Thursday, November 10, 2005

Gackt = The Business

Comments! Mimmi: I gathered, heh. sahkiryce: The only other food-time words that make sense to me are supper and dinner- seeing as you sup and dine respectively. Although I actually hate those words as verbs- I think they sound awful >.>; Naruto is great stuff. It's pretty conventional in its structure and plot, but it's so very well done and the battles are always ingenuitive enough to keep things fresh. You're missing out by not seeing it, heh. Right now I can't really figure what dreams are and what they mean. I'm just tired -___-; Sami: Yeah, I can imagine that being true ^_~ And the naughtiness catches a new flame and burns brighter... Lady Lea: *blushes* Sometimes the opportunities are too much to resist. And I'm only vocalising what most other people are thinking, hehe :p Googlism for the day: "solo is a purely social organization open to unattached lesbians who are comfortable hanging around with other women in the 40+ age bracket" Once I run out of interesting 'Solo' ones, I'll move on to 'Hugo', heh. Today was a good day to have bought things over the internet Because a lot of things arrived in the post for me. I got the Final Fantasy: Advent Children soundtrack, as well as See-Saw's Obsession/yasashii yoake single from .hack//SIGN and Gackt's Crescent album (Orangji no Taiyou with L'Arc-en-Ciel's hyde is one of the best-sounding songs ever. I suggest you find it and drool over their vocal chords). They're all lovely lovely goodnice CDs, but I had to pay a hefty import charge for them all. I was hoping to have avoided it, but I guess no such luck came to me this time. I also got my Naruto Konoha Leaf bandanna ^_^ It's really cool, although the metal didn't bend very well so it's a little... crimped in two places (more like a trapezium than a curve) and in the photo that my sister took of me wearing it, I had it on upside down -__-; Never mind, it still looks pretty nice. Today, however, was not a good day for trying to get to sleep, or for meetings in London We (rather unexpectedly) had to try and rush things together to get up to an important meeting in London today in the hope that it'd clinch something for us. after a lot of stress and worry late yesterday evening, I got just under two hours of sleep, as was shared amongst most of the rest of us. And it turned out that things weren't going ahead anyway. I won't be able to get a decent lie-in tomorrow, either, as the hall's currently undergoing rennovations in preparation for the new carpet to be put in. It's all rather stressful. But I'm doing okay. I managed to find a Naruto mp3 I was looking for and (although it may shock you to hear it) I'm also growing to really like the Dragonball GT themes ^_^; Especially DAN DAN. It's just... funky. Mmm, something smells gorgeous. Stir-fry beef...

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Wednesday, November 9, 2005

*grumblegroan*

Comments! Kei: Maybe there's something about British people that makes them shorter than everyone else. I know McDonalds' burgers used to contain growth hormones in them, but I doubt that could make such a marked decrease. Maybe you have an attraction to average-sized UKians ^_^; And I know I can't speak Spanish. But I'm sure my accent can't be that bad. Then again, I've never tried... Akamaru: ...Which scene was that? I need to IM you so you can tell me what it was, heh ^_^; And I need to IM (or PM, I suppose) you anyway fer your address. Sami: It's actually really light ^_^ It's a lovely sword to use, although the way you need to use it properly knackers your arms. I get the feeling that if I use it too often I'll have a massive right arm and a not-so-massive left arm. And then we get to how you use the sword... Mimmi: ^_^; Googlism for the day: "solo is an acoustical wood plank product consisting of a perforated medium density fiberboard" Urgh, it's too early in the morning to be doing stuff that requires a vague idea of intellect. I really need to take better care of my sleep cycles, otherwise I'll never get rid of these bags under my eyes. Humm... I seem to have put my phone somewhere where it should not be. *searches* Oh, it's charging. I remember now ^_^; Nothing very exciting's been happening over these last few days. Been watching a lot more Naruto- I think we're on episode... 73, and it's getting fantastically good- even moreso than it was previously, heh. It's a little annoying that things don't progress any quicker; battles can still take up to and over five episodes, but at least they maintain your interest throughout. Random Thoughts -I need to clean out my magazine box. It's hardly as if I even read NGC magazine any more- they always seem to be focusing on games that Nintendo made years ago rather than anything new; it's all a bit boring, really. I'll keep guides and things for games I already have, though. They're quite good, and out of all the games magazines I've read in the UK (not read EDGE before, mind), this is the one that presents its writing in the best way. I hate reading the Official Nintendo Magazine because it's trying to be funny in a less sophisticated and rather crude way- there's something about it that screams 'tat' rather than decent journalism. But quite a number of games magazines look trashy, so I guess that's no surprise. -I moved my pillows from one end of the bed to the other after discussing Ki lines with a friend of mine; he suggested my poor sleep could be attributed to my being on a South-North alignment rather than the other way round. To be honest I don't know how much of a difference it makes- one thing I have noticed is that the mattress at this end of the bed is less flat and gives my upper body a bit more support, which may account for a better feeling of comfort that helps me get to sleep. And my head isn't behind a wardrobe any more. -I want more manga! But Suikoden III Volume 9 isn't available for ages yet. And I can't be bothered to roder Chrono Crusade yet. I need something to save for Christmas, after all. -Dry lips = yuk. -I had a dream last night that I was making out with a girl in this secluded drama studio, but every time we seemed to get anywhere someone would come in and insist on doing something, or just pottered about with nothing specific. Either way they just wouldn't go! Damn you, people! Two of them were female drama teachers (I gathered they were lesbians in the dream) who went and locked themselves in the cupboard! I mean, honestly! I can't even have decent sexual experiences within my own mind now >________>; -I need breakfast. Hah, I've just understood what that word actually means now. How cool ^_^

