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Wednesday, December 24, 2003


From My Dad's PC...
I wish you all a very Merry Christmas. I'm sorry I've not been able to do everything I've wanted and said I was going to do in time, but BT didn't correctly identify the fault and hence it came back with a vengeance. With any luck I'll be back very shortly after Christmas.

See you soon, and have a great time!

All the best,

Solo

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Friday, December 19, 2003


Stig of the Dump
While not taking driving lessons, I've been mostly sorting out three bedrooms for rubbish/jumble today. It's much harder work than I thought- I started before I had breakfast at about... half eight this morning, and continued until right up to dinner at 5. With a few breaks inbetween, heh.

It's quite sad watching all these things I've grown up with disappear into bin liners. But I know I wont use or need them again, and have pretty much grown out of them anyway. I had a plush shire horse called Boxer (after the character in Animal Farm), which I bought at a Shire Horse museum in Cornwall when I was seven. They are magnificent creatures, and I loved him so much ^_^ I must have carried him to bed with me for... at least four years after that.

But I grew out of him and he found his way to the back of my sister's plush collection (I have a fair number myself, but they're slowly diminishing), to resurface this afternoon. I don't think I'll be keeping him for much longer. He wasn't of fantastic quality anyway- his mane and hooves are all matted and there's a slight tear on the underneath of his muzzle, but his eyes are still as bright as they were.

I'm not too heartbroken about it, really- I know when I have to be objective about these things. I still keep a lot that I think I might still want, even if I know in my heart of hearts I won't need it again. Just for sentimental value.

But there's no harm in that, really.

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Wednesday, December 17, 2003


Worlds Apart
Tonight was the night of our Sixth Form Presentation Evening. It's been ages wince I even last thought about the last two years of my education, let alone recieve an award for any of it.

It was nice seeing everyone again. Well... some of everyone, anyway. Lots of students were still at University, but the people most important to me were there. And I got to talk to them for what I've probably accepted will be the last time. I've no doubt I'll see them around in various places and I'll have their numbers on my phone for some time to come, but I'm not sure I'll ever actually organise anything with them again. I've changed a lot now, and the friends at college are really great. I don't mean to sound like I'm shirking off friends- I'd never do that.

But sometimes you just.. grow apart, you know? It's not an intentional thing, it just happens. If you're surrounded by people you don't know and who don't know you, you can develop some really strong friendships. I guess that's why the friends people make at University can generally be some of the strongest you ever make. If you're left on your own with people who already have their own friendships set up, it's a different matter. I thought the Intensive Acting course would be like that, but I'm really glad it's not turned out to be that way.

So, the High School's last word in my life was pretty much as I expected it to be- a bit of an anti-climax. I did get a £15 award for my Biology, though. Not because I did very well, but because my teachers obviously felt I was deserving of one for being conscientious and well-behaved. And I'm certainly not complaining about getting money, hehe ^_^

The ceremony was disgustingly sports-orientated, and that's mostly because of the school's firm grounding in sports already. Most of the standard opening pep-talk was about sportsmen and women. The man had taken random 'inspiring' (read: corny and perdictable) quotes from people like Johnny Wilkinson, Ellen MacArthur and Wayne Gretzky and bundled them together in a speech. There was no life to the ceremony. We get up to more interesting things in our Improvisation classes. I was even tempted to do something mildly impressive as I walked across the stage to get my thingummybob, but decided against it for fear of actually making people laugh. Can't do that at these things, oh no.

But yeah... it was weird being back at the High School, even if it was only for an hour or so. Part way through I felt a sudden feeling of... I don't know what it was. I was afraid of going back, really. I'm at college now and that's where I want to stay. It's a far nicer place and I'm glad I'm there. I don't want to be at the High School anymore. It just felt like I was going back, or that I'd never left in the first place... it seems silly, looking back. But it was an odd, rather unpleasant feeling.

