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Saturday, September 27, 2003


I test...



"When the character starts writing the story, shut him up."

Rokas told me that yesterday, heh. He's full of very profound information, and he expresses it very well. Well, that was actually a quote that he told me said by someone else, but he never ceases to make me think. It's given me scope for re-doing bits of Dark Conflict, actually. I did wonder whether Aidan was taking the story away with him rather...

The first two chapters are up in the Fanfiction section of OB at the moment ^_^ Go see if you want to, heh.

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Friday, September 26, 2003


Well, there's a surprise...
The HTML thing I tried to create the table/border/thing doesn't work, which is bloody typical. At least the background's nice.

And yes, I am completely dancing around the point. I am anxious, to put it simply.

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Quizzeh...
Beautiful
<<>>???What Kind Of Angel R You???<<>>( NEW!!! Anime Pics )

brought to you by Quizilla

That's nice...

Damn, I was going to have more but QUizilla's being slow. Ah well. I hope that Smash Bros one's still up. I want to take it again, just because it's so obscure and funny. Well, I think so.

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Tears- Japan X
"Wherever we go is okay,"
You said
Now what may have been
Has been stopped by time

On that night that was too long
I had a dream where you left me
Staring at a foreign sky
I hugged my lonliness

My fallen tears
Are piling up on the winds of time
At the end
I feel your breath

Loneliness your silent whisper
Fills a river of tears through the night
Memory you never let me cry
And you, you never said good-bye
Sometimes our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But I never thought you'd trade your soul to the fates
Never thought you'd leave me alone

Time through the rain has set me free
Sands of time will keep your memory
Love everlasting fades away
Alive within your beatless heart
Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love

My fallen tears
Are piling up on the winds of time
This feeling at the end
Makes my blue rose change
Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love

My fallen tears are piled on the winds of time again
At the end I can feel your breath
Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love
Dry your tears with love

If you could have told me everything
You would have found what love is
If you could have told me what was on your mind
I would have shown you the way
Someday I'm gonna be older than you
I've never thought beyond the time
I've never imagined the pictures of that life
For now I will try to live for you and for me
I will try to live with love, with dreams,
and forever with tears

This isn't strictly entirely relevant, but... yeah. Needless to say, I don't want it to be.

Take care.

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Thursday, September 25, 2003


Ow...
It didn't hurt that much on Wednesday. certainly no more than it might normally when I go to the gym. Doing lots of movement about in voice and movement classes didn't signify anything much to me at the time, but late last night I could feel the muscles in my shoulders, arms and chest getting tighter. I put it down to tiredness and went to bed after Outlaw Star.

This morning, however... I'm glad I forgot to switch my alarm on, because otherwise I'd have leapt out of bed without thinking. I could hardly move. If I tried, things hurt. A lot. It took a long time befor I could move my arms to a 45 degree angle, and I still can't get them to shoulder height for the pain.

Still, today went fairly well. Although feelings of inadequcy unnecessarily begin to creep back in again when I kept losing to Ean at Yu-Gi-Oh, and he started looking through my Deck to tell me what was wrong. I know the game far better than he does, and he was telling me what I should do. It really pissed me off. But what pissed me off more was the fact that he was right.

Anyway, I went to see 'I Caught My death in venice' today, and didn't socialise with everyone as much as I'd hoped to. I don't know why. I think I'm still fairly outsidish because I don't go to the pub with them after college. I will next week, though. This week I've had things I've wanted to do at home, so getting back quickly was a priority (read: fanfics and RPGs, chatting).

I would say more, but I don't really feel like it at the moment. It usually happens after seeing a play or a film, on the way back there's a sudden 'click', and I start feeling down. Still, it'll pass. Just need some music...

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Tuesday, September 23, 2003


*Rocky music plays*
I'm going to be in so much pain tomorrow morning. Well, in a few hours more likely. I went to the gym with Chris this afternoon, seeing as we finished about an hour and a half earlier than we would normally.

Chris has been training for about three years, and is rather muscular already. I am Prince Adam to his He-Man, basically. And he was helping me train today, which included bench-pressing about 100lb (44 kg or so, I can't remember the exact weight) and doing these horrible sets of exercises called '21's. It's bicep curls with a corrugated bar and about 5kg on each arm, with seven repetitions of three different exercises. It sounds simple enough, but believe me it hurts. Lord knows what I'll be like for my movement class tomorrow afternoon ^_^;

Whoo!
*waves to new Mods terra, Arcadia, Drix D'Zanth, Shinmaru and I hope I've not forgotten anyone.*

Wow, there are a good few changes going on. I seem to be surviving for the moment, hehe ^_~. I'm not particularly worried by them per se, it'll just take a little adjusting to.