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Thursday, November 3, 2005

Finders Keepers

Comments! Hallowe'en Sami: Heh, it's difficult to explain ^_^; There are times when I'm with guys that I almost imagine myself doing something sexual with them even if I know they probably wouldn't want to. And... it's not even as if I even want to sometimes, either. So I still can't explain fully whether I'm bisexual or not ^_^; Perhaps if an attractive girl/guy (as in, girl or guy. I can't handle an all-in-one) came my way... ...either way, experimentation is long overdue >.>; Lady Lea: Hehe, a perfect match :p Mimmi: I can't tell if you're making a serious proposal or not, heh ^_^; Either way, it's not an easy question for me to answer. But you at least know what part of me would say ^_~ Pyro: Yeah, I'm feeling okay now, I think. I'm not tired, frustrated or depressed any more, which is always a good thing. Still not much change on the other front, however, but I think it was just a stressful phase which was putting weird strains on my body. Going through periods of eating junk food probably didn't help, in my opinion. I think they can really wreack havoc on your circadian rhythms. Kei: That means you're about two inches taller than me... *dies* Sami: I measured it again for you ^_~ It's... *forgets, then dooes it again* ... just under 168 centimetres, heh. molletta: *hugs* We can invade Mars together and beat it for causing conflicting elements ^_^ sahkiryce: As weird as it may sound, the more I talk to a friend of mine about star signs and astrology, the more it seems to make sense. I didn't really understand much about it other than horoscopes, but it seems there's much more to it than that. It's quite interesting when you get down to personality traits and interactions, how they're all affected by one another... of course, it's still a rather limiting system when you think about how dynamic people are. And I have six swords. The connotations are always there whenever I tell people about any one or all of my weapons- someone always raises an eyebrow. It gets quite annoying when you're trying to explain something that's actually interesting -_-; In the end I went with the guy who forced me out. He apologised for it a lot later, especially as my health was deteriorating throughout the evening. 1st November Sami: Maybe cliché, but always appreciated *hugs* ^_^ Pyro: I actually managed on only two paracetamol for my whole ill period ^_^ I was right pleased, hehe. Although I did just forget to take the others when I wanted them... Kei: Mostly better now ^_^ *hugs* Sah: ^_^ Googlism of the day: "solo is your own personal ski machine" I are do be feeling teh betterers nowes!!1!!!11! But I still have a sore throat and a tickly cough that keeps me awake at night. That night where I described how I didn't know where to go in the evening, I was rather forcibly coerces into going round a friend's house when I'd much rather have stayed at home. I don't think he really knew why I didn't want to go out until he sat me in the car an hour later and asked if I wanted to go home. Seeing as we'd just bought food, I didn't see any point in turning round and said that I'd be okay. I think he started feeling pretty bad then, and kept asking me if there was anything he could do for me. To be honest, all I wanted him to do was stop apologising; if I really hadn't wanted to go out I'd have put my foot down and said no in the first place, and I would have started feeling worse whether I'd been at home or his house, so it made little difference to my physical condition. And anyway, at least there I won't be lying around sedentary while Mum runs around, making me feel guilty enough to get up and do something when I shouldn't be. I did feel quite a bit worse on Tuesday, though, which wasn't helped particularly by the fact that we needed to go into town. I offered to drop a letter into the building society for him as he had something else he needed to do; judging by the temperatures and the effort of actually getting up and walking around town it may not have been such a good thing to do, but at least I could get home quicker. We watched a bucketload of Naruto over the last few days ^_^ I could have stayed on that sofa all night just absorbing the cooliness of it all, but he had to go, and take the DVDs with him >.>; After that I started feeling rather woozy. It's odd that when you feel ill, the slightest things can set you off. I almost felt like bursting into tears just thinking about how [spoiler] Hayate was killed in Naruto, and wondering if my toys knew that I wasn't playing with them any more, and if they hated me for letting them get dusty (which reminds me, I really need to by an ioniser...). It's really bizarre, heh ^_^; But I'm doing okay now. I've been writing for most of today. Three and a bit work pages done, more RPG work (see it here: Pokemon: Serpentizor Reborn [PG-VLS]), and a small parody song in OtakuBoards: Enter the Net. bet you thought I'd forgotten about that, eh? Well, I haven't. But I do need to get this next funny chapter done as soon as possible so I can work on the more serious conclusion of the whole thing. Yeps, it's all building up to that time now. Seeing as I actually have time at home to get things done, there's no reason why I can't brush up on my humour, get my bestest OB hat on and get this thing down. At least, that's the theory ^_^; I will continue with what I've already started soon, heh. Take cares, you lovelies! *hugikisses*