Elsewhere
Bought Deus Ex today, heh. It was only £4.49. Yesterday night I went to see Peter Pan and it was really good. The only disappointing thing was the audience that consisted mostly of noisy, rude primary school kids who didn't understand the jokes and just wouldn't shut up. Every time I see a production that good, it makes me even more sure that this is what I want to do. And I'm pleased with that ^_^

Quick note:
Have lots of RPG things to do tomorrow, heh. Future Prospects, R.O.T.E.F, W.H.A.T.E., A Decision Changed... and now I've finished lessons proper for this year I actually have a day to write (assuming I don't get called up for Marat/Sade, that is...)

Christmas is looking fun again. We now have a tree ^_^

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Monday, December 15, 2003


Somewhat Epic

It feels strange coming back to OB now, having been away from the internet for only three days or so. It’s surreal stuff, but I hope I’ll be able to get back into the swing of things alright, heh.

This a very long post, by the way.

Solo’s Blog- Stardate: Friday.

Well, the driving lesson went the way of most of the others I’ve taken so far- not actually getting worse, but hardly making any progress anywhere. I must have stalled at least six times. It’s still frustrating, and the more frustrated I get the worse the problem is, because I’m conscious of the fact that I’m frustrated about my driving not going as quickly as I’d like it to. Ah well.

I tried downloading the Halo PC demo today, because I have no money to buy the game proper. I had only about 10 MB left to go using the Broadband connection and it went and disconnected itself. Much annoyance there, but after numerous restarts I realised that it was the line itself, not the computer that was going wrong. We tested the phone, to hear a rather odd crackling noise.

The BT system for reporting faults over the phone is rather long, complicated and tiresome. I spent about five minutes on it, pressing buttons on the automated system to get a response and then book and appointment. It’d be so much easier to talk to a real person. I guess they don’t want to fork out the extra pay to get someone to man the call stations.

Still, with that in mind I played on Half Life: Opposing Force instead, and got about half-way through when Lawrence called to say he was coming round with the Bouncers script. Unfortunately, it was pitch-black outside, raining and he missed my station. In the end I came out to try and find him in a fluorescent green/yellow jacket and a headtorch. He thought I was a road worker ^_^;

Saturday, then.
Saturday started off like any other day, albeit rather later than I would have liked. I don’t usually eat breakfast too soon after I get up anymore because it makes me feel sick, and today I woke up at nine. I had half an hour to get my stuff ready and leave for Training, so breakfast wasn’t really an option.

A very bad idea, in hindsight.

I gave Paul the bottle of Mead I’d bought for him for Christmas at the last trade fair and he seemed very happy with it ^_^ He said I was progressing really well with my footwork, too, which made me feel good. He said I was probably moving a lot better than a lot of the older people there, too. Like anything it still needs work, but at least it needs less work than it did.

The session progressed pretty well- being Christmas, the school we practice in was festively decorated and had a stage set up at one end. It looked very nice, heh. I got to use Paul’s massive two-handed sword (that isn’t nearly as big as Chris’ gargantuan Flambard, but still impressive), as well as break in my new Falchion.

Then came Andy, who almost broke that Falchion, and myself. He doesn’t pull blows as you should in reenactment, only while fighting him to start with I didn’t say anything because… I’m not sure why actually. It was in my mind to say, but it didn’t come out. I seemed to be blocking the blows fine with my sword and buckler, so it didn’t worry me too much.

Until, that is, I missed.

His own, rather battered Falchion came hurtling through the air in a downwards slice across my body. I moved myself backwards, but my left knee was still in the way. The metal blade collided with me, and I let out a rather modest scream for the amount of pain it suddenly caused me. Suddenly unable to stand, I ripped off my gauntlets and threw them along with my helmet onto the stage. I sat down, Andy next to me looking (and sounding) incredibly apologetic. I rubbed my knee for a bit, then Derren appeared, asking if I felt sick at all. I said no, but as soon as I did, everything around me began to swirl slightly, and my stomach contracted.

