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Vitals

Birthday
• 1985-07-23
Gender
• Male
Location
• Chichester, England
Member Since
• 2003-08-04
Occupation
• Ex-OtakuBoards Team Miyazaki Leader, Actor, Writer, Director, Stage Combatant...
Real Name
• N/A

Personal

Achievements
• Becoming a Moderator on OtakuBoards, starting up my own production company with my best friend Dan.
Anime Fan Since
• I liked the Mysterious Cities of Gold before I did Pokemon, but Pokemon was the first Japanese Anime I really liked.
Favorite Anime
• Digimon, Wolf's Rain, Mysterious Cities of Gold, Outlaw Star, RahXephon, Zoids, Princess Mononoke, Trigun, Howl's Moving Castle, Bleach, Naruto, Fullmetal Alchemist, One Piece, Fruits Basket
Goals
• To write my series of stories, and to act in cool stuff.
Hobbies
• Writing, acting, anime, GameCube, Wii, swordfighting
Talents
• Stage combat, writing, acting, being vaguely humourous, and listening.

myOtaku.com: Solo Tremaine

Monday, March 26, 2007

Ramble
I apologise for not commenting on the comments recently. I've been a bit preoccupied with things. Tonight isn't much different, although for the most part I've been preoccupied with absolutely nothing. Didn't feel like writing, didn't feel like playing computer games (although I did spend a while on Metal Gear Solid: The Twin Snakes), didn't want to listen to music, I'd already logged into Facebook four times in the last hour... it's all a bit 'bleh', for lack of a better word.

Annoyingly I can't really talk about most of it. Here's one bit, though:

I never really got over a girl I saw a while ago. She's living in London now, along with a friend of mine. Now, I don't know whether this friend of mine knew I hadn't gotten over her (and my guess is that he's probably forgotten), but he sent me a text the other night (at half eleven, which was the first bad move) telling me how infatuated with her he was. Naturally, I was a little distressed, despite the fact that I knew I shouldn't be building my hopes up for anything to happen because I'm not going to London any time soon. So I gave him some advice and went to bed feeling crap, compounded with further, related feelings that are still occurring now.

So he sends me another text the other day saying he was probably wrong, and that he was an idiot. Being me, I said he shouldn't be afraid to give it a go, which I sort of half-regret, but knew that I'd never forgive myself if I let myself get in the way of two of my friends potentially being very happy. Now he's just declared his feelings for her, and I don't know where it'll go. I don't really want to get involved in it because I know it's going to hurt. But that's my own fault.

I wish I wasn't so nice sometimes.

I also wish I wasn't an idiot.

There are other things I wish too, but I'll leave those tucked under my subconscious, heh.

Ciao.
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