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Tuesday, November 1, 2005

Ill. Update later.
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Monday, October 31, 2005

Dilemma Morals

Comments! Shy: Then you shall have them ^_^ Kei: Yeah, that sounds good. It's not as if I have any urge to be out by next week or anything, heh ^_^; I keep thinking that there are so many things I want to do that aren't actually possible until I move out. They're more subtleties in behaviour than anything specific, but I really don't want to be relying on anyone but myself any more. I love being there for other people, and it's nice to know that I'll always have my home here if I ever need it, but I want to grow as a person. I want to be able to feel properly independent rather than always having something hanging over me. And although it's not a bad thing to still have that influence in a way, I can still carry it with me, but shift it from being what I feel is a slight emotional burden to something that'll actually help me. sahkiryce: Being bums wouldn't be too bad, but I wouldn't want to be constantly on everyone else's property ^_^; I'd always be worried about people coming over and turfing me out, hehe. Moving out's always a daunting prospect to have to face, and much easier if there's someone with you. The main reason I've been feeling more motivated to do anything is because Dan suggested we could move in together, which would be fantastic. I think. Alan: *giggles* Pyro: ^_^; I couldn't see! I can't see myself becoming particularly stuck unless I came across something financial or technical I can't cope with. I can do cooking if I'm following a recipe; there may be a few things I'm not so good with and a few things I can learn which'd make things easier, but nothing's impossible. heh, a week-long stint in Sheffield sounds pretty good, but I don't know if I can really afford to lose any more time off working. I'm already pretty far out of contact with them... Gasara: Well... it's entirely your decision. I probably wouldn't have wanted to move out unless I was actively motivated to think about doing it, and the more I do, the more I see things about me and my life that would change as a result. I always worry about what'd happen to a lot of my stuff, though- a huge toy collection isn't exactly essential, and I've no idea what kind of place we'd be living in. but that's a hurdle you can cross when you get to it. If you're happy living at home, then that's entirely your decision ^_^ You shouldn't leave home just for the sake of it- to just tear yourself away from something that's convenient and comfortable doesn't make sense unless something comes along that changes where you want to be and what you do. So it's not as if it's essential. It just depends on who you are and what turns up. And anywhere I do move to should be closer to you by some degree, hehe ^_~ But I wouldn't want to dump all my repairs and things on you. That'd be rude. Sami: Yeah ^_^; It's making sure you have the faith in the first place that's the problem. I just need to sort out a few final things, then I should be set. Jeremy doesn't know anything about my plans yet... Googlism for the day: "solo is an ideal training tool for individuals looking to improve their fitness" What do you do when two people ask you out on the same evening? I'd planned to do stuff with Dan all through today, but he's been out and has said he can only do something in the evening, which I wasn't expecting at all. And I'd already sort of made plans with Jeremy... ...but I think I'm coming down with a cold or something. I'd rather stay somewhere nearer to home (Dan's only about two miles away, whereas Jeremy's about 17) in case things go bleh. What's the time, Mr Wolf? I got myself a new sword on Saturday ^___^ It's five foot six inches long ^________^ And very light, which is even better. The only downside is that I hadn't anticipated who I'd be fighting with- Derren. Paul kept giggling to himself on the way back, saying over and over again that the uber-fencer will be 'very pleased to have someone to play with'. I wish I had more armour... Jeremy went to the London Expo on Sunday and picked up L'Arc-en-Ciel's SMILE for me. It's not as great as I was hoping it to be (not compared to AWAKE, anyway), but at least I actually have a *cough*non-downloaded*cough* copy of Hitomi no Jyunin. It's lovely ^_^ Tiredness? Stress? Frustration? For whatever reason, I've been feeling incredibly hungry these last few days. And erm... very sexually frustrated. I can't explain it. Perhaps it's the weird weather or something astrological (Mars was very close to Earth a few days ago), but it's unsettling. And annoying, because we haven't got anything that I feel like eating in the house >.>; I finished off half a muffin, had some bacon, a bowl of cereal, two slices of toast with stuff on top and some smoothie juice, but I still feel there's more I could guzzle. And I have a sore throat that I want to get rid of. It always happens when I make a particular strange noise with my throat that the day after i develop something rotten. I hope it's just a temporary thing... I'm sure there was eomthing else I wanted to talk about, but it's gone. Ah well ^_^; *hugs everyone* Take care.