I then said that yes, I was feeling sick, and that no, it didn’t hurt when Derren pressed on various areas of the knee, and that no, it didn’t feel broken. He ran off to get some water while I started feeling progressively worse. He came back and pressed a wet paper towel against my knee. As I watched, everything started fading underneath what I can only describe as a sparkly-beige curtain. My hearing became muffled as well, and it was only that evening that I realised I was on the verge of passing out from shock. Derren kept talking to me though, and eventually I could see and hear properly again, although walking was rather difficult.

I really like Derren ^_^ he’s been through a lot of these sorts of injuries himself and knows exactly how to handle them. I really appreciated it, heh.

The rest of the day I spent sitting down, either watching films or reading books, all the time with a large ice pack sitting on my knee. The bruise isn’t big at all, but it’s still hard to walk anywhere without feeling pain. Trying to sleep was the worst thing. Every five minutes I was having to turn over because it became too sore to leave in the same position.

I hope that’s the worst injury I get from reenactment ^_^; The blow itself wasn’t too bad- just coupled with the fact that I have low blood pressure anyway, the sword hit a nerve, and I had no breakfast that morning. Never again will I not eat before a training session.

Sunday
After aforementioned painful night’s sleep (or not sleep, as it was), I watched Yu-Gi-Oh and have done little, save re-organise my folder for inspection and complete the missing dates in my course diary. Learning this monologue from Ivanov is easier said than done. The progression is more logical than The Children (thank God), but there’s just rather a lot of it, and I’ve not actually looked at it since I first read it four weeks ago. Still, I tend to work best under pressure anyway, so it should be alright.

That’s pretty much all I’ve been doing of late, heh. My Improvisation assignment went much better than I’d expected- I hadn’t intended on playing an addict of some sort at all, but the character just latched itself to me as soon as I got into the scene. And John said it was the best thing he’d seen me do anyway, so it must have been good ^_^ Unless, of course, everything else I’ve done has not been good. But I don’t think that’s true. At least, I hope it isn’t.

Today, finally
So, today I woke up (twenty-five minutes late) after some very odd and disturbing dreams, ready to go and perform my Classical monologue.

I didn’t do very well. I don’t think anyone did really. Less than half of the class showed up anyway, and all but three who did needed prompting anyway (myself included). But it wasn’t a real assessed assessment in the end, more like a general progress report.

I’m seeing Peter Pan tomorrow, a pantomime performance in Woking. Initially, the main reason was because Lawrence was going, but I realised later that it’d be good to get ideas on how to make my Gryphon ‘bigger’ as a character- something I still need to work on.

Writer’s Update
I’ve changed the next chapter of Enter the Net to have a Christmas feel to it- the intended storyline for Chapter 4 will now be later in the series, heh. I know what I have to do for DC, but I just can’t write it yet. For the moment, they’re both on temporary hiatus until I can get into the right frame of mind to get them going again. I want ETN done before Christmas though, else there’ll be no point in making it a Christmas Special, heh.

So in all, there we go ^_^ Sorry I’m late.

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Saturday, December 13, 2003


In case anyone's wondering...
My internet connection's in extremely bad shape at the moment, so I won't be on anywhere really until Monday. I'm lucky to even have enough connection to get here, to be honest.

That, and I was quite badly hurt when a wayward sword crashed into my left knee earlier this morning. I don't remember having gone into shock that badly for some time... but more about that when I get the chance.

See you soon.

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Tuesday, December 9, 2003


Rebound o.O
Wow, it never takes me that long to stop feeling depressed. It's quite nice, heh. Optimism and blind faith, as irritating as they might be, certainly have their uses.

Anyway, I've been meaning to do this (and many other things that I shall get round to shortly) for ages: More Guestbook shoutouts!

Ben- Shame on you for not signing sooner! Hehe, see you soon ^_~
- Whoever you were/are, thanks for signing my Guestbook. I appreciate it, although I can't remember your name.
Mimmi- *blushes* Hehe, thank you. I owe a great deal of my writing abilities to my mum, who pretty much forced me at penpoint (the pen's mightier than the sword, you know; I was bloody scared) to put emotion and interesting adjectives into my sentances to create diversity in tone to create different atmospheres and whatnot.

