Thursday, September 18, 2003

Hoshi no Manazashi; Gaze of the Stars
If you look up thousands
Of shining stars
Ever unchanging, gaze
At us

When you are lost
Think of true kindness
For if you are hurt they want to be your strength

Whether be it sad times or lonely times
I'll be at your side
But I cannot
Take the place of your pains for you

If you look up perhaps
The gaze of the thousands of shining stars
Is everlasting gentleness

Here on this planet
Our chance encounter
Becomes the courage to open the door to tomorrow

When morning comes
The stars cease to be seen but
In darkness or in light
They silently wait for the future

More than words at times
A single smile rescues
A dream drowned in darkness
For me

When morning comes
The stars cease to be seen but
In darkness or in light
They silently wait for the future

If you look up perhaps
The gaze of the thousands of shining stars
Is everlasting gentleness

Let's be the gaze of the stars

I'm spamming my own MyOtaku site...
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*runs away screaming*
I've just registered with FanFiction.Net, and I never knew the place was so damn scary. There's so much I need to do, so much I don't understand. Heh, I'm rather pathetic when it comes to new and strange things. It doesn't exactly sound welcoming when you sign up. Not to me, anyway. Mind you, I was inexplicably nervous already *shrugs*

It's like the attendant in Moss Bros the other day. Moss Bros is a clothes retail outlet specialising in very posh, upmarket things. I needed to find a pair of black non-jeans, and I thought that'd be a good place to start for something smart-looking. All I have at the moment is smart-casual, heh. But anyway, he was on the phone when I got in, and I started examining the various things they had on offer.

If there's one thing I don't like, it's suit trousers. I don't know why, but I just don't like them. The material, the pockets... maybe it's just because dad wears them. Anyway, I suddenly realised that I really didn't want to be in there. I didn't feel right- the clothes were so expensive, and everything looked so posh...

"Is everything alright, sir?"

I jumped. "Yeah, thanks."

I went out very quickly, but so as not to look rude I glanced at a shirt on the way out.

I felt very silly afterwards, as you might expect. But I've digressed quite seriously from what I was going to say >.>

Can someone help me, pwetty pwease? Do I have to write < p> and < /p> every time I want to start a new paragraph, even if the story's in .doc format? I think I shall die if I do. I don't mind the italics, but that's... inhuman.

I also don't understand the uploading format thingy. I guess I should actually read what it says rather than just think 'Waargh!' and run off.

...Bwip...
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I'm not sore, but...
It's interesting how all Shy needs to say is 'Nuff said' and he'll have four replies before the day's out, heh. He's just that good ^_~

And I don't mind at all, it's just an interesting observation. I got over the popularity thing a while ago (which is probably why my ranking's dropped, heh).

Desbreko's posts hardly gets any replies... he's a really nice guy, but no-one seems to say anything. Mind you, it is mostly about GameCube/GBA stuff, heh.

Dum-dee Daa!
Tricky (of Starfox Adventures) would say that quite often, usually five seconds after you've just stopped to do something. He gets bored easily... if you throw the ball enough times for him he'll change colour. you have to do it enough times to end up with something you like, though. One of the combinations is a sick-green/purple do. I stuck with a deep blue and purple one ^_^

Wow, what I would give to have the skills to develop a game like that. Hopefully it'd play a bit better, though- the combat system didn't feel meaty enough, but meh. Even being able to make an animated CG character'd be nice. I've not the time or resources, unfortunately. Damn those stupid incomplete tutorials in PCPlus. I hate them.
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Quiet...
If you could un-say anything, what would it be? From any time, any place, any situation. I can think of two things, which happened in as many days.

Needless to say, I'm going to be very careful now. I wasn't exactly myself this morning, which was why I decided not to have any breakfast. And when mum asked if I had, I said "Yes." And as soon as I said it, I couldn't take it back. No, not a good morning.

Everything's alright now, though. We tend to get over these things pretty quickly, especially as I explained why I was feeling like I was, it wasn't just an empty lie. But... why was it so bad? Perhaps it's just a dogma, but it's not like it was going to hurt anyone.

On a lighter note...
I got the Pirates of the Carribean soundtrack today ^_^ It sounds great, like a cross between Lord of the Rings and Shrek. So... more warm, romantic and sentimental than Gladiator. Very good indeed, heh.

And...
I have my very first driving lesson tomorrow ^_^; Wish me luck (that goes for everyone else in West Sussex, too...)
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