RPG-heaven?
Wow, the first Digimon RPG I've signed up for in ages looks to be pretty good ^_^. I've not posted anything yet, but I'm looking forward to it. It's been a long while since there've been any that have interested me (and I feel very priviledged [Rah! to spelling] to be doing it ith Sara, too. This'd be my second with her ^_^)

Um... there was something else I was going to say, but I can't remember what it was. Oh yeah-

Only one of my cards has sold this time round, dammit >_<; I think I've lost my magic touch...

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Monday, September 22, 2003


Drama Queens...
There are a lot of them in our class, hehe.

Today was fairly interesting for the most part (when we weren't being taught by Mr Jarvis. Urgh...). We started off with Stage Management, and it felt like we were going to finish there too, because the person who teaches us makes it so boring. It's like being in High School again... Still, when we actually get to do things it should be alright. Some of the backstage activities look fun (in a weird kind of way).

After that we had our Audition technique run, and I was momentarily very scared because I was the only one who hadn't remembered a monologue >_<; Luckily, we didn't need them.

Hearing about how the examiners judge you is frightening- aparrently they've made a decision within the first ten seconds of you walking through the door, and from even before that if there's a window there. First impressions really count. Urk... I'm really not sure I'm competetive enough for acting. But I shall try ^_^

Geez, I hate this keyboard. maybe it's just because I'm in an odd mood that I'm making all these mistakes (not that you can see them). It still annoys me, though.

He's behind you!
I'm not sure how many people are familiar with pantomime- I didn't realise it was more or less a British-only phenomenon-, but we did some today. Ours didn't go nearly as well as the others, I thought. And I was the (first) only person to say that I thought it could be better. Everyone else was waxing lyrical about everything. But... it wasn't how I felt. So I was honest.

It's something that's been bothering me for a while- in a community where you're afraid to offend anyone, it's hard to be constructively criticising. Especially if everyone expects you to say "Yes, it's great!" I'd rather people were honest with things I did, because I want to know how to improve. I look at a few things on OB or various other places and see how well everyone else is praising it, and I might think it actually needs improving. But I never say anything. If I don't like it, I usually back away and leave everyone else to it.

I need to be more honest, heh. I don't care if I get a reputation- if people want comments then you have to be constructive. Yes, you might like it, but in order to be really helpful (besides injecting an ego boost), you have to say what could be improved. Some people might not appreciate it, but I would.

Anyway, thought of the moment for you.

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Sunday, September 21, 2003


Avast!
Pirates of the Caribbean is now my absolute favourite movie. Well, at the moment it is. It is absolutely amazing, and if anyone's not seen it yet, go and do so now on pain of your life.

The acting, the score, the camera, the stunts, the storyline... it's all so fantastic. I couldn't believe the lead female (I can't remember her name, go figure) is/was only 18 when they were filming. Really incredible...

I want a rapier even more now >_<;

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Saturday, September 20, 2003


Quizness ^_^






Take the Anime soundtrack Quiz



Badass
What Anime Bad Boy Are You? Quiz 2


Trust me to be part of a bad dub.


Power-Pole Extend!
What's Your Anime Weapon?


Well, it's not a hammer. I always used to get that.


beeeEEEEEEOOOooop
What's Your Anime Power?


Yay! Ryoko ^_^






Find out what anime series you belong in.


That's enough for the moment. I'll raid Guru's next time, heh.

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Friday, September 19, 2003


Rayearth
No, not Magic Knight Rayearth, but just Rayearth. The two-hour film cut of a three-episode spin-off [love those hyphens, heh] from the series known as 'Wings of Hope', documenting what would have happened if Cephiro came to Earth rather than the other way round.

It's really good. I'm thinking up an RPG based on it already, heh. It's a shame that it's the film cut rather than the three episodes; apparently that was better. I would recommend it to anyone who likes fantasy/mecha/guys with swords/girls with power. The animation was really really good, and the character designs are too. It's like a cross between Escaflowne, Digimon and Evangelion. Gigantic animal mecha spirits fighting each other and decimating Tokyo... the only thing that disappointed me about it was the ending. As with a fair few animes, it wasn't happy as such, it just... was and ended. I prefer something more upbeat, personally. But that's just me. It was great in its effect, and still worth recording.

And plus- I finally know who Clef is ^_^. I got him as my Anime Boyfriend in theOtaku's Guru quiz some time ago.

The annoying thing is that I really want to see the series now. If I wanted to get both seasons on DVD, I'd be spending well over £200. Damn...

This passed the time for me today while I was unable to access OB... I hate server trouble.

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