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Monday, October 24, 2005

Solo, Meet World............ *Solo hides*

Comments! 17th October Mimmi: Yeah, it is pretty good. My haircuts always range from me feeling completely relaxed and confident to how I'll look, to nervousness over what they're doing and how much they're cutting off, to relaxation and happiness by the time they're finished. Ironically, this haircut just done is one of the few that I've not been so happy with. Something about it's just lacking, and perhapsd I didn't ask for enough hair to be cut off. Either way I'm growing it long again, so it's sort of irrelevant ^_^; *has cookie, and enjoys it thoroughly* ^_~ Alan teh Alan: *laughs* It took me ages to figure out what you were referring to, you know ^_^; I just didn't see the bit about dinner... But yeah, Optimus Prime is fantastic. But Beast Machines will always stand out as my favourite series, whatever anyone says. But Silverbolt was crap in that. where was the flying wolf? Eh? Where? Bastards... sahkiryce: I love cheesecake ^_^ And I'm glad the chocobos link was useful, heh. It's pretty cool- I found it whilst looking for the Full metal Panic: Fumoffu! theme. As far as I remember, you haven't thanked me for that already ^_~ But in one of those awkward social events, I never really quite know how to take a thank-you. But erm... thanks for the thanks ^_^; Lady Katana: I need to learn how to cook myself, actually. That is, not 'cook myself' as in 'shove myself into a pot for fifty minutes on simmer', but 'teach myself how to cook'. I can do tacos, pasta, toast and... cereal. More on this kind of thing in a second. And yes, I did change my avatar! I found this and thought it to cool not to honour, heh. 23rd October John: Yeah, that's exactly how I feel. I want to say something, but not just for the sake of it. Sometimes I feel that if someone's already said something that is basically or exactly what I want to say as well, there's no point in me going over it. It's not that I don't care; in some way I almost want my caring to be special; if all I do is say what someone else says or says something that isn't as well-put as what someone has already phrased, then I don't see how I'm going to offer any additional support. I care, and hope that that'll be enough. Pyro: Yeah... ^_^ I'm glad you approve of the avatar, hehe. I've only just now been able to see what yours is- since I have a flat-screen monitor now the colours above me (I'm sat quite low down in relation to the screen) blue a bit. Now I see it's a person with a hand! I thought it was some weird worm o_O; Googlism for the day: "solo is available in a choice of lengths" I'll leave you to wonder as to what that means ^_~ I DUN WANNA GO! I talked to my counsellor today. Things were... prety much as I expected them to be, but it hasn't resolved anything. I didn't anticipate it being solved immediately, but it's at least given me some interesting things to think about. Basically, I need to get out more. I'm hanging in the wrong social circles to grow as I want to and he said it may be better for me to move out as soon as I'm able, and even to get out of the local area. Some of it wasn't pleasant hearing, but I needed to hear it. As I am now, I should probably be living on my own and that would allow me a certain amount of freedom which I'm just not getting, but since I don't have an income at this time I doubt that's going to happen anytime soon. And where the hell am I going to move to? I have reenactment events to go to, a theatre to do stuff with and friends I want to see. I don't think moving in with anyone I know would be too great an idea but I don't want to just up and leave. It's going to take a lot of thought and preparation... I don't even know how to sew buttons. I can barely use a washing machine and the only thing I can confidently cook is pasta, providing I have enough sauce. I do need to move out. I was intending to move in with Dan, but as things happened I wasn't able to, and I probably won't. Well, I certainly can't now... God, I'm tired. I'll look into it later, I think.

