. Hurrah for servers working properly!

Comments (5) | Permalink



Sunday, February 6, 2005


In answer to your question...

Comments:

Crucifix- Sword-slinging is great fun, heh. Although yes, in summer in full plate armour you do run a serious risk of over-heating.

JJRiddler- *evil grin* I never said my mind was clean, did I?

Mimmi- Ah, thank you ^_^ *is eternally grateful*

Arcadia- I can't remember when or how I found it out. It seems sort of odd, though- I always feel slightly pornographic whenever I write down the number. But argh, I sold my N64 ages ago to pay for my GameCube -_-; I miss Perfect Dark...

Five more minutes...
I've become very attached to my bed recently. Not in the literal sense, of course- I've never been one for bondage, heh ^_^; -but I've looked forward so much to actually getting into bed and wrapping the covers around me it's almost what I look forward to most about weekends. Specifically I love lying in in the mornings. It's probably something to do with the tail-end of this illness but I simply love my bed. It's very comfortable anyway, but I've thought that even moreso recently, heh.

Half-Life 2 has given up the ghost in no uncertain terms. Well, more specifically, Dad did something to the downstairs computer which means that Steam won't even work in Offline Mode, so I won't be able to play James at DeathMatch like I was hoping to, at least not for a while yet. That's a shame.

I've had a fair amount of PC games but recently none have really been interesting me. I was going to buy Morrowind: The Elder Scrolls the other day but I made the mistake of showing it to Lawrence, who then bought it himself and then went on all evening about how glad he was that 'he' found it. That pissed me off, but it turns out that it wouldn't have worked on my PC more than once anyway- after we installed it and restarted due to sound problems it wouldn't load again. And he's been having problems getting it to work on his computer too, so at least I didn't spend money on it only to find it wouldn't work *coughs*Breed*coughs*Savage*coughs*

Calm Before the Storm
I wish I knew more what was going to happen next year... as it is I don't yet know whether I'm going to be accepted into East 15 yet and that'll affect where I stay in September. I expect I'll be staying in student accommodation but I don't know how well-equipped the area is for stuff like that. Or if they have halls of residence, special-rate flats or anything like that... it's all pretty complicated but I figure I should be trying to find out now what I should do rather than later when it'll be such a mad rush and everyone else'll be doing pretty much the same thing.

I'm still in limbo, and I hate it. And unfortunately that goes for other things as well...

I want to get back into RPGs now. I'm starting to get bored and I think my creative juices need a bit of a squeeze, heh.

I was going to put in some song lyrics here but I can't seem to find the right ones, so I'll plug wrist cutter instead, heh. He's very much worth quiet respect, and then perhaps some noisier stuff. I don't often comment on his posts, but they're always good to read.

Now I must... away. For stuffs >.>;

Comments (6) | Permalink



Saturday, February 5, 2005


*sheepish grin*

The phrase 'Trying to be more like myself' is kind of misleading- if I were to try and persue that exactly all I'd do is wind myself in circles. Seeing as everything I do is controlled by myself I can't be me any more than I already am me. Even in stupid moods I'm still myself, and everyone has them.

I guess what you really look for inthat kind of situation is a way to break out of particular thoughts or feelings that are preventing you from acting as you normally do. In my case I just wanted to feel relaxed and at peace again; I've often thought to myself if one particular piece describes me wholly, it's "When I Find Peace Of Mind" from the second Evangelion OST.

But enough about that. I know this page (rather than me- I was still up and around the backroom and OB) was inactive but I can't really be bothered leaving it alone now, heh. I think I'll find what I'm looking for more through being active in a different way, rather than delving through my mind to look for an answer.

Sorry Azure, you probably won't get anything more definite for a while ^_^; I know how irritating it is to have someone always throw vague answers at you and I'm really not meaning to alienate anyone but it's not something I feel I can properly explain. There was something I was going to add to that but I forgot what it was, heh. Whoopsie ^_^;

Back into Battle
I had my first re-enactment training session since December today and I enjoyed it to pieces ^______^ It felt so good to be hurling a sword around again, and Paul said I was doing some excellent stuff there. I can't wait to be doing public demonstrations again, but I can't be that good with my arm armour on. I'm seriousy considering leaving it completely aside until I've built up enough muscle to use them competently. Until then I want to be a good combatant and not fall flat on my arse within the first few seconds of battle; injuries (so long as they're nothing too bad) aren't anything of particular consequence to me.

Although a lot of the knights seem to have injured themselves in some way that's caused them to be out of action indefinitely- one has a digdy hip, two have bad knees, one's had to stop altogether due to a hernia and... well... I think that's it. But it's not very good considering those four were major household leaders. I don't know how reenactment-related the injuries are, but the fighting certainly doesn't make them any better, heh. At least I'm young ^_^

I can't think what else has been happening. Um...

Oh, I progressed to a 69 recently.

*coughs*

Phantasy Star Online, you dirty-minded people! Where do you get your morals?

Heh, it's become a real drive to try and get some kind of rare weapon, but lately I've just been coming across the same ones. I've found YAMATO, M&A60VISE, H&S25JUSTICE, DB'S SABER, DISKA OF DOESN'TMATTERWHATIT'SCALLEDBECAUSEIT'SNOTVERYGOODANYWAY, and several hundred VARISTAs. Not that I expect many of you will know what they are, but Yamato's cool. It' a twin sword that... ah, you're not really interested, are you? I need to find some PSO freaks, heh.

I might not buy Starfox Assault. Although I've been looking forward to it for ages it doesn't seem it's all that great actually, reading Alex's impressions of it, along with IGN Cube's review. I may get it to sooth my Fox fix, but little else. Still interested in Mario Power Tennis and Timesplitters: Future Perfect, though. Me needs money...

*hugs* See you soon, heh. Have fun!

EDIT: Oh, if anyone knows where to find the translated lyrics to Naruto's 'Ima Made Nando Mo' (or however it is the words are broken up), I will be eternally grateful if they could point me in its direction, heh. Thankees in advance ^_^

Comments (5) | Permalink



Tuesday, February 1, 2005


Irreparable Damage

Um... I was tempted to write a post here saying that I wanted to disappear for a few days, but I don't think I need to. It's not that I don't feel like disappearing, but it's the kind of attention I don't feel I need, heh.

Sometimes you need comfort in order to regain something you've lost; a moment of happiness or a thought, perhaps. Other times you just need to be on your own.

I like being able to make people smile, laugh and feel pleased with themselves. Inevitably there'll be times where something will happen and conflict occurs, but... well, like I said, it's inevitable. That doesn't make it a bad thing, necessarily. Malicious conflict is bad, but if it's just an emotional difference between friends it shouldn't grow to anything worse than a mild disagreement.

I hate knowing I've made people upset. Granted, as a Moderator I tend to do that a fair amount, but to be more specific I hate making friends upset. And I have a feeling I've been doing that a lot recently in more ways than one. Either by not being here or by being here and saying the wrong thing.

See you soon, probably in a few days' time. I promise I'll be more myself when I come back, heh.

Ciao, lovely people.

Comments (4) | Permalink

Pages (58): [ First ][ Previous ] 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 [ Next ] [ Last ]