*brief break* It's difficult to type with a 36kg dog on your lap o_o;

Dan- Wow, I can almost hardly believe you left now. I'm glad you're finally back with us, hehe. Although I'm not generally on AIM as much as I used to be, it's just comforting knowing you're there, heh. Just like old times...
Karma- *hands you medal* I'm glad to see you made it here alive, soldier. But... you might want to omit the cabbages from the mission next time. They can be treacherous allies *shifty look*
Heaven's Cloud- Wow, I feel so priviledged ^_^ Heh, I would advertise this as being the last site you'd ever need, but then I'd be lying. Unless of course... nah, never mind. Good on you, though ^_^
AzureWolf- I don't like you either, but your font's cool ^_~ I will hold you to your word, you know- you being a more frequent visitor, heh. I see all... that I see.

That's it for the moment, heh. Need more signatures...
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Are you lonesome tonight?

...because I am.

I guess I've been feeling rather unreliable in more aspects than one. Firstly to myself for not getting the work done I should be, and secondly to everyone else for who knows how many other things I said I'd do. Lack of inspiration and unforseen circumstances while writing haven't exactly helped much either.

Might just be a random depressive state, though. I tend to get like this after spending rather large amounts of money. Despite trying to keep it in, I decided to try and get Christmas presents for Dan, David, Kim and Ami. Ami's really quite hard to shop for, so I've not succeeded in getting her anything yet. A thought occurs, though- if David and I are both shopping for each other and everyone else in the same place, there's a good chance that we could be getting exactly the same things for one another, which'd be a bind. I don't exactly want to ask him what he's getting Dan for Christmas, but I don't want to have suddenly got him exactly the same thing as David did, or another combination of whatever.

EC Toys finally had some Magician's Force boosters in. I bought a fair amount, because I've no idea when I'm going to be able to get down to Portsmouth again this side of Christmas, or if I even will afterwards due to the huge amounts of money I'm spending.

This part of Christmas really annoys me, actually- shopping. There's this strange and opressive obligation to get presents for everyone around you, and trying to do normal everyday shopping is absolute murder. The shops are packed with people and gaudy decorations, all crowding the isles for the best thing for aunt/gran/the next door neighbour's cat. I buy presents for my sister and my four closest friends each year and that's about it, save for one or two special purchases for other special people. I don't do cards anymore because... I find them a hassle, I really do. It doesn't mean I don't appreciate anyone- far from it, in fact. But if I don't give them to anyone I don't have to feel bad about missing someone out.

So yeah... I sound pretty grouchy about this, but just because I'm in a general "Bah! Humbug!" kind of mood anyway. Mum was suggesting we don't even have a Christmas tree up this year. It does get in the way a lot, but I'm thinking that by next year we won't even be giving out presents. We don't even have turkey.

I have other things to look forward to certainly, but Christmas seems a little bit of an anti-climax anyway. I'm looking forward to performing Alice in January (heh, that sounds odd) more right now.

Glimmer
But, Lady Katana has done a fantastic concept sketch of a n00b from Enter the Net ^_^ It's very cool. Take a lookie, if she gets to post the link.

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Saturday, December 6, 2003


Short Commentary

Having posted another chapter of Dark Conflict, I thought I'd give a few more of my thoughts on my fiction works.

It's my site and I'll do what I want, damn you.

Dark Conflict
Dark Conflict started off pretty much as a dream I had about Izzy (from Digimon Season 01) having an adoptive brother- his parents said something about them having lost a child of their own, and I thought I could create this brother character and have it that his soul was locked in the Digital World. I never got round to writing it in the end, though.

Some time later, at the arrival of Digimon 02 in the UK, I started wondering about 'what would happen if a Digimon were to DNA Digivolve with a person. I thought it was a fantastic idea, and I found out about a week later that they'd thought of that in Tamers. Damn them.