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Sunday, October 23, 2005

Silence is Golden

There are a lot of things I want to say to people who are going through rough times, but I just can't think of anything suitable that isn't going to sound insincere or just corny. It's not that I don't want to say anything; I just can't. And I'd rather say nothing that say something unintentionally insensitive. Just so you know... I know I can't do or say much, but if it means anything I'm thinking of you. Take care.

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Monday, October 17, 2005

here we stand in the morning dew

Comments! Pyro: Yeps ^_^ I wanted to make sure I could say a fair amount with each question. The only one that got me was Kei's memory-fruit one. ironically, I can't remember my memories very well, heh. Sara: I haven't seen any of the series yet. But if you like that, then the chances are you'll like the movie. It does actually have the feel of a long Buffy episode; being Joss Wheadon that's hardly surprising, and not being a Hollywood movie, that's even less surprising. But it's vool stuffs ^_^ Googlism for the day: "solo is perfect for family fun" And I'll leave that one for your interpretation, heh ^_~ Gah, long and very tiring weekend. Got some money out of it, which I then spent today on a Bluetooth wireless hands-free kit for my mobile phone and some hair straighteners. Which... aren't as easy to use as I first anticipated. I really hate doing my own hair, especially with... my own hair. Loathsome. Anyway, seeing as I haven't much else to say of interest, here be Pyro's Interview questions! 1. What gives you the most satisfaction in your own completed works (e.g. writing, art, any other creations)? 2. Take a film of your choice. Who that you know would you choose to fill in the characters and why? 3. If you had the choice of ruling an entire country, which would you choose, and what would you like to do with it? 4. In your opinion, what is the perfect dinosaur? 5. How many of the things that you own could you not bear to part with? Legacy of Dreariness Eeh, I feel so drained... ...but you wouldn't believe how much I'm looking forward to eating dinner this evening ^________^;

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

A boy has a right to dream.

Comments! Kei: Having never eaten myself, I wouldn't know ^_~ John: It wasn't anything much, just an offhand comment. I'm pretty sure it was who I thought it was, but I'm scared to go back in case I'm wrong, heh ^_^; I wouldn't want to be on a feeding tube. It sounds rather horrible. I don't think I'll ever get that bad, though. Pyro: No. Losing weight = bad, especially in the context this is. I was perfectly happy with my weight- I had nothing wrong with my figure (aside from wanting a few more muscles). The fact that I'm losing weight in this state means I'm losing both fat and muscle (with musce being four times as dense as fat). If I continue losing it at this rate there's a chance I could become seriously ill. Losing weight is only good if you've excess weight to lose, and the amount you should carry to be healthy is dependant on your height. People get very hung up on weighing less as being healthy, but that isn't the case until you actually become overweight. It's your overall level of physical fitness that's more important. I'll stop there, cause this is something I feel very strongly about and I don't want to make it sound like I'm having a go at you, heh. I'm not, but I do get concerned over things like this. Googlism for the day: "solo is lying across in fertile plain terrain along the longest river in java" Serenity is a really good movie- I'd suggest everyone go and watch it, heh. I don't know much about Joss Wheadon (spelling?), but aside from the beginning of the film looking a lot like the pilot to a TV series, it was incredibly refreshing, and suitably non-Hollywood to prevent it from being another generic space adventure flick. I think that's probably in my top ten favourite live-action films now. There are some really fantastic comedy moments in it- the characters all have a decently human side to them, and some of the comments you just wouldn't expect from a film of this calibur. The dramatic moments aren't quite as high-tension as perhaps they should be, but it's really enjoyable all the same. And the music's cool, too ^_^ Mewants the soundtrack. Love in Isolation I spent today at home, because I felt dreadful when i woke up. It didn't help that I got back at about 11:15 last night, but all the same I think my body clock's completely out of whack. I dread to think what I'l be like coming back from Anime Expo '06, but it's something I'm more than willing to put up with, hehe ^_^ Busy weekend ahead. Looking forward to Saturday and Monday, not so much tomorrow or Sunday. More on those as and when they happen. Interviews! Questions from Pyro (seeing as I asked her to interview me firsties): 1. Have you ever turned water into wine? I can't say I have, no. Although I'd never take advantage of it for my own use, if I could I could make a damn good killing bottling and selling the stuff. It'd be interesting to see if different flavoured waters produced different flavoured wines. I'd also use it to help people in Third World countries. We survived the Middle Ages drinking small ale and wine instead of water to prevent cholera; why not there? 2. Who are your favourite comedians? I really like watching Eddie Izzard, because I find something about the way he delivers his comedy absolutely hilarious. Jack dee's another one I like watching on TV. Live, though, it would have to be Alistair McGowan. I don't like his sketch shows very much, but seeing him with no frills doing his impressions was easily one of the best shows I've ever been to. 3. What one thing would you leave behind to remind the world that you existed? I don't know, to be honest. I could spend ages trying to find an item of mine that symbolises everything I stand for and what was important to me, but I don't think one thing sums it up enough. In which case, it'd have to be my blog. That way people can find out what I was like, rather than just know that I was there. I suppose children are the best way of leaving a legacy, if you love and respect them enough to let them grow as they want with your own guidance. But right now I don't have children, so it'd have to be this. 4. What is your honest opinion on Wolverine's hair in the X-Men films? It works for him, but I wouldn't have it myself ^_^; 5. What's your take on the contentious issue of ... having children? Ah, I've shot myself in the foot by answering a bit of this question above. I've seen a lot of people around the reenactment group who have kids, and there's a big difference between the ways they all interact with them. Some parents treat their children as kids, in a really harsh and patronising way, and others treat them as adults when they're possibly too young to be reacted to in that way. I think you need to be able to show real love and respect towards your children if you're ever going to have them. One woman in particular, whenever she's with the group, seems to have a tendency to want the child to be completely quiet and not say anything, but yet still do exactly what she asks of her. And whenever the child asks for something, having been virtually ignored the whole way through whatever event it is we're doing, the mother reacts as if she's being pestered constantly. As far as I see it, there's very little of a bond between them aside from the fact that they live in the same house. The child loves her mother because she provides food, shelter and (I should imagine) a certain degree of comfort. The mother, on the other hand, tends to react towards her as if she's a continuous nuisance, even if she's being entirely inobjectionable. This is even to the point of refusing to give her food if she's hungry because it;d get in the way of what she has planned to do. Granted, I've not had a child so I can't fully understand the pressures put on you by such a situation, but considering I can read emotions pretty well, I'd do my damndest to make sure they always felt loved and respected, even if they'd done something genuinely wrong. I'm not ready for kids right now, though, thanks for asking ^_^; EDIT: I think I probably went off at a tangent, there. It's a big subject and I have a lot of opinions on ost of its aspects. I think that the government's policy of sex education is absolutely rubbish, which is why so many people are having underage sex and having children when they're not physically or emotionally ready for it. How the hell are you supposed to discourage underage sex by handing out f****ing condoms? It's so bloody stupid you wonder where the hell the government's power to control the country has actually gone. Kei's Questions: 1. If you were to compare your best memory to a fruit, which one would it be and why? Goodness ^_^; My best memory... I can't think what that'd be, heh. I may have to come back to this one, but I think the fruit'd be a strawvberry. 2. What's been your best experience in your acting career thus far? Definitely The Epic of Gilgamesh. I enjoyed that so much in so many different ways. I'd be hard-pushed to enjoy playing a part as much as I did Enkidu, and to get as good a reaction that I did from the people I was working with and the audience. 3. Will you ever get over your liking of furry things? Echh... There are two facets to this question. One is my own personal taste, and the other is the wider view of 'furries' by everyone else. I've read over quite a few different articles about furry fandom, and while I'm very much on the outside of it all (I don't talk to anyone else and don't belong to any communities) and don't consider myself a furry, trying to write my Nazreal stories and making them popular is going to be a hard slog because of the subject matter. They're met with derision from absolutely everyone because a minority of the community is, frankly, sickeningly disturbing. But that's the same with any other section of fandom you can look at; the problem with furry fandom is that most of it revolves around the artwork, at least 50% of which I'd estimate as being pornographic. Apparently, the vast majority of furries are either gay or bisexual, too, which may explain a little more about why there are so many clashes between them and the rest. There've been many times when I've thought of packing my stories in because I get to think they wouldn't be appreciated in the way I wanted them to, and the subsequent places my characters would end up in on the internet. But whether I released it widely or not, the stories are still something I want to write regardless, for my own sake. As for myself, I think they're really cool. It doesn't go much beyond that, and if I wanted I could easily re-write Nazreal to star Elves, Dwarves and those oh-so-overused stereotypes that flood every single fantasy epic you could ever think of. But I don't want to. I expect furry things, werewolves, Starfox and everything in between will hang with me as long as I have an appreciation for them. And it's still part of who I am; I don't want to just throw it away because it's not considered normal. Stuff that. 4. If you had free access to any means of travel for an entire year, where would you go? To all of my friends who lived in other countries. I want to be able to meet them, heh. And there's a big list- I'd need a year at the very least ^_^; 5. What's the worst possible thing you can imagine happening to any given person in the world? From my own perspective, the worst thing I can ever imagine happening to anyone to have an affect on my life would be my little sister being abducted. And I don't really want to say any more about that, heh. Tha's it fer today. Take care ^_^