Anyway, then the story developed as Worlds Collide and I thought it was pretty good. It went through some minor rewrites, but nothing major changed until I tried writing its sequel chapters. I got to about 9 before giving up. I couldn't finish the story well enough for my liking.

Worlds Collide made it up on one site, although I can't remember its name anymore. I don't really need to, seeing as the site went down years ago. While looking for another host I came across theOtaku.com and hence OB, whereupon I joined up to get an Otakumon.

I got so thoroughly pissed off with WC that I decided to try rewriting it with the help form my sister Dulcie. After continuing with that for a few weeks, an idea struck me. I'm not too sure from where it did or what inspired it, but I'm glad it did.

So Worlds Collide became Dark Conflict, and Dark Conflict was again revised to become the gem it is now: you can read it here. It's only got another three, perhaps four chapters to it and then it'll be finished.

Surprisingly, DC means more to me than Enter the Net does. Not that I'm any lesspleased with how ETN turned out- the amount it's been appreciated is more than I ever expected, and I'm truely grateful that everyone likes it so much. but DC's been with me for years. It's always been a part of my history on OB, and I hope it always will be. I hope to put it in ff.net one day. Probably next week, I should imagine.

OtakuBoards: Enter the Net
Originally entitled OtakuBoards: The Series, it pretty much sprang from the interesting daydreams (heh, don't be rude) I had involving the OB crew. Call me sad, but I used to enjoy imagining everyone in odd scenarios. As an actual project it was intended as a gift for James (well, one storyline in particular that still exists will be, if I can get it done in time), but I was too lazy to get started until a few weeks ago. I can't remember what sparked that off either, but I just started.

I think this is certainly my most successful piece of work to date, as well as the newest ^_^ There won't be huge amounts of chapters, but the ones that will be there should be good. Originally there were going to be more serious ones, but a comedy/parody's somewhat easier to write- in the same way Jenna's Year of the Otaku didn't exactly work some of the time, I didn't want to risk portraying people in the wrong light. In parody, I can highlight the idiosyncrasies that everyone knows about and likes already, which makes it that much more familiar and likeable. Read it here (although I suppose most people that come here already have, heh).

I'm pleased with both of my major works so far ^_^ They've had a decent reception, and I hope shall be enjoyed by all who read them.

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Thursday, December 4, 2003


Time for an update
I am still here, heh. Albeit rather sparingly ^_^;

I've been incredibly busy of late, and the only reason I'm actually on right now is becaue Dad's not using this PC at the moment. I'm sure he will before too long, so I'll have to be relatively quick.

What have I been up to? Um... Monday I stayed home from college because I wanted my throat infection to disappear in time for my voice assessment on Wednesday. Tuesday I did very little, but went to Portsmouth with Jeremy, Lawrence and Steve and then went to see Miss Saigon in Southampton with Lawrence.

Miss Saigon Jam
It took over an hour and a half to get to Southampton on Tusday evening- it's not usually that long a journey, about 45 minutes or so. But there was a football game going on between the two biggest local teams that only happens once in a blue moon, so thousands of people were going to see that, and there was a car crash. As I was looking out of the window on the coach, I saw virtually no-one on the road going the other way. "Ooh," I thought, "Should be quicker getting back home, then."

Haha. It took about the same amount of time- the football match finished at the same time the play did, which meant all of the traffic that caused build-ups on the way in was now heading out. I got back home at twenty past midnight, which was why I didn't get to do much online.

Miss Saigon itself was good, although not brilliant. The storyline's decent, as is the general look of the play itself. I love seeing big-budget productions, hehe. But I didn't like the songs too much. The tunes weren't hugely memorable, and neither were the voices (I hadn't heard of any of the actors, although one looked exactly like Lawrence). We hired binoculars for the second act (they're in a little holder on the back of the chair in front of you. You insert 50p and it comes undone, freeing them for use) and had a fair amount of fun watching the followspot operators while the long, rather boring songs were going on. It was a good night out, but I wouldn't have been too upset if I'd gone without.

Smith and Western
The first major social event of the Intensive Acting course was long-overdue, but happened yesterday- it was Tim's birthday party and we all went for a meal at this Wild West themed restaurant next to the Chichester train station. It's a fantastic place, a lot like T.G.I. Friday's but with a more specific theme. I had a great time getting to know everyone, and didn't get drunk at all. I had one alcoholic drink called a Black Jack, which was a cocktail comprised of Jack Daniels, Creme de la Cocoa, soft vanilla ice cream and chocolate sauce. Really really nice ^_^

After that (and a combined bill of £391, urk) we went to a pub called The Hole in the Wall- nowhere near as nice as S&W. I chatted to more people and tried not to breathe in the smoke too much.

After that I stayed the night at Lawrence's house. We talked for hours about things ranging from whether we thought anyone on the course was going to drop out to nuclear postmen and eventually got to sleep at about 2.

The next morning we woke up at about 10:30am, something I never thought I'd be able to accomplish. We mostly played the Max Payne 2 and watched a production of Bouncers that he was in last year. That was fun too, although I was starting to pine for OB a bit- I'm drastically behind with everything and I had Yu-Gi-Oh cards to send off to various people on eBay. I came home to find the first volume of the Outlaw Star soundtrack waiting for me in my chair ^______^ I love it to pieces. Fantastic music, and definately what I need after a very tiring few days. The second volume's currently on Backorder at the moment, though. I hope they'll be able to get it in for me.

Back to my writing, I think. Seeing as I can't actually submit anything to OB tonight I'll type everything I need to do into a Word document and copy it tomorrow morning. That way I can listen to OS at the same time ^_^

Take care, everyone.

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Sunday, November 30, 2003


It's Procrastination, Jim...

...but not as we know it. I feel like I'm procrastinating, but I have no idea what I should be doing otherwise.

I started up my Outlaw Star RPG, I'll type up a reply to that if no one else does within the next... while.

Winged Warrior
Saturday was the reenactment fair at Coventry. I'm generally pleased with what I have, but I'm annoyed at myself at the same time. Having Mum there with me certainly made things a lot easier (buying things, for example), but the problem was that it was too easy. The first thing I purchased was a rapier with scabbard and baldric. I was very pleased- it was the last one left and looks fantastic. It was only when I got home that I realised it's not a reenactment model. I'm going to send it back and hopefully get a refund or an exchange for one I can use. The thing is, they didn't tell me it wasn't for reenactment. They're really decent swords, but nothing to me unless I can use them. That's the main thing that pissed me off, really.

Apart from that, it was a generally good (if expensive) day. For weapons, I got a Falchion (a single-edged sword with a protective guard that runs over the sword hilt like a loose knuckleduster) and a dagger for my rapier (although I think that dagger might too be unsuitable for combat. All it needs is rounding off, I think. But I might ask them to take that back too). I also garnered two belts and some swankynice gloves for my 17th Centure dandy outfit, heh.

By far the best item I bought was one that I can't actually use, but love anyway. It's a 17th Century Polish Hussar's (light cavalryman) helmet. It's got an articulated back, flaps down the sides to cover the ears and two huge metal wings coming up over the top of the helmet, a la a considerably butched-up Asterix. I'm having some photos done as soon as it stops raining and is bright enough, heh. It just looks amazing.

Oddly enough, I don't feel fulfilled by all that. It cost a heck of a lot of money for starters, at a time when we don't have that much extra to actually spend. I wish I'd known about that rapier earlier- that would have saved us a LOT of money. And I mean a lot. The only reason I'm not putting down figures is because I'm embarrassed about it.

There are worse things to be worrying about, I know that. This is just what's bothering me at the moment.

Write Night
I have a lot of writing to do. Future Prospects, Enter the Net, Dark Conflict, W.H.A.T.E, R.O.T.E.F (if I can get round the glaring plot errors I made in my posts already, heh), and Battle Island too. Plus there's something I want to include in here that may take a while to do. Best get to it, then.

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