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Run to You

Comments! sahkiryce: I've missed you too ^_____^ *hugs* and that song is really cool- thanks for sending it to me. Eh, I realise now that you probably have already heard that song I was telling you about in the PM, but there's some more stuff there too if you're interested ^_^; Kei: It wasn't even as if the watch was anything special, but I liked it. It fit underneath my sleeves on anything I wore perfectly, and told the time in big digital letters, along with the date and day of the week, which is more than i can say for pretty much any other watch I've had. All of the others available seem so big... And I slept for about eleven hours, heh. I think I may try and stay at home tomorrow. Shin: *grins* Take note! That's the only American sports reference I'll be able to understand! Googlism for the day: "Warning: mysql_connect(): Too many connections" ...Alright then. News, everyone! I think I made a rather personal comment on someone's site who wasn't who I thought they were o_o; If I'm wrong, I hope they actually know who I am and don't mind. If I'm not... then I think I'll crawl into a corner, hope that something can sense my extreme embarrassment and subsequently eats me. Delicious and Nutritious Although I may not be that filling. I've lost six pounds recently, four of those being in the last week. Mum had a go at me for doing too much and not eating properly, saying "For God's sake, don't lose any more!" I have been eating properly, haven't I? I mean, I eat when I feel hungry. I just haven't been feeling that hungry recently. not all the time. And it's not as if I ever starve... But she's probably right. I don't have a regular eating pattern and I usually only have about two meals a day, with one being large and two half-meals either side of that. I just need to start in that damn office... I'm going to see Serenity soon, I think. I don't even know what it's about, really ^_^; Still, here's hoping it